ft. @herexboy
lyrics:
(razegod)
i have nothing left, except this emptiness
i must accept, that i am just like this...
Don't say I didn't try, God damn it!
Don't say, don't say, no
I won't lay down if you demand me!
I won't lay down, lay down...
I didn't even know
I didn't even know that I had to give it all to you
(her ex)
first off -
my ex hate me, so what?
i know she go get cuffed
imma love her till dust
thats on my momma, thats on my poppa,
thats on everything that i love
i would of got her name inked on my face
show the whole world i mean what i say
then i got a friend who hate me, what?
he don't even wanna hear me talk
part of me think he want me dead
part of me thought i want me dead
want me to get on my knees?
you ain't no God to me
you is just human and flesh
u be like the rest, like period sex
(razegod)
Don't say I didn't try, God damn it!
Don't say, don't say, no
I won't lay down if you demand me!
I won't lay down, lay down...
i have nothing left, except this emptiness
i must accept, that i am just like this...
(her ex)
on top of this, i hate myself
i used to be my own friend
now when i look in the mirror
i see all the holes mistakes caused inside of my skin
regret calling me and hang up it always calls me back
why can't i relive the happiness that i once had?
when i was a kid...
now all my friends, they movin on, they havin kids...
im stuck at home, chasing my dreams, feeling like this...
feeling like this, feeling like this
i don't wanna go to sleep, especially when no ones holding me...
i don't wanna go to sleep, especially when no ones holding me...
friends become my enemies
and i trying to love
my enemies...

Don't Say Enemy (ft. Her Ex) [Prod. Tundra Beats]

LYRICS:

Verse 1:

Hey there
Me again
I thought I’d let you know that
I made it
Are you proud
I wish that you were here now
Why the fuck do I try
I can’t sleep why can’t I die
I’m cursed to live here
Wondering what I did
What did I do
Just tell me
Just call me someday
I’m so alone I can’t breath here
The walls are closing in let me
Out this place
I’m begging 
Please just let me out of this place
Let me free
Lose the chains
I don’t know if i will make it

Hook:

Save me from myself
I don’t wanna be here
I don’t miss you
But I can’t get you out of my head 
Save me from myself
I don’t wanna be here
I don’t miss you
But I can’t get you out of my head 

Verse 2:

You found me
And told me 
life would get better if I
Held onto what I loved
Now I lay here with shattered dreams
Same thing new day
When will I feel something new
Same pain all day
Broken heart and fucked up wrist
I don’t miss you
But I can’t help but long for what we had
Why did I waste all this time
Searching for myself and I
Cant take this pain away no
This pain won’t let me go

Hook:

Save me from myself
I don’t wanna be here
I don’t miss you
But I can’t get you out of my head 
Save me from myself
I don’t wanna be here
I don’t miss you
But I can’t get you out of my head

I DON'T MISS YOU

I DON'T MISS YOU [prod. CRCL]

RiverKinn
"Face Value"
Produced by RiverKinn

--------------------
Now I had to make it out without you
(Why?)
Did it need to be another breakdown for me?
I can only take it at face value
Price I pay for the life I'm meant to live
Now I had to make it out without you
(Why?)
Did it need to be another breakdown for me?
I can only take it at face value
Price I pay for the life I'm meant to live

This the life I'm meant to live
I knew off the rip
Look inside and I admit
Something's gotta give
Focus up and get a grip
Can't afford to slip
Graduated from the sticks
To mortar and brick

I've been chasing a ghost and
Self-medicating, upping my dosage
Say I might hate it but I still chose it
Claiming that I made it, never came close

Now I had to make it out without you
(Why?)
Did it need to be another breakdown for me?
I can only take it at face value
Price I pay for the life I'm meant to live
Now I had to make it out without you
(Why?)
Did it need to be another breakdown for me?
I can only take it at face value
Price I pay for the life I'm meant to live

Yeah, I was losing my head
I guess I've done it again
I got addicted to venom
I was caught in a web
Yeah, I've been through it before
Don't mean to make it a trend
I can't pretend
That I don't already know how it ends

I've been chasing a ghost and
Self-medicating, upping my dosage
Say I might hate it but I still chose it
Claiming that I made it, never came close

Now I had to make it out without you
(Why?)
Did it need to be another breakdown for me?
I can only take it at face value
Price I pay for the life I'm meant to live
Now I had to make it out without you
(Why?)
Did it need to be another breakdown for me?
I can only take it at face value
Price I pay for the life I'm meant to live
--------------------

@riverkinn

PLAY DEAD MMXII

Face Value

No Emotion (feat. Tatiana Hazel)

BoyzFromTheCrypt @rivilin x @slothboipapi x @soaped
Watch the AMV on YouTube: https://youtu.be/Npr_P2G4r4I
Prod. by Fallen

LYRICS:

[RIVILIN]
WAKING UP IN A BODY BAG
GONE COLD
LEFT FOR DEAD
TOOK THE PILLS AND THEY WENT HOME
I GOT THESE SCARS
FORMING UP ON MY BACK
THE TIME PASSES AND I REALIZED
THAT THEY'RE FORMING A MAP

I CAN'T TELL WHAT IS REAL ANYMORE
YEAH IT GUIDES ME THROUGH MY DREAMS
EVERY TIME I GET FURTHER
I BURN AND WAKE UP IN A SCREAM
AM I REAL OR AM I NOT
I JUST WISH IT WOULD JUST STOP
FALLING VICTIM TO MENTAL GAMES
RAISE THE GAT AND TAKE THE SHOT

CAN YOU SAY IT GETS BETTER THAN THIS
DISGRACED
YOUR FACE STILL MAKES ME SICK
CHOKING ON MY VOMIT
CAN'T QUIT
BACKSPACED
ERASED I SUBMIT

[$LOTHBOI]
SIPPING 40 OE
BOUT TO PISS IT ON YOUR GRAVE
IF THE CRYPT GO CRACK
IMMA PUT YOU BACK AWAY
YOU AIN’T SAFE
NAH CULT UP IN THIS SH*T
WE THROWING WEIGHT
FILTHY BOYS WE SOME IDLE
SCUMMY DEMONS ITS OUR FATE

SO F*CK AROUND
I WOKE UP VIOLENT FEELING JUSTIFIED
20 TO MY NAME
I’M FEELING DESPERATE
10 JUST COPPED A DIME
DIRTY SITUATION
BOY GOT FILTH INSIDE
MY F*CKING MIND
THE BOYS UP IN CRYPT
WE BOX IT THICK
UNHOLY PARADIGMS

UNHOLY PARADIGMS
THIS WORLD IS OUTTA TIME
SO JUST SIT BACK RELAX
WATCH IT F*CKING DIE

VIOLENT BY DESIGN
TAINTED BY DIVINE
RUNDOWN WHIP AROUND
BOY WE SKRTIN WIDE

[RIVILIN]
CAN YOU SAY IT GETS BETTER THAN THIS
DISGRACED
YOUR FACE STILL MAKES ME SICK
CHOKING ON MY VOMIT
CAN'T QUIT
BACKSPACED
ERASED I SUBMIT

[SOAP]
SAFE TO SAY
IT’S SAFE TO SAY YOU’LL NEVER SAVE ME
I’M THE SAME KID UP THE BLOCK
I-280 SOUTH TO HADES
AND TO SAY IT’S GETTING BETTER
WOULD BE LYING I’LL ADMIT
B*TCH I GAVE AWAY WHAT COULD'VE BEEN
TO SHOW EM WHAT IT IS

50 PACKS IN THE BACK
ON THEM BACK STREETS ROLLING
IMAGINE THAT YOU HAD A CHANCE
TO BE SOMETHING UNBROKEN
AND MIX IT WITH THE SENTIMENT
THAT YOU WAS LEFT TO DIE
F*CK AROUND AND RISK THE WORLD ON US
AND KILL IT EVERY TIME
NOT AFRAID OF THE FACE
OF THE DEVIL SEE HIM DAILY
I’M BREAKING OUT THE CHAINS
THEY PLACED ME IN
TO THINK YOU'D PLAY ME
IT’S FUNNY BEFORE I WOKE UP
ALL ALONE I WOULDN’T HAVE THOUGHT
I’D BE COMING UP OUT THE CUT
TO LEAVE NEXT TO THEM TO ROT
WASSUP WASSUP

[RIVILIN]
CAN YOU SAY IT GETS BETTER THAN THIS
DISGRACED
YOUR FACE STILL MAKES ME SICK
CHOKING ON MY VOMIT
CAN'T QUIT
BACKSPACED
ERASED I SUBMIT

BoyzFromTheCrypt: RIVILIN x $LOTHBOI x SOAP.

Meaningless lyrics, did this to experiment and have fun.
Outside of my normal style, but I hope you guys enjoy :)

so take it slow
just ripped the soul
just let me go
the center folds
it takes it toll
nowhere to go
you say its cold
you're staying low
you're breaking bones
empty soul the grave is all
you've ever known

taking 2 steps you're backing
i see your footsteps im tracking
I see emotion you're lacking
I see you fall away

drawing blood with a knife
I'll start by taking your life
gripping to death in the night
I see you fall away

Come snapping bones I can show that
low blow to the chest I can strike back
pull up to the show with a full pack
you dont know when I blow you'll be stabbed back
say you reap what you sown but
I can see that you aint going nowhere
make like a fool when you run back
sliping down in a pool of your blood, ha

gripping the grasp of a soul
you better know, 
I'll be taking it all
hit a new low
this path that I chose
it aint for me anymore

slippery slope
down to the floor
im taking it all
with me to fall
you aint anymore
ayy 

so take it slow
just ripped the soul
just let me go
the centre folds
it takes it toll
nowhere to go
you say its cold
you're staying low
you're breaking bones
empty soul the grave is all
you've ever known

Grasp of a soul [prod. goodwill]

Music Video https://youtu.be/js5GdUJpfcc
https://soundcloud.com/netuhbeats
@prodby_instinct

Lyrics

I'm a nighthawk lurking in the shadows like a creep
And the flint spark when I need a light for tha heat
Ima pop off but Ill still be sippin on tha streets
Issa dead lock glare with tha cops on tha beat

I might die young but I lived my life with a dream
Im an icon for some fucking homies watchu mean
That’s a bad sign you ain’t really want what I be
Fuck my life but I ain’t trading issa me cuh

Bitch you ain’t got none these cravings
Congratulations
Now get the fuck out my face yuh

Impatient twitch I be stationed
In drainage basins
Hitting the gas I be dazing

Break out tha crate of bodacious
Sipping sum red while I’m dripping elation
Yuh

I ain’t want no altercation
But fuck with sloth and I’m covering bases cuh

Im a nighthawk lurking in the shadows like a creep
And the flint spark when I need a light for tha heat
Ima pop off but Ill still be sippin on tha streets
Issa dead lock glare with tha cops on tha beat

I might die young but I lived my life with a dream
Im an icon for some fucking homies watchu mean
That’s a bad sign you ain’t really want what I be
Fuck my life but I ain’t trading issa me cuh

Yes I be solemn
Missing the homies that lay in tha garden
Shit I be falling
Drinking to ease all the pain from tha losses

Yes I got problems
These toxins in me gunna blossom no knowledge
Leaving me thoughtless
I’m empty as fuck but these problems be gone ye

I ain’t got problems with you
But you fucking with him
So I’m bothering you

Moving at night like a ghoul
I be outa tha heat
And I’m keeping my cool

Yes I be acting a fool
I be taking a piss
But I’ll snap on a fool

I ain’t got problems with you
But you fucking with him
So I’m bothering you

Bitch you ain’t got none these cravings
Congratulations
Now get the fuck out my face yuh

Impatient twitch I be stationed
In drainage basins
Hitting the gas I be dazing

Break out tha crate of bodacious
Sipping sum red while I’m dripping elation
Yuh

I ain’t want no altercation
But fuck with sloth and I’m covering bases cuh

I’m with the homies we faded
Shaka Bose on the playlist
Moving in stages we racin
Flipping thru places, puking in phases

I ain’t got no one to blame bitch
The choices are mine for the making
Until I reach days that I’m shaking
Mind over matter, lacking on the latter

Bitch you ain’t got none these cravings
Congratulations
Now get the fuck out my face yuh

Impatient twitch I be stationed
In drainage basins
Hitting the gas I be dazing

Break out tha crate of bodacious
Sipping sum red while I’m dripping elation
Yuh

I ain’t want no altercation
But fuck with sloth and I’m covering bases cuh

Im a nighthawk lurking in the shadows like a creep
And the flint spark when I need a light for tha heat
Ima pop off but Ill still be sippin on tha streets
Issa dead lock glare with tha cops on tha beat

I might die young but I lived my life with a dream
Im an icon for some fucking homies watchu mean
That’s a bad sign you ain’t really want what I be
Fuck my life but I ain’t trading issa me cuh

The Sin of Sloth

Night Hawk

⸸ spotify / apple ⸸

Night Hawk (Instinct & NetuH) [Music Video ↓]

JASXN -
https://www.instagram.com/jahsxn/?hl=en
https://youtube.com/c/JASXN
https://open.spotify.com/artist/1M9OB1MLo6Z3Y1PmO8LyIy

DEEPREST -
https://www.youtube.com/user/EpicknesSs
https://soundcloud.com/deeprest666
https://www.instagram.com/deeprest666/?hl=en

LYRICS:

Wave crash, what if I never last? 
I got thorns in my back, can someone come save me?
come save me,
from the shit i'm debating

same fear, when you say, "i'll be gone for the day"
never state "can you stay right next to me?"
right next to me
man my mind got the best of me

too scared of the time that we talked in
i doubt that I'd ever bring the topic
back down, got your photo in a locket
final day with the lever in my pocket

never saying when I'll overdose
cause im kinda low, lackin serotonin
wonder why you led me in the cold
Guess ill never know, layin in the grove

Drownin in the gutter with your bad blood
too late for a sorry, imma pass up
but ill hit you up when my blade rust
spending every morning with my heart tucked

what I did for lust, what I did for love
dont say you hate me

what Id do for you, do for no one else
and you know you'll save me 

Wave crash, what if I never last? 
I got thorns in my back, can someone come save me?
come save me,
from the shit i'm debating

same fear, when you say, "i'll be gone for the day"
never state "can you stay right next to me?"
right next to me
man my mind got the best of me

Come Save Me (PROD. DEEPREST)

https://linktr.ee/Rivilin

wheel snaps head turns whiplash vision black
you know im doing fine, so fake I always lied
suicide on my mind won’t live to 35
am I even alive, no emotion I can’t cry

don’t feel a thing now that the nerves are gone
anxiety it spawns, feel the chills right in my spine
ash skin it burns the mental scars they hurt
you can’t kill what isn’t alive anymore

check my phone just to see you hit me up
yeah I cut you off for a reason yeah just check the dms
it always felt like you were suffocating next to me
we change give up

it’s so sad to see that you went to rehab
im glad your back but your still half-alive man
I always drive past the places that we use to love
two best friends never talk again man

cus it’s a shame that it ended up this way yeah
always hitting me up for some extra money
Like even if I gave it to you what’s the point
you just spend on drugs just to get fucked up again

hollowed cheeks not doing well i can see that
all the track marks on your arms yeah I feel that
cus I always split myself for you
like why do I put myself through this

Yeah so what is it like to wake up and not feel like your not in your own skin
well homie let me tell you something 
it feels like im a prisoner in my skull
so won’t you just break it open and just let me be free

well mental health doesn’t work like that
did you really think the drugs would put your life on track
like what did you fucking expect of me
I had to cut you off and just leave you know it killed a part of me

cus every day I regret not coming back, yeah 
Cus Every day it hurts to see your face like that
so lifeless eyes dull it’s like someone just took your soul
we both know it was the girl we both fell in love with

she was feeding drugs to make us break, I took chances and escaped
look at you compared to me, im back on track with my own dreams
cus my hands were tied when my car flipped
rearrange my mind just to find out you weren’t even a friend

It's a shame

written/performed by SEPHA.
prod. CHIO. (https://soundcloud.com/user-780638133)
_________
Videos - www.youtube.com/channel/UCMiKze_9jKL9DpS0dXmxK3Q
Spotify - open.spotify.com/artist/094ug46k28Q0tdaGPm3WNA
AppleMusic/iTunes - itunes.apple.com/gb/artist/sepha/1243252989
_________
Social -
IG - www.instagram.com/sepha.a/
Twitter - twitter.com/_SEPHA
_______________
Lyrics:

I'm thinkin bout all of the cycles i've already done 
in a short space of time
in a short space of life
in a short space of time
in a short space of life

you come to me like the past
when things were original
the present is so unoriginal (oh)
the future might be so typical (oh)
i want the interstellar shit
(x2)

well I watch you go
down the same roads now
and the fashions repeated out
and all the same discussions
well I watch you go
down the same roads now
with the fashions repeated out
and all the same discussions

all 
all falls

you come to me like the past
when things were original (oh)
the present is so unoriginal (oh)
the future might be so typical (oh)
i want the interstellar shit
(x2)

i want the interstellar shit (oh)
x8

LINK 2 ALL PLATFORMS

interstellar shit (prod. chio.)

i can't decide why i'm alive [prod. sorrow bringer]

𝑹𝑰𝑷 𝑬𝑹𝑵𝑰𝑬
create to survive
forevr evolving

https://slothboi.art

Night Hawk (Instinct & NetuH) [Music Video ↓]

$LOTHBOI

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