Name: silly cypher (+ sam taylor hampstermouth keygencore gorgi) by cnri (OVER MY DEAD BODY is out now!)
Duration: 2 min 47 s
Description: verses: @officialsamtaylor @hampstermouth @keygencore @gorgiwhy

verses: @officialsamtaylor @hampstermouth @keygencore @gorgiwhy

silly cypher (+ sam taylor hampstermouth keygencore gorgi)

///// notes /////

this is my longest song under phixel so far, and im really proud of it. throughout the production of clearer skies, i used many pieces of artificial intelligence such as gansynth, vqgan+clip, gpt-3, and of course, maeexo, an artificial singer trained on recordings of my voice. im so excited that you guys finally get to hear this song, and i hope you enjoy it <3

///// credits /////

produced by phixel
written by gpt-3 + phixel
backing vocals by maeexo + iris day + jestrr
additional production by gansynth

///// lyrics /////

[phixel]
(okay, 5 over 4, its gonna be fun its gonna be a lil experiment we're gonna try it out)
(1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9 , 10!)

i just wanna see the sky
to feel the wind in my hair
ill just wait and pass the time
until i see clearer skies
i just wanna see the sky
to feel the wind in my hair
i know there's something there
up in the sky

dont you just wanna go up there and see
what could be there?
it could be just like when we were teens
when we weren't scared

[phixel + jestrr - in unison]
i just wanna see the sky
to feel the wind in my hair
ill just wait and pass the time
until i see clearer skies
i just wanna see the sky
to feel the wind in my hair
i know there's something there
up in the sky

/ little piano solo over conversation between me and iris day /

[maeexo + phixel]
M: I always think about the times we had
those memories will never die
i cherish them as years have passed
i think about them all the time
P: and when the darkness sets in
and we're left with all this sin
and now it's time to tell them
we know they're listening
M: i don't know what you're thinking (yeah, yeah)
i might be a bit timid
P: (haaaah) but i don't know what you're looking for
for, for

[phixel]
i just want to see the sky
to feel the wind in my hair
(to feel the wind in my hair)
(to feeeeel)

/ saw lead + some more instrumental /

[phixel]
oh is it so hard to be decent
you let yourself get away
ooh, you went and seized your big day
was it worth it at all?
i wish i could see the sky
in a much different light
when i look around at night
i see no stars 

[maeexo + phixel - in unison]
i just wanna see the sky
to feel the wind in my hair
ill just wait and pass the time
until i see clearer skies
i just wanna see the sky
to feel the wind in my hair
ill just wait and pass the time
until i see clearer skies

clearer skies

never before in my life has it felt exactly like this

featuring:
@can-of-bliss
@t0rr
@itstooscar
@dylazy
@trndytrndy

produced by:
@can-of-bliss
@t0rr

stream / download

undermyskin

never before in my life has it felt exactly like this

featuring:
@t0rr
@saoirsedream
@daywaiter
@bhproducer
@nebita
@wishlane

produced by:
@itstooscar
@wishlane
@atarax-music
@nebita
@daywaiter

peer2peer

self-esteem

just like you - saoirse dream (leastfavorite edition!)

LITERALLY RIGHT NOW GO FOLLOW @sc2un-sh4re IT'S ONLY BANGERS OVER THERE

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/leastfavorite/i-have-no-fun--feat-sc2un-sh4re

lyrics:

(yeah idunno, i-i guess? i mean, i'm just- if you guys could go without me, i'm not- i'm not super feeling it right now, um)

fuck me, i can never stop the self sabotage
npc in the middle of the entourage
dammit (fuck) i can never go where i want to
dodge that text when u say that i should come thru

i have no fun! watch me, see how i
close off, shut down, drink up, pass out
sprain my ankle, lock my door
my roommates say they never see me anymore

take off in a dead sprint toward the bitter end
peers still call me bro in my twitterthreads
bifurcate ur neck with a broadsword
damn now u got no head, break a skateboard

wake up about 4pm
check my mentions, lose my friends
i'm never gonna go home again
i can never go home again, fuck

tell me you love me
and i won't believe you
you don't really want me
but i think i need you
god u look so lovely
i wanna be you
tell me you love me
tell me you love me, you love me too

never can i ever go back there
i just need an 808 and a clang snare
(tell me you love me)
i just need a better face and some long hair
guess i never said bye but i dont care

i have no fun! watch me, see how i
close off, shut down, drink up, pass out
(you don't really want me)
sprain my ankle, lock my door
my roommates say they never see me anymore

(god u look so lovely
i wanna be you)
i have no fun! watch me, see how i
close off, shut down, drink up, pass out

(tell me you love me
tell me you love me, you love me too)
sprain my ankle, lock my door
it's sad that you're never gonna see me anymore

I HAVE NO FUN! (prod. sc2un sh4re)

9 of 10

cowritten by & featuring @cmten
mastered by Ryan Schwabe
art designed + edited by @daywaiter
original photo + concept by mars whitlock & me

~~lyrics~~

(sd)
Acting out of malice
Circle pain on the diagram
Keep it steady, cut precision from my shaky hands
I'm so caught up between what I want and who I am
You only reach out at your weakest

And I do it right back back back back back
And I do it right back back back back back
Let it circle in my head head head head head
Burn a hole into my bed bed bed bed bed
And I do it right back back back back back
And I do it right back back back back back
Let it circle in my head head head head head
Burn a hole into my bed bed bed bed bed

I think I found what you were looking for
I won't give it back until you learn to use the magic word
If you're fucking with me then I just gotta be sure
And if it's really honesty then stop faking concern
Water down the drain until I'm clean
I create the image of myself I let you see
The things that make you pretty never look as good on me
Me my eyes and eyelids are all different shades of green

And I do it right back back back back back
And I do it right back back back back back
Let it circle in my head head head head head
Burn a hole into my bed bed bed bed bed

And I do it right back
And I do it right back
Let it circle in my head (Let it circle in my, and it circles in my head)
Burn a hole into my bed (And it circles in my head head head head head yeah)

(cmten)
Downing the drink that you made for me
Carve a space in the walls so that I can see
I can barely breathe, I can barely breathe
When you’re not with me, when you’re not with me
Sometimes takes a little more to come apart
Waiting for you to come back in the dark now
Sometimes waiting all alone at the bus stop
I don’t really give a fuck about what you want now
Bout what you want now
Bout what you need now
Bout what we had, 2am and I’m homebound
Kissing your neck, I forget all the past
Til I stand up too fast and I do it right back

(sd)
And I do it right back back back back back
And I do it right back back back back back
Let it circle in my head head head head head
Burn a hole into my bed bed bed bed bed
And I do it right

star★☆

doitrightback w/ CMTEN

posters
https://www.instagram.com/p/CZkAM7kuJA4/

rhythmics + 8485 - 2steps

Avaliable on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/5f8wXeQdrJBWStxqVC26KD?si=adcccc72fb194708

me on the guitar


[Verse 1]
You'll say it hurts for me to leave
i dont think thats true at all
the pain that you will feel is less
when u got friends to talk to
i retreat
i guess im beat
i retreat
guess im defeated

youll draw art for him and he'll like it
and i'll take the hint while im crying
i guess its a sin this shit im typing
though im feeling pissed i should 
keep these feelings to myself

[Bridge]
wasnt smart
for me to invest my health
into someone
i dont really want

[Chorus]
am i petty for wanting ur energy
i give it all to u but
this is not reciprocal
ik u care for me but its entropy when
ur not living up

am i petty for wanting ur energy
i give it all to u but
this is not reciprocal
ik u care for me but its entropy when
ur not living up

[Verse 2]
ull say it hurts for me to leave
i dont think thats true at all
the pain that you will feel is less
when u got friends to talk to
i retreat
i guess im beat
i retreat
guess im defeated

[Beat change]
You give me the
backhand of your love
you take me for granted
theres no trust
feeling all my senses
go to shit
now im lost, nothings there
I'm stuck with this

[Chorus]
am i petty for wanting ur energy
i give it all to u but
this is not reciprocal
ik u care for me but its entropy when
ur not living up

am i petty for wanting ur energy
i give it all to u but
this is not reciprocal
ik u care for me but its entropy when
ur not living up

[End]
ull say it hurts for me to leave
i dont think thats true at all
the pain that you will feel is less
when u got friends to talk to
i retreat
i guess im beat
i retreat
guess im defeated

twitter.com/dylazy1
instagram.com/dylazy

Petty

prod @jun-m-325148681
https://twitter.com/00junm

My truth so shy don’t look 
Truth so truth so shy I'm shook (you’ll be obvious) 
Like father like son (oh we both wanted)
Graduation
And shut up I didn’t think about it
Take all you want I’ll be generous 
Loosening up to not let go
I didn’t think so
Walk off walk off
It feels familiar, but it died (died died)
(Walk off walk off)
And I’ll be waiiiiii

Catch me now
Would you bring me back the water if you touched the clouds?
The sunshine couldn’t stop me from falling down 
Oh icarus just help me to sleep somehow
And I’ll be waiting for you 
Catch me now
Would you bring me back the water if you touched the clouds?
The sunshine couldn’t stop me from falling down 
Oh icarus just help me to sleep somehow
And I’ll be waiting for you

My eyes
And oh where'd you go?
Why's your lamp alone?
I have a fear of heights so catch me far below
Am I down to earth or are you stuck with me
When I fall out the sky it's my apology
You can't catch me you can't catch me
You can't catch me you can't catch me
You can't catch me you can't catch me
You can't catch catch catch catch catch catch 

Catch me now
Would you bring me back the water if you touched the clouds?
The sunshine couldn’t stop me from falling down 
Oh icarus just help me to sleep somehow
And I’ll be waiting for you 
Catch me now
Would you bring me back the water if you touched the clouds?
The sunshine couldn’t stop me from falling down 
Oh icarus just help me to sleep somehow
And I’ll be waiting for you

Icarus prod. 00junm

ft. @saoirsedream

it's like we never died
cause i can look into your eyes
a secret gemini
when im asleep you're in my mind
it's no surprise that i

i want to
i want to
i want to get to know you
your message
aggressive
i can be so submissive

and when i see you it's like a dream
your soft hands wrapping around me
you grip so tightly that i cant breathe
we're lighting matches to feel the heat

you got me so distracted
id make a move but im out of practice
we almost kissed and i know you liked it
pin me down baby i wont fight it
i melt everytime you touch me
daydreaming wishing youd just f*ck me
this game gets so addictive
i can be so submissive

bandcamp

sub (w saoirse dream)

canalog (updated regularly)

6/2/2024 - happy pride month! i've started singing lessons with another objective: feminizing my voice lol.. they're really expensive though so i guess i'll have to take on more hours at work

5/30/24 - nothing happening as of late, carry on :)

5/23/24 - (very long and somewhat personal)

had a very difficult and painful but ultimately necessary conversation with my closest friends about my behavior and. well, it's a lot, and there's a lot i want to say but that ultimately won't help me. if you've known me at all- whether over the past year or over the last 8 years when i first started making music as "atom"- you might be familiar with my habit of self-sabotage and deliberately undermining myself. my impulse is to make things worse for myself. i have a few theories as to why that is but primarily, i think i think of pain and misery as a good thing for me. it's what drove me when i was at my peak, and what allowed me to make music that resonated with people in 2020-2022. so when i'm doing well, or when i'm happy, it feels wrong. it doesn't feel like it should be happening. so i guess to start i'm going to try and replace my impulse to hurt myself with like... well, i can do something painful/effortful instead. something like watching a movie that emotionally resonates with me, or exercising. there's a lot of stuff i need to read simply because i've been scared of it for so long but i guess i can turn to that instead of making a dumb decision. it might even help me ward off these irrational thoughts.

5/20/24 - i can't figure out why, but i feel horrible all of a sudden. can't do anything, can't smile, can't find joy in anything... horrible, horrible, horrible. ill figure it out surely but maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaannnnnnnnnnnnnnnn...........................

5/18/24 - world's tiniest cat is out of the world's tiniest bag: self discovery covered 'to my grave' in her set at camp boneyard 3... it made me cry im not going to lie to uou ;;;;;; thank you so much brooklynn you're a beautiful human and i cant WAIT for your album launch;

i'm back on twitter and instagram and i dont know how this is gonna go LOL!! also, the new Billie Eilish album is, of course, awesome. really really love it, it's like everything i loved about both of her last albums but supercharged and WAY more concise

5/16/24 - OVER MY DEAD BODY is out now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! https://ffm.to/omdb i play guitar on tracks 2 3 and 9 !!!!!!!!! im so fucking produ of alaska shes the best i love her

5/7/24 - i just released my first actual song in a year and a half. it is called "holy diver" and it is available at @goophouse and also maybe elsewhere too eventually

5/5/24 - i'm in shock. i don't like meet the grahams anymore actually. not like us is fun but i'm still shocked. i don't think this is going to go well.

5/1/24 - god i love music right now. bladee album hits hard kendrick diss goes hard my friends are going crazy making cool stuff and im just overall feeling over the moon i cant wait ahhhhhhhh

4/28/24 - so basically, alaska and i were supposed to go on tour. our contact was sean padilla of happy nomad booking. to put into perspective how excited i was about the tour, i had a printed out setlist and scribbled all over it and i wanted to give it to anyone who asked for it. it was a little dorky and stupid (i wrote 'bye bye' in katakana... and for what...) but i was genuinely thrilled that i'd spend my summer doing something i love. then he ghosted us for forever, failed to get us even one gig, and then he took forever to get alaska back her money and only made a big deal of it after alaska's uncle died. i wish i could've done a show or two with alaska, but hey, maybe we'll figure out something else!

4/26/24 - hyperdrama is incredible!!!!!!!!!! i'm so happy justice have finally found their footing, they're so good!! also they made vocal synths of two more bandori vocalists so that's good and exciting! also im graduating with my associates soon! which is good and exciting! life is fun right now, but i think i've got to remain just a little bit more conscious of everything around me

4/24/24 - @AlaskaSargent has been rolling out her new album, OVER MY DEAD BODY, and in the tracklist reveal, i'm there! actually three times: i play guitar on "JOKER AND HARLEY QUINN" (out now!), "god knows where", and "let me". alaska is one of my best friends. i'm honored to know someone so talented. by the way, newgrounds doesn't seem to think i'm me, so like... help?!?! please?!?!

4/17/24 - i wonder if there's actually a limit on how long i can write here? if that ever happens, old entries will get wrecked, but it's whatever! maybe someday i'll make an actual blog or tumblr or something. honestly it kinda sucks that most platforms are so social media these days because i truly do not give a damn about people following my blog 

4/15/24 - help they're talking about drake's dick in the gc | i spent four hours today practicing "blackbird" by the beatles and my fingers and voice are positively shot through SDBFHJBFDS,,, we ball though!

4/14/24 - i keep oversleeping so i have less and less of the day to do things properly. hoping to fix that soon! tapped back into my roots and started relearning EDM sound design, made some decent complextro out of it too! thought about sending a song under my deadname to a label i had problems with as a kid. still might honestly

4/13/24 - started a big project with the intent of finishing it for real now. tokoyami towa of hololive announced a remix competition for two of her songs-purple disease & palette! i've decided to remix the latter, but there's a big catch: there's no vocal stem. i'm not really sure how i'm going to handle this otherwise but i'll work it out! somehow!

silly cypher (+ sam taylor hampstermouth keygencore gorgi)

cnri (OVER MY DEAD BODY is out now!)

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