the akashic

produced by my boy: dercept

lyrics:

(when life gives u lemons yea just make some lemonade 
im still hurting everyday but im still smiling thru the pain
and I keep my circle small got zero time for the fakes 
if u coming at my friends then get the fuck out my face)

when life gives u lemons yea u make some lemonade 
im still hurting everyday but im still smiling thru the pain
and I keep my circle small got zero time for the fakes 
if u coming at my friends then get the fuck out my face

and ur not even mine but still the one i serenade,
I been way too fuckin blurry I got hit by novocaine 
cherry red on my shirt I took a shot right to the face
but I always keep it moving so jus get out of my way yeah 

get out my way
im in a bad mood
whats new? 
fuck this
walk away if I have to
I fuckin miss school
hide away in the bathroom 
like this, fuck you
just a girl with tattoos

and like I told u yea I always keep it movin,
and I love to hear u talk girl yea ur voice is kinda soothin ♡
if he want smoke baby
yea u know I keep a toothpick
on my waistband like some gucci
cut his tongue out cus im ruthless
if u need anything hit me 
yeah u know right where my room is 
I dont fuck around w fake friends
cut em off like Freddy Krueger
fuck your ex boyfriend 
if I see him, leave him toothless
show him he cant train the dragon
then tail whip right on my scooter yea 

when life gives u lemons yea u make some lemonade 
im still hurting everyday but im still smiling thru the pain
and I keep my circle small got zero time for the fakes 
if u coming at my friends then get the fuck out my face

and ur not even mine but still the one i serenade,
I been way too fuckin blurry I got hit by novocaine 
cherry red on my shirt I took a shot right to the face
but I always keep it moving so jus get out of my way yeah

novocaine (dercept)

produced by heylog

lyrics:
stop
(what)
where did we go wrong
like.. it hasn't even been long
i always search for u
but hell, i don't have a clue
i might've made you a song
but
does that even have a cost?
no
well baby it's all that i've got
hoping that we could just stop
listen here u need to know
come closer this is unknown
our love is what i'd die for
i don't bluff so let's explore
(ok)
i love you and no one else
i left u so i'll take the guilt
please don't move and just sit still
please don't go it's me i'll kill

i trusted you, i guess rn ur dead to me
i look at you and every time i grit my teeth
she said we're friends but na ur not friends w me
and i swear u would never get along w me
look
u were the only friend i ever had
but i still have all these cuts along my back
thought i'd never forgive you
never thought you'd be an issue
and i put every bit of my trust in her
now i have a hard time trusting anyone
forget you, i wanna be alone
i hate you, thought you were my bro

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i love you

you put ur hands all on me now im leaving
you tell me that you love me, do you mean it ?
mean it 
mean it
dont you ever mean it ?
how could i mean everything you keep me as a secret

i put the switchblade to my arm
you left in the pain now its all gone wrong
you left me in vein now youre all i want
i dont gotta stay but shes all i want

like keep me as a secret
you mean it ? you wont leave ?
tell me that you miss him im griping upon ur sleeve
and even in the end i wont matter i wont breathe
im sick of always wanting the best and its not me

sleepwater
keep me from what you been selling please
pushing straight down make it hard to breath
i'm not okay now find it to hard breath !
dont know who to chase now, guess it wasn't me
rolling with my
guess ill just roll on my own i guess ill just roll on my own

i put the switchblade to my arm
you left in the pain now its all gone wrong
you left me in vein now youre all i want
i dont gotta stay but shes all i want

like keep me as a secret
you mean it ? you wont leave ?
tell me that you miss him im griping upon ur sleeve
and even in the end i wont matter i wont breathe
im sick of always wanting the best and its not me

roll on my own (feat. sleepwater)(prod. unlucky)

produced by (nevrfall) the best

kill some time w me
#imalwaystrappedinmyheadsoitsalwaysaboutme

wait4me ik u hated me, dont go
hard to say i've engraved my fate oh
rip out out my day think its time to sleep
u think i like the way that your sick of me oh

why u sick of me, uh figure it out
listen why u mean to me, just in my house
i got bees on me they fly around
their at peace w me; buzzing sounds
are you killing trees w me, knock that pine down
do you wannna sleep w me, till the world dies down?

wait 4me ik u hated me, dont go
hard to say i've engraved my fate oh
rip out out my day think its time to sleep
u think i like the way that your sick of me oh

wait4me

produced by justdan

completely non profit

lyrics:

I been knocking back a q in a week
Dart lit, walking thru the city late night with no sleep
Cold facts, I'm not sober so I'll never drive a jeep
I just took a break from posting but won't take no time to weep
I'm a go back to the start and take the time to get a hold of it
I took a year to learn before I even got to posting it
The numbers been surprising in the few months since I started this
But if u don't seek improvement then sorry son ur music's shit

Shh

I'm not fucking with the attitude
Half the scene be posting crap and hoping that they'll blow from it
U are not an artist u a hobby and it's obvious
Hit the algorithm so u always try n copy it
Copy this
Scar tissue cover up my wrist
I'm a mental patient with this music on my bucket list
People call it talent I just got tf to studying
I'd like to thank the trauma and all of the broken promises

Kill the lights they hurt my eyes
I stay inside but for tonight
I break my spine and take my life
So he grows wings and comes alive 

give a fuck if this offends u
U got bigger problems than someone who don't agree with u
I got bigger problems that someone that's in my rearview
Counting all my veins thats on my skin that's almost see thru
Heat proof
Burnt off all my nerves inside my hands like they got deep fried
I can't end my day unless I take the time to get high
I'm still caught up on some shit way back  like I'm on rewind
I ain't gonna speak on anything to do with those times
Lay down 50 hours in a week I'm making bank roll
I just killed a 13 hour shift n I smash the preroll
U don't get ahead the world gon fuck u, u gon deep-throat 
I'm meant to work in darkness why the fuck u giving me hope

Recently of late the general public just disgusts me
Go partake in drama I give permission to discuss me
Everybody fake with all the toxic positivity
It ain't about the music just about the popularity, fuck me
Truth will always rear its head, it's ugly
I am not that interested suckin off ur homies
if u got a problem with my speech well u should blow me
I'm just tryna let u know that u will never own me 

public service announcement (justdan)

by https://soundcloud.com/heylog

lyrics:
where do i even start
ur making this pretty hard
for me
where do i begin
ur making it hard to live
for me
where do i even start
ur making this pretty hard
i cannot die alone
it sucks u had to go
where do i begin
ur making it hard to live
now i'm by myself
but u can't even tell

where do i go from here
i'll kick it with my tears
i don't recognize a thing
the water made them sting
where should i even go
i've never felt this alone
should i take my life
cause god it's on my mind

where do i even start
ur making this pretty hard
i cannot die alone
it sucks u had to go
where do i begin
ur making it hard to live
now i'm by myself
well too bad u can't tell

veins

live

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heylog - live

woah shes coming fast
calm down you expect us to last
keep getting knocked back oh
everything will be okay now
woah shes coming fast
don't go your all that i had
don't go too fast (woah)
be prepared to crash
shes coming shes coming too fast
nothing in this world
there is nothing in this world

fast

video for disappear https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3UVq5v6jLk4

produced by @sinxi
lyrics

i am still her eyes lay heavy
ill keep you till you say I'm not ready
I was always ready, i was always ready
how is this real, your aim so steady
still buried where you left me
in frame is where ill never be
she claimed that she missed me
i don't really think that she missed me
she claims i sing you should hear me
i don't really think that you miss me

disappear

scared

produced by heylog

lyrics:
let me show you how to act right
if you listened it would define
just the type of person u are
it doesn't matter what you go by
cause you'll always be the same person
and you'll always be one of the worst friends
you always were the one to go
when i thought i could count on u the most

lesson learned, don't hold your grudge
even if it could lose someone
hate to know the truth be told
now everything is overthrown

do u wonder where u come from?
picturing at what you've really done
does it affect the way you see your arch?
do they look at you less than what you are?
cause you've always been the same person
and you've always fought the urge to sin
& goodluck tryna get me back
at 2am it kills you bad

no, you messed with the wrong person
yeah you messed with the wrong
you messed it up on purpose
yeah you messed it up
hopefully lesson learned 
i hope a lesson here was learned
i did what i had to do man
and in all honesty 
you're hurting

continue

It’s only been a year, why’s it feel like 10
It’s only been the difference of my life back then
You were everything, the foundation of it all
I can sing as much as I want about it
No one even notices what this has done to me
I keep getting criticised on everything that I release 
Cause it’s not the same, how could it just be the same? 
I don’t have passion anymore, without his in my face 
I don’t care about nothing, I don’t show any love
I don’t show no companionship to anyone I know
It really was just me and him
I don’t know anymore
I don’t know anything
Just that a piece of me’s gone 
Ship is sinking, I’m starboard with a cold embrace 
Cause I know you’re not in the water here and that’s okay
Maybe when I’ve drown, I’ll travel to yours

Oh idk idk

Vessel

spaceman (nico north)

@nversad & @heylog <--check them out; they better than me x111
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lyrics (:
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(yuno)
internet girlz
im falling in love with these internet girlz
internet girlz
ive never met a single one i just love these internet girlz
<3 over emojis can you feel my heartbeat the way you do me
tryna play it cool riding in the back seat
hold on to my hand like the feeling so sweet
she says im kinda cool that i know how to move
she sings my songs until the song she sings sounds like its new

(heylog)
mom is always picking up after me
i dont feel bad but i do its kinda hard to see
once you get to know me youll realize im confusing
i hate singing cause it sucks so ill just write weird poetry
just about everything i make is sad and my lyrics are depressing
/
gimme your sugar and ill give some back
i need to tell you something please just relax
i loooooove you
and thats okay but do you love me too

(yuno)
internet girlz in a virtual world
seconds to verge they could never submerge
hearts made of gold with your ice cold hands
can you let me know where to my find soul
/
im in a fairytale when i see that shes around
star gaze into those eyes im no longer colorblind
stars tell a tale whenever youre around
im lost and im found with you safe and sound
she wakes up
i go to sleep
shes far away
but i still dream
just a couple weeks til i see you on the east side
pull up to your house but no im not tongue tied

internet girls feat. heylog (prod, nversad)

https://open.spotify.com/album/1AUIqZxwIcU6nq1wQVeFFN?si=tqPqLVc9S4aAT6zWH12emA
lyric

just another girl
thats gone tear apart my whole world (my world)
baby talk baby ill stay still (stay still)
never wanna talk baby i want this for real (for real)
i wouldent walk if we could just seal the deal (seal the deal)
i wanna talk but ur not gonna like how i feel how i feel
on the clock if this mf real is it real
this is just how i feel how i feel

she run me right thru
never love me like u
im alone in my room
an im smelln of u
baby im cursed
what about u
alone in my hearse
what about you

fuck help ima shut it down
baby you call me a clown
ill decline your calls from now
why you think im not around

thats gone tear apart my whole world (my world)
baby talk baby ill stay still (stay still)
never wanna talk baby i want this for real (for real)
i wouldent walk if we could just seal the deal (seal the deal)
i wanna talk but ur not gonna like how i feel how i feel
on the clock if this mf real is it real
this is just how i feel how i feel

its ignorant what im saying
my heart is complicated
dont understand on why they hating
do u love me or u fakn

ima waste of space then
sit in out of space then
love you till my days end
will make the pain end

look at me at like that
look at me like that
baby ill be back
baby ill be back

thats gone tear apart my whole world (my world)
baby talk baby ill stay still (stay still)
never wanna talk baby i want this for real (for real)
i wouldent walk if we could just seal the deal (seal the deal)
i wanna talk but ur not gonna like how i feel how i feel
on the clock if this mf real is it real
this is just how i feel how i feel

new girl

lyrics:
(heylog)
baby can u tell me something real
i got off white, on my torso
but im bleeding, on my collar bone
i swear to god its not a joke
got sick of my wrists so i decided i should change it
and i should cut my shoulder bones
can u tell me, its the past time
im afraid that, this is the last time
im so slow at replying
im not really sorry
i delete everybody
no one knows that im hiding

(yuno)
im so sorry but i'm not really sorry
i should leave everybody
i know you keep me worry
i'm ghost 
like i'm running from 
i know
i just need a sec
baby can you keep it real 
can you stay a while
it's not that i care
you should just stay a while
i can't remember 
your name 
when we're together 
we can do better
cold as december
heartbreak in winter
heart froze on ice but the weather
burns like my eyes when i get high
so go to sleep i'll be alright

(heylog)
im so slow at replying
im not really sorry
i delete everybody
no one knows that im hiding

wait4me

sleepwater

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