Was Shot😞

Bad News (Prod. Sorrow Bringer)

(PROD. LIL RAV)

Another day waiting for death
Thinking about all the things I regret
While I'm being haunted by all the mistakes
And the bullshit I had to go through in the past
I don't know why I suffer like this

I'm blaming myself every day
Thinking about the way you ran away
And I am not going to treat you the same
I'm gonna be buried I know it's my fate
I know that you are trying to kill me

And I just wanna fix myself
I'm gonna get some help
I look around and they're all gone
These drugs will hold me down
They're gonna stop my heart
I'll be alone until dawn

And I just wanna fix myself
I'm gonna get some help
I look around and they're all gone
These drugs will hold me down
They're gonna stop my heart
I'll be alone until dawn

See me everywhere
Around you
But you’ll never see my face
Where I’m at
No turning back
How does it feel reading my name

Knowing how they gassed you up
I had to put you in your place
Not my ego
Just the truth
How I’ve been fucking up this game

Disrespect me
Yeah I see it
Now I'll tell you stand aside
You’re a sheep tryna be woke
And I could never be that guy

How you envy
For no reason
That's the thing you try to hide
But you’ll never do the work
So you can’t have
Whatever is mine

Took it all down
Just to bring it back
Pouring out my heart now
Everything I have
Walk around the mall
I might drop a couple bags
I remember being broke
Down bad
Bounced back

You tried to diss me
On a couple trash raps
Think I never heard it
Why the fuck you so mad
But it never beef
I never cared for last laughs
I’d probably do the same
The way your songs got lapped
My bad

And I just wanna fix myself
I'm gonna get some help
I look around and they're all gone
These drugs will hold me down
They're gonna stop my heart
I'll be alone until dawn

And I just wanna fix myself
I'm gonna get some help
I look around and they're all gone
These drugs will hold me down
They're gonna stop my heart
I'll be alone until dawn

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New Dawn w/ NORUE

Me and my sister jamming out to an amazing beat :) Ouse is so talented and has so many dope songs so go check him out @ouseiceland Thank u for 300 followers!!! and almost 50,000 plays!  <3

Music Video

Ghost in Town (Prod. ouse)

[Prod. HXRXKILLER]

https://soundcloud.com/frvrndalwys
https://soundcloud.com/yungxwater

INUYASHA II - ERISU X FRVR X WAT3R [Prod. HXRXKILLER]

Shame on the body i just had a breakdown
a itch for a script am i that lost now
Beam me up, Scotty. i just to get out
at risk of a ditch, in my own ghost town
im downing the bottle i dont take sips out
im mixing drugs for short lived smiles
i see i a broken child
hallucination drive me wild

Molly on mind and she really got me trippin
Lucy on my tounge but i aint talking women
havent seen a real smile on me in a minute
I dont go chruch so you know that i be sinning

Hell boy Hell boy she got me in a spell boy
i've been on a trip for a minute cant u tell boy
lame boy lame boy heading to my grave boy
had with these old games girl i aint no game boy 

Ay you know i stay the same
almost 21 but you know that i never change
she knows im off the magic call me david blain
killing all these thought  like my name is sleye

Breakdown [Short Lived Smiles]

Take My Pain

Produced by: @memoryse

Lyrics

Verse
Shopping bags under eyes looking super stoned
Watching clouds floating by where I wanna roam
Walking sideways down the street on my way home
Headphone over ears I’m out of zone

Pre

U give me a high
The ones I can’t afford
Ur love is something else
All that I want is more

Chorus

Don’t got a lot but thats fine with me
True love like we living Disney
U calm me no panic
Your love burns like acid

I want u there while im living my dream
Never thought a girl like u would like me
I can’t stop these habits
Blue waves like magic
 
Verse 2

I ran out of options
Dont know what to do
Boredom coming quick
And your off work at two

Sit down in my room
Record a couple bars
And talk about the girls the broke my heart

I could dance in the dark
When I hear u sing
Or sleep in the light
When i feel your warmth

I could overdose on your love itself
If u got me don’t need nothing else

Verse 3

Finn be happy down too long
Everybody hyped when I write a new song
If u left me I would never move on
Dont stay still gotta get a move on

I would stay right here stay still no chill
heart beating  heavy like a ran up a hill
Imma go for the kill
Imma go for your heart
Whatever is mine 
Consider it ours

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Blue Waves (Prod. memoryse)

Now on SPOTIFY & APPLE etc.

Produced by: @otterpop123 Feat. @beabadoobee
Suggested from Martin <3

Lyrics:

Hook

Dont stay awake for too long
Dont go to bed
Ill make a cup of coffee for your head
Ill get u up and going out of bed

v1
I don’t wanna fall asleep
I don’t wanna pass away
Thinking of r future cuz 
Ill never see those days

I don’t know why this has happened
But I probably deserve it
I tried to do my best
But u know that I’m not perfect

Ive been praying for forgiveness
you’ve been praying for my health
when I leave this earth
Hoping you’ll find somebody else

Cuz ya we still young
Theres so much we haven’t done
Getting married
Start a family
Watch ur husband with his son

I wish it could be me
But I won’t make it off this bed
Hope I go to heaven so I see u once again

Ya my life was kind of short
But I got so many blessings
happy u were mine 
it sucks that its all ending

v2
Im happy that u here w me
Sorry if I tear up
When me and u were younger
U would always make me cheer up

taking goofy videos
And walking through the park
U would jump into my arms 
Every time u heard a bark

We would cuddle in your sheets
Sing me sound asleep
And sneak out through your kitchen at exactly 1:03

Sundays go to church
Mondays watch a movie
soon you’ll be alone
Sorry that u have to loose me

death bed | Feat. beabadoobee

@rxseboy Killing this shit <3
@tomcbumpz With that fire ass beat

i miss the old you | Feat. Rxseboy (Tom C)

Prod by: Tsurreal 

Reposts appreciated <3

Pt. 1
I know that your angry
Nothing seems fair
In a dark place 
Ya I’ve been there

Pass u in the hall way
When the bell goes
I could be your white night
U can be my red rose

I know that ur angry
U can tell me
i can be there 
And keep u healthy

I just wanna love u
And make the pain go
In a different class
But the same boat  

Pt. 2
We Might sink
But baby u can climb on in
Highschool
Is Nothing but a pile of shit
Skip class
I don’t care what my class mates say
Its too fun 
digging my own grave

different class, same boat (Tsurreal)

"Pray to me" is the third single from the upcoming sad chill mixtape "The Anomaly". The tape will include various artists from the sad chill family and it is coming out on Oct 11 on all platforms (Youtube, Spotify, SoundCloud, iTunes). Every single will come with its own "Chapter", a story that gives further meaning to the concept of the project!! This song is already on Spotify!

yung van - pray to me

(PROD. NATIVE)
https://soundcloud.com/frvrndalwys
https://soundcloud.com/sushisai

DYING IN THE CUT WITH A TEKI BISH! <3

LYRICS:

ERISU:

I came 2 spill blood on my fists!
Iced up, sub zero my wrist!
YEAH!!
無理しないで 
(Muri shinai de)
Your blade
Stab that bitch down 
spirt gun to the face

FRVR:

Feel my skin burn in the sun
she got my blood on her tongue
Im bleedin out i said bitch let it run
Stains on the ice, want some cuts with my fun

ERISU:

Fuck her then suck on her toes
I learned from Nascar Aloe!
Now that we blowing and shit..
Y’all wanna act like we sick?!

FRVR:

i got nothing here left to give
im empty and a piece of shit
poison outside of my wrist
breaking my heart with a destructo disc


She said she wants to get choked
Fuck her then put my dick right down her throat
I aint got nuffin for you but some dope
i keep my gas tucked up inside my coat

Bitch 
I wasnt shit till the numb hit my bones
And you loved me no more
Im gettin fucked up way worse then before
Fuckin me up need my cup to be poured

SUISAI: 

Put the shaders in the mf bag bitch
yuh last laugh with the mf lag stick
hit you in the vision 
split that shit in 2
kick a bitch from the world
If we dont fk with you

dying in the cut wit a tek pew pew
I dont need a clap
I Got a client yuh
Tessellated diamonds 
on the neck piece 
yoinkin every asset like a digi theif

ERISU:

I came 2 spill blood on my fists!
Iced up, sub zero my wrist!
YEAH!!
無理しないで 
(Muri shinai de)
Your blade
Stab that bitch down 
spirt gun to the face


FRVR:

Feel my skin burn in the sun
she got my blood on her tongue
Im bleedin out i said bitch let it run
Stains on the ice, want some cuts with my fun


ERISU:

Fuck her then suck on her toes
I learned from Nascar Aloe!
Now that we blowing and shit..
Y’all wanna suck on my dick?!

BREAK III - ERISU X FRVR X SUISAI [PROD. NATIVE]

[Prod. HXRXKILLER] @hxrxkiller

Lyrics:
I thought she was the one back then
Now i watch everything we said fall
I wish i was everything you wanted
I wish that i could do it all

I dont know who i am at all
Im not special
my backs against the wall
I Cant let go
Cannot feel my heart in this vessel
Spirits tear apart my mental

Ive been feelin numb everyday for like a year straight 
I just want some pain so i can feel before i fade away
Smoke my life away, i dont care imma find my blade
I been getting paid for every drop of blood out of my veins
X2

Out my veins
Cant u say
Anything
Anything
I cant feel
Anything anything

I know its so hard sometimes
I understand what its like
To not know whats really real 
To not know how i should feel

Ive been feelin numb everyday for like a year straight 
I just want some pain so i can feel before i fade away
Smoke my life away, i dont care imma find my blade
I been getting paid for every drop of blood out of my veins
X2

I CAN'T FEEL ANYTHING

Happy birthday to me.

Lyrics

20 years old, already died
I'm getting cold, put me on ice
Gave you my love, you gave me lies
Already did, so then why should I try?

Don't tell me you love me
If you really did wouldn't crush me
Give me time, don't rush me
I wish you would trust me

You ran away, where you are now? I wouldn't know
Why do you play all of these games? Answer the phone
Fuck it I'll shift, I'm not the same, leave me alone
Don't come back when you see my name, I'ma be gone

20 years old, I've wished I was dead 20 times
Remember I turned 18, almost like took my life
I missed all of my friends, thinking about what I did
Never could come up with nothing, really made me feel like shit

19, wanted her to find me
Last year, it still ain't behind me
17, I don't even know
I deleted memories, I don't know how to cope

2018 I met this girl, swear she saved me
2019, I didn't know that she'd hate me
Before I let go I wanna make her bitter
Feel like tracy, toss that bitch I littered

I say whatever I want, really I think that I lost my mind
After I made "I lost her" I made her something that I'll never find
Death all in my head by 25 won't be alive
It'll be a miracle by then I haven't died

Fuck, did it again, cut off a tie, I burned a bridge
I'm slippin' again, I'm on the edge, might lose my shit
1, 2, 3, many reasons I'd kill me
How did I get so bad? I don't think you can fix me

I know that I'm a mess
So cold, ice in my chest
Time goes I just feel less
Getting close to my last breath

20 years old, already died
I'm getting cold, put me on ice
Gave you my love, you gave me lies
Already did, so then why should I try?

Don't tell me you love me
If you really did wouldn't crush me
Give me time, don't rush me
I wish you would trust me

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XX! | Produced by boyfifty

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Artwork Made by @devilboyxo
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Falling Harder Than Me

Falling Harder Than Me [Prod. Born Hero]

Music video link: https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=18cjnRsgHvA

Take My Pain

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