@sky_ron
Yeah, I got drugs in my system, they keep me from missin’ you
Tryna numb the pain, but it’s something I can’t do
Heartbreak in my bloodstream, running like it’s bulletproof
But every time I close my eyes, all I see is you

I’ve been overdosing on the thoughts of what we used to be
Chasin’ all these highs ’cause the lows keep ruining me
Sippin’ on the past, and it burns like kerosene
Try to run away, but you’re stuck inside my memory

I don’t wanna feel this, no
Counting all the pills like hope
Tell me why you let me go
Now I’m sinking slow

Every night I’m fighting demons sittin’ right behind my eyes
Try to drown ’em out with music but they never say goodbye
I’ve been tryna change my life, but I’m living in disguise
Smiling on the outside, but I’m breaking from inside

Now I’m mixing up emotions with the liquor in my cup
People say I should stop, but I can’t even give it up
Every memory we had hits me harder when I’m stuck
Thinking maybe in another life the two of us were enough
-all i need is you. -

But I’m stranded in the moment where you told me that you’re gone
Now the nights are getting longer and the pain is dragging on
I’ve been searching for a reason, but the reasons all feel wrong
So I’m pouring out my heart again and hoping I stay strong

Got my feelings in a bottle, I don’t open it for none
You were everything I needed, now I’m numb and always run
Tell me why the hardest part of love is when it’s said and done
Now I’m sleeping with the shadows ’cause you’re never coming back, love


ker0sene.. (kami.prodbeats)

@sky_ron 
Yeah, I’ve been running from my problems in a fast car,
Heart broke, paint drippin’ like a NASCAR,
She said she love me but I know that it won’t last long,
Still I let her in ‘cause I’m addicted to the bad ones.

Brand new scars on my sleeve, I don’t hide ‘em,
Demons knocking at my door — I don’t fight ‘em,
Told me “love kills,” didnt think that I would die from it,
Now I’m smiling in the pics with a lifeless grin.
Fake friends in my rearview, fade out,
Real ones know the pain that I’m made out,
Trust issues, I don’t let the sun in,
Even when I win, I be thinking that I’m losing, yeah losing.
ive been tryna fix my heart with the wrong glue,
Tryna find myself in somebody who’s see-through
@franxzy
i jus wanna cry baby stop telling me lies
everytime i look in her eyes
i keep thinking suicide
now i cry
i keep crying at night
walking around looking for a fight
i guess u were right
but u did me so wrong
im hittin the za
yea im smokin that bong
im in love w u so im singing this song
she broke my heart yea i gotta stay strong
i-i have no purpose
why-why did u hurt us?
i-i feel so nervous
i-i feel so worthless.

addicted.. w/ franxzy (m0nty beats)

@sky_ron
I been tryna write my pain in these notes,
Heart too cold, I can’t love no more,
Bros in the trap, they still move that snow,
I stayed down when they closed that door.

Now I’m up, but I still feel broke,
Fake love, can’t trust all these souls,
Diamonds dance, but my chest still froze,
Whole lotta pain that the world don’t know.
-
Late nights, I was deep in my thoughts,
Phone on DND, I don’t talk,
They said “you changed” — of course,
I was tryna find peace in the war.

Mama said pray, but I lost that way,
Dark clouds follow me day by day,
Money can’t heal what the scars still say,
Tryna outrun demons, but they still stay.


still feel br0ke (sleepyy & over & alfiensnapped)

@sky_ron
Baby I see you
I don’t know what to do
Every time I’m next to you
My mind goes black, my heart goes blue
Baby I need you
Even if it isn’t true
Tell me lies, I’ll act confused
Just don’t leave me feeling used

And I know I’m not the one you dream about
But I still pray one day you’ll hear me out
Even if you changed, I’ll stick around
Even if it hurts, I’ll hold it down.

idk what t0 d0 (spaceboyry)

@sky_ron
speed in portugal
life is wonderful
i like to bark
shoot him up like tony stark
speedinportugal (4x)
you broke me, im going insane
carrying all the weight, im in pain
red blood stains
swerving trough the lanes
hit him with a back-flip
earn so much i stack it
caught this whigga lackin'
i crip im stackin'
@n1co
ishowspeed in portugal
yeah we gon plan your funeral
left that hoe in the cubical
do some speed or do it all
doin it all or doin nothin
you cant come over you thirty somethin
cant come over to the house
ishowspeed he say he scouse
leave it all to me
you tried to sue me
yeah speedy my homie
when you gon call me?
please speed i need this
my mom is kinda homeless :(
you laughed at him and broke him
he had no one to save him
half his house is all he had
you smiled and you made him sad
he tried to beggg
and he went to cryyy
@franxzy
yuh huh speed in portugal
speed in portugal
yea fuckin dat bitch rn
speed in portugal
amg benz, top speed
why is she so toxic
all of these pills got me nauseous
i just b gettin dis cash, put ts in the bag, you stuck in the office
god damn thats a shame
yea i aint playin games
yo bf a fuckin lame
he aint even pull up to yo crib thats a fkn shame
yuh huh huh u belong to me lil bae
broke my heart idk wat to say
im so unstable im not ok
my mental is fucked up im going insane
blood on my hands im feelin the pain
o ishowspeed ta em portugal
dama alterna faz um ritual
eu sei q eu n sou normal
ishowspeed em portugal

speedinp0rtugal w/ n1co & franxzy (p3trr)

@sky_ron
Yeah, I don’t talk much, I just write that pain
Notes on the page, that’s blood, not ink
Heart so cold, but the mind still flame
I been up late, can’t care what they think
Fast thoughts, can’t pause,
No peace
On my knees
Life been loud,
Wanna die,
I move lowkey, yeah
Dark in the room, but the beat so bright
Tears on the pad, but the pen still light
They don’t see war, they just see fight
Every bar I drop, that’s real, not hype
Yeah, this that diary talk no cap, no chain
Just me, this mic, and a storm in my brain
If I die tomorrow, they gon’ quote that pain

@franxzy
Static dreams hum through my spine, my heartbeat’s caught in circuit lines,
Your voice replays in chrome confines, my soul is stuck loading undefined,
I'm just tryna make you mine.
But fractured code leaks through my chest, try patch the pain, it won’t compress,
There's a ghost on my screen, you blur the rest,
I got, this feeling in my chest.
When I see you I feel stressed,
My hands start getting sweaty
My brain turns into a mess.
My heart start beating fast, I just can't understand this feeling.
Once you’re by my side again, I promise im gon start healing..
When you, touch me and kiss me my soul start revealing.
Please stop thinking that I’m the villain, of our story, and i promise, that im sorry,
For all the shit I did.
But now I glow in the place I hid.

i been up late w/ franxzy (sleepyy)

@sky_ron
I’ve been fallin’ through the tension,
Feelin’ like my heart missin’—
Every time I try to fix it,
It just breaks in new dimensions.
And I’m runnin’ from the pain I know,
Tryna hide but it still gon’ show—
Tell me why the ones you love the most
Always leave you when you need ’em close?

Yeah, I been stuck inside my head again,
Voices in my mind don’t let me win.
I been drownin’ all my doubts in the medicine,
Feelin’ like I’m trapped inside a skeleton.
I swear I try to change but I stay the same,
Tryna numb the hurt but it numbs my brain.
You told me hold on, but you never came—
Guess the things we lose leave the deepest stains.
Drowning in pain.

Tell me why it’s always me that gotta break first?
Why my love always end up makin’ things worse?
I been livin’ with a weight puttin’ strain on my chest,
But I still get up, still try my best.

dimensi0ns (mehdi chamoun)

@sky_ron
My thoughts keep dragging me under
These nights feel colder than ever
I write just to kill the pressure
My heart won’t hold it together

I hide everything that hurts me
These scars still talk in my sleep
I smile but nothing feels real now
My chest stays painful and deep

I’m tired of faking my feelings
I’m scared of what I might be
The mirror don’t show the real me
I break but no one can see

Dark roads feel safer than people
I walk just to clear out my mind
I’m trying to hold it together
But peace is too hard to find

I choke on words I don’t say
I pray for one silent day
My thoughts keep pulling me back
I fight but don’t know my way, way

Verse 4
I’m learning to breathe through the chaos
Even when I’m close to the edge
I break but keep moving forward
My pain don’t get to be said

I’m scared but still getting stronger
These nights won’t last forever
I bleed but don’t lose my purpose
I’ll heal, just give me the weather
(I write just to kill the pressure
My heart won’t hold it together)

dark r0ads (astrowbeatz)

I’m writin’ on these faded pages,
Heart broke, but it still rages.
150zxzxzxzxzx on the tempo, I’m pacin’,
all the thoughts I’ve been chasin’.
I don’t wanna lose myself again,
Feelin’ like I’m fallin’ with no end.
Tryna heal the pieces I can’t mend—
Tell me, will it matter in the end?

I don’t know what else to do
Wish I could erase all of you.

Dark nights, but the neon’s glowin’,
Tears dried, but the pain keeps showin’.
Act tough but the cracks keep growin’,
Tryna love, but I fear not knowin’.
Why every goodbye feel like fate?
Why every hope show up too late?
Why do I fold when I wanna be great?
Holdin’ on heavy, but I carry the weight.

I been stuck inside my head again,
Left on read again,
Tryna act like nothin’ hurts, but I pretend again.
These nights feel cold,
But I never let it show—
Took a shot to the heart, 
now it’s movin’ slow.
,.,.

t00 late (sleepyy & spaceboyry)

@sky_ron
I’m only sixteen, but it feel like more,
Heavy on my back but I still stay strong.
Dreams too big, I can’t play along,
They don’t see the fight that I’ve been on.

Sixteen ways that I try to heal,
Sixteen nights I been keepin’ it real.
Sixteen times I said I won’t feel,
But these emotions always spill.

Sixteen years and I’m learnin’ the ropes,
Tryna stay solid when I’m losin’ hope.
People switch sides, yeah, I learned that slow,
But I still move right everywhere I go.

Tryna stay focused, I’m buildin’ my name,
Life move fast but I’m stayin’ in lane.
Got my own path, I ain’t chasin’ no fame,
I just wanna win without losin’ my flame.

I’ve been stuck in my head too long,
Tryna find the place where I belong.
Sixteen thoughts runnin’ through this song,
But writing ’em down make me feel less wrong.

Sixteen summers, sixteen scars,
Sixteen nights wishin’ on stars.
One day I’ll shine, yeah, I’ll take it far,
But for now, I’m learnin’ who I are.

Sixteen plans and I hope they hit,
Sixteen things I won’t ever admit.
Life too real, but I’m never gon’ quit,
Even when my pride get torn to bits.
I know I got time, but I want it now,
Tryna make moves, tryna make ’em pr0ud.
16.

16

Sky R☆n