playlist dedicated to $lothboi                                                                         https://on.soundcloud.com/yFuXW

$lothboi favs

mentalochka

Woke up moody

amfetaminnnn

FOR GOD [PROD. ERROR SVI]

prod https://soundcloud.com/yungvenxm

lyrics

Mental state fucked
Know I feel so alone
Every fucking day
In the same damn hole

Ima boy so no one give a fuck bitch
Burning my skin while I'm screaming for help shit

Every 40 seconds there a suicide
Double XP for the men in your life

Fuck all the homicide, bitch we do double lives
Every fucking attempt, I regret, happy I'm alive

Unstable
Mind got me disabled
Manic got me breeding all this panic got me dangerous

I'm threat to my life when I'm fucked up
Decisions I be making got me blind to myself yuh

I ain't wanna die, why the fuck I'm closing eyes
When I driving, count to ten, while I'm fucking high

This some real shit
Baby I ain't fuck around
Mentally unstable so I'm chillin till I'm breaking down

Ex bitch done raped me
Other done scraped me
Wish I broke teeth off that bitch I ain't playing

Abuse me in front of my face cuz I take it
Bitch you a sociopath in the making

Fuck on my day
Bitch you a lame
Blind to abuse while avoiding your gaze

I seen the devil in front of my face
She gave me a kiss and then lied on my grave

Cut me up bitch I know you like that
Keep lying to my face know you like that
Just fuck me up bitch, I know love me like this
You ain't love when I'm happy so you smite that

Struggling out of bed
Everyday

Shit I aint gotta say
So you say

Bitch you got malice, and problems with homies
That been here for me at my lowest they know me

Mental state fucked
Know I feel so alone
Every fucking day
In the same damn hole

Ima boy so no one give a fuck bitch
Burning my skin while I'm screaming for help shit

Every 40 seconds there a suicide
Double XP for the men in your life

Fuck all the homicide, bitch we do double lives
Every fucking attempt, I regret, happy I'm alive

BOYS CRY TOO

⸸ spotify ⸸

BOYS CRY TOO (VENXM)

https://soundcloud.com/crclxx

Lyrics

It all ain't what it seem
When behind the scenes
Kind face while they stabbing me behind a screen
Clean face but I'm geeking off a fucking bean
Trust your fucking eyes, not the people that be whispering

I'm feeling violent
Woke up, decide today
I'm gunna fire
Eight shots, into your brain

Moving silent
Hunting, like you my prey
Maybe you gonna die today
I'm sorry Ima choose ya fate

I'm feeling violent
Fuck it
I woke up this way
Feeling reckless
Violence seem the only way

Going silent
Midnight moon light the stain
Sorry Ima change ya fate
Nothing you can say to me

Nothing you can say me
Naw, sorry but I woke up feeling menacing
Reckless violence deafening
There's nothing you can say me

Naw naw
Ready for the reckoning
The sin of sloth is menacing

I'm feeling violent
Woke up, decide today
I'm gunna fire
Eight shots, into your brain

Moving silent
Hunting, like you my prey
Maybe you gunna die today
I'm sorry Ima choose ya fate

I'm feeling violent
Fuck it
I woke up this way
Feeling reckless

Violence seem the only way
Going silent
Midnight moon light the stain
Sorry Ima change ya fate
Nothing you can say to me

It all ain't what it seem
When behind the scenes
Kind face while they stabbing me behind a screen
Clean face but I'm geeking off a fucking bean
Trust your fucking eyes, not the people that be whispering

Woke Up Violent

everything i did it was all 4 nothing
everything i did it was all 4 nothing
everything i did it was all 4 nothing
everything i did it was all 4 nothing
everything i did it was all 4 nothing
everything i did it was all 4 nothing
everything i did it was all 4 nothing
everything i did it was all 4 nothing
everything i did it was all 4 nothing
everything i did it was all 4 nothing

all 4 nothing

https://youtu.be/DGC-JmVwlpA?si=zgNJXipXcYdsTFmZ

lyrics

She got my time she got my date
She cast a spell, look up my fate
The crystal shine it captivate
She reading stars in outer space

Moon lit and the back wood with it
Ima spell bound wizard
To the full moon witches

Blood drip on the rock wrapped linen
Know the crystals fitted
On her neck gun glisten

This girl got my name and date
And I named the place
So she surveyed my spirit

My fate in the sky to live
A big black abyss
I feel so small in it

Blurred days, lotta years with the mind low
Wake up paying rent what a hell where the time go

Miss days skipping school for the quick smoke
Now I'm on the floor with a bottle still dead broke

I hear the witch hum, running through my system
Shawty got dummy off the water that the moon spun

Issa wisdom, starry in the distance
Flying thru sky take a sec or you'll miss em

Shawty got a spell
Full moon white
So she bright
When she heal

Got me in a hell
Reliving life
And strife
That entails

Bringing up the pain
Say the crystals
Gunna help
With the chains

Telling me the way
That the stars
Made me
Who I am

Stop telling me to wait
I ain't slow down
Rising like the moon
Everyday, till the suns out
Fully insane issa cycle
When moons out
Looking round
Homicidal
Feeling like waste of space
Like the earth rotates away from me
Great
Forever in a fucking chase
This place I crave I'm on the way

Blurred days, lotta years with the mind low
Wake up paying rent what a hell where the time go

Miss days skipping school for the quick smoke
Now I'm on the floor with a bottle still dead broke

I hear the witch hum, running through my system
Shawty got dummy off the water that the moon spun

Issa wisdom, starry in the distance
Flying thru sky take a sec or you'll miss em

Moon lit and the back wood with it
Ima spell bound wizard
To the full moon witches

Blood drip on the rock wrapped linen
Know the crystals fitted
On her neck gun glisten

This girl got my name and date
And I named the place
So she surveyed my spirit

My fate in the sky to live
A big black abyss
I feel so small in it

Moon Rock Shawty

MUSIC VIDEO

Moon Rock Shawty (CRCL) [Music Video ↓]

https://youtu.be/vo6Ap47px6c?si=5HesHTI6h8_9mr1y
https://soundcloud.com/coolboifreshh

lyrics
_

They ain’t really fucking with me
Naw, they fuck with who fucking with me
Rats chase drip for a drop, I’m pissing
Boy, life no game issa pot to piss in

Fix your brain
Before find my vision
Man, live no shame
Just evolve ya system

Hate and pain issa crash collision
Boy swerve real quick, let the love make decisions

Love is overrated
I think that it’s fucking dumb and complicated
In the end just leaves me numb and intoxicated
Ion wanna deal with the arguing
Done so done with this
Feels like there's nobody to talk to

Every time they talking
Got an urge to fucking bust teeth
Fake it till you make dumbest shit I ever heard b
Never have to watch a word if you speaking what you preach
Fake it till you make it? Get that pussy shit away from me

Let the love run
Let the heart thump
Free your brain

Watchu you want son
Watchu ain’t done
Make a claim

Take a fucking look inside embrace the thought that feeding flame
Let the love and passion be your guide thru all the troubled days

If tryna feel sum
Be a real one

And if you tryna feel dumb
Live a lie numb

Tap into yourself and learn to appreciate the crumbs, fly
Tap into the life you got and live it how you want, die

They ain’t really fucking with me

Naw, they fuck with who fucking with me
Rats chase drip for a drop, I’m pissing
Boy, life no game issa pot to piss in

Fix your brain
Before find my vision
Man, live no shame
Just evolve ya system

Hate and pain issa crash collision
Boy swerve real quick, let the love make decisions
Yuh

Jiraiya

Jiraiya w/ Coolboi (greyskies) [Music Video ↓]

We gone be forever baby don’t you go and worry now 
I know I got problems and I’m gonna have to lay em down 
Baby will you work with me l promise that I’ll work it out 
Me and you forever baby and there ain’t a single doubt

Sometimes I don’t even wanna speak I don’t wanna make a sound 
Sometimes I just wanna lay with you and tell you all about 
The times that we spent together i can see em clearly wow 
I could just hold you for ever and ever til I drown 

I can’t explain the way I feel about you but baby I love you 

You help silence the voices in my head 
If I never met you I’d be dead baby please just listen to the words I said 
I’m not asking for much I just want respect 

Like I said I love you

like i said

Still The Same! 2 (prod. Twinuzis)

get urself up

Rick Owens Feat Ken Carson (Guitar Remix) - 𝙎𝙇𝙊𝙒𝙀𝘿

PROD.2NICHE4DAPARTY
PROD.2NICHE4DAPARTY
PROD.2NICHE4DAPARTY

i kno u want me but u cant have me.

bye bye

bye bye feat. nami

what could've would've should've maybe been

music video

what could've would've should've maybe been [Music Video ↓]

Lyrics

(whxami)
Made a promise to my momma I'ma make it out the mud
And I said it to my father hoping that he give a fuck
Everybody else around me never cared you told me don't stop
Baby don't stop dreamin that's a must
Now I see em pullin up
All these bitches show they colors loyalty ain't holding up
Makin all these people jealous
Yal can keep if you want
Got my shawty look angelic
Swear that she ain't from this world
I just need a couple pearls
Give that a girl a couple diamonds
Now my exs realizing
They could even top it
While I make it sayin

Don't stop
Baby don't stop dreamin
Don't stop
Baby don't stop dreamin
Baby don't stop
Baby don't stop dreamin
Don't stop
Baby don't stop dreamin

(pink cig)
Everyone tellin me boy you too lazy
Did somethin to me its drivin me crazy
Get a real job you lil bum why you waiting
I swear I tried but nobody would take me
Fuck it let me lock in real quick
Bullshit happens I still wont quit
Fill my pockets & spin my whip
Shawty look bad in an inline 6
I'ma spend the day battlin with my head
And I know it hit back but it ain't gone win
I just made a lil bag just to talk my shit
I don't wanna look back make today my bitch
Bitch I'ma make it out the mud baby
Diamonds on the audemar
Breakin bread with mom and my baby
I'd break you off a piece but I'm lazy

(whxami)
Made a promise to my momma I'ma make it out the mud
And I said it to my father hoping that he give a fuck
Everybody else around me never cared you told me don't stop
Baby don't stop dreamin

Don't stop
Baby don't stop dreamin
Baby don't stop
Baby don't stop dreamin
Don't stop
Baby don't stop dreamin
Baby don't stop
Baby don't stop dreamin

dreamer (feat. ✦pink cig✦)

Lyrics:

I thought you were gone
You still waitin when I seem to fall
I wish I could get me to change
You carved your initials inside of my heart
But I won't forget what you gave for me

And I still remember the way that the lights hit your face
Thought my eyes playin tricks on me
It's best I forget what you say
Cuz the memory brings so much pain it gets harder to breathe
I'm chasin a high
It's fleeting this feeling
That's deep in my mind
But it keeps me alive
I say I been fine but I'd rather you kill me then not by my side girl

I thought you were gone
You still waitin when I seem to fall
I wish I could get me to change
You carved your initials inside of my heart
But I won't forget what you gave for me

Yeah everybody was lying
They told me I'd be fine if
I let you go and moved on now
I'm off that syrup I'm flying
It ain't safe
Loving someone more than yourself
When the worst they could do is go and love somebody else
Now you lookin back mirror so dirty you can't make out
Who staring back Bloody Mary till the pain stop
Thought I found a way to get you off my mind
But your ghost inside these hallways is cryin
I try to hurt myself to make it even I'm tryin
I thought you were gone
But I couldn't be more wrong

I thought you were gone
You still waitin when I seem to fall
I wish I could get me to change
You carved your initials inside of my heart
But I won't forget what you gave for me

i thought u were gone (feat. SpaceMan Zack)

AlwayzSad

prod. by killedmyself

Lyrics:

(Verse)
A harsh winter got me livin life in poverty,
Cuz jobs never pick it up and now the cars empty,
But watch summer come around I hope that all of my problems get solved now it came around and shit is all the same,
My thoughts written could begin to take it all away,
I march deep into the heart of nature callin me,
It's part of me,
And people on this rock we be,
I'm gettin tired of this anxiety thats haunting me

(Chorus)
Its just the way that it goes,
Sometimes I lose my control,
I'm puttin holes in the wall,
Don't wanna get yall involved,
It's best you leave me alone,
Don't like this feelin at all,
Who can I trust I don't know,
That's why I keep on my own,
It's just the way that it goes

(Verse 2)
Some days when I wake up,
I get a sense of bliss that escapes me when the things I run away from reappear,
Which just makes me wanna stay in bed wasting the day,
Its my life homie I could go and waste it away,
I'm afraid to admit that some days I get to thinkin that maybe I wasn't made for this place that I live,
Cuz I can't seem to fit,
And the days seem to end really quick,
I'm fuckin done I can't take this again

(Chorus)
Its just the way that it goes,
Sometimes I lose my control,
I'm puttin holes in the wall,
Don't wanna get yall involved,
It's best you leave me alone,
Don't like this feelin at all,
Who can I trust I don't know,
That's why I keep on my own,
It's just the way that it goes,
Sometimes I lose my control,
I'm puttin holes in the wall,
Don't wanna get yall involved,
It's best you leave me alone,
Don't like this feelin at all,
Who can I trust I don't know,
That's why I keep on my own,
It's just the way that it goes

the way it goes (prod. killedmyself)

Lyrics:

Chorus:
If I ain't love this I'd say fuck it I would just walk away,
Avoid the public often cuz I just don't fuck with the fake,
It kinda sucks when what you hate is what is up in the game,
Anyways I'ma stay doing my thing

Verse 1:
Tell me is it all worth it or not,
I put everything I got into this I rehearse what I jot,
Going broke just to make it fuckin work to be honest,
I been getting impatient with the whole fucking process,
Music is my outlet to express myself,
So fuck it I ain't holding back I'm who's next to hell with who you bumping cuz a motha fucka rhymes are weak,
I stay humble but I gotta speak what I believe,
It's like I wanna blow up but I don't,
Cuz I'm tired of being alone broke stuck in my home,
I just wanna do shows tour the whole fucking globe,
But these fucking labels call me and they ghosting my phone,
Fuck it I don't need em,
Or your idols feature,
I came up in this shit alone and still nobody speak the real shit that I been speaking,
Make a fuckin image and a fake persona,
So the checks stay coming in until their banks are fuller,
Fuck

Chorus:
If I ain't love this I'd say fuck it I would just walk away,
Avoid the public often cuz I just don't fuck with the fake,
It kinda sucks when what you hate is what is up in the game,
Anyways I'ma stay doing my thing,
But I got love for anyone of you we one and the same,
I find the jealousy you harbor is whats causing you pain,
All of these people they look up to me and others they hate,
Anyways I'ma stay doing my thing

Verse 2:
Back when I was younger I knew I just wanna rap,
Nowadays talent doesn't even matter only stats do,
That's why the best artists always in the back and the other motha fuckas songs simpler to rap to,
I been through too much,
And if I give it up I invested too much,
So it wouldn't be worth it not at all,
Made a promise that it all would come together to my mom and she believed in me when I was writing lyrics in the halls,
Now that falls approaching,
My anxiety been creeping while I'm tryna focus,
People constantly DM me saying I'ma blow up anyday,
So I'm grateful where I came from and that I'm saving lives everyday,
If you cry to this just know I felt the same,
The last few days been so fucking stressful on my brain,
But my message is as plain as thank you all who show support,
And I'm glad I could do the same through the songs that I record

Chorus:
If I ain't love this I'd say fuck it I would just walk away,
Avoid the public often cuz I just don't fuck with the fake,
It kinda sucks when what you hate is what is up in the game,
Anyways I'ma stay doing my thing,
But I got love for anyone of you we one and the same,
I find the jealousy you harbor is whats causing you pain,
All of these people they look up to me and others they hate,
Anyways I'ma stay doing my thing

rabbit hole (prod. KAMAARA)

break

nineteen - break

nova - doubt you

only feet apart (prod. kiraw)

rotten - absolute horror

https://soundcloud.com/rivilin
https://soundcloud.com/prodeza

Lyrics

Fuck on yo bitch, you ain't know shit
SLOTHBOI so sad but he ain't damn bitch
I been on the binge, I drank all the fix
Lorazepam up in my system n shit

I hit all the licks, I'm still broke as shit
Spending my money liquor and bricks
Crucifix me while I'm upside down bitch
Fire my nation my allies gun hit

Bitch
I ain’t got nothing to say to you
Why you been talking like I’m bouta play a fool naw
Fuck on me once and I’ll make a truce
Twice and bet its gun be clear that you finna lose yaw

I do not function
Proper you dumb shit
Feeling like windows crashin on boot

Linux the system
Sudo restrictions
Admin gun break the whole fucking root

Crumbling, crumbling down
The life you builts a fucking joke

What what what, spit down and cave in your face
Cuck cuck cuck, get the fuck out and learn your place

I see the walls starting to open up
Eyes staring back loosing yeah I’m touch
Sorry it’s my fault for losing contact
Coming at me when I get my life back

So fuck me for being the better person this time
Fuck me for being the person you’re never were

Fuck on yo bitch, you ain't know shit
SLOTHBOI so sad but he ain't damn bitch
I been on the binge, I drank all the fix
Lorazepam up in my system n shit

I hit all the licks, I'm still broke as shit
Spending my money liquor and bricks
Crucifix me while I'm upside down bitch
Fire my nation my allies gun hit

Stabbings in the gut make you squeal like the pig that you fucking were,
Downing a couple of pills seeing faces staring straight through
I never thought it would turn out this way, no it wasn’t planned
Self-destruction is so pretty when it’s all you have left
I watch the best of me die the drugs left out all the rest

⚜ spotify / apple ⚜

Virus w/ Rivilin (prod. eza)

Music Video on https://soundcloud.com/idleglance
https://youtu.be/JRgpxNffpiE

prod https://soundcloud.com/crclxx

Lyrics

Ima fly I might die their gun be no grave
No remorse from the killers cuz they pharmacies

Got a dime in the pocket with a percocet
Bitch I'm on my way to some bridges catch me under em

Ain't satisfied with my life while I write this
Idle my glance cuz I'm hazy I'm high bitch
Glazy my eyes and I'm sipping on white
And you know what I say bitch the white make it right

Slurring my speech don’t ask if I’m alright
This is the sign that Im doing just fine
Bitch I go bottles up, Hiding the pain I got
Shaking when I’m sober bitch I know what is up

Pull up, I’m out
Quick lick

Gas in the mouth
Big hits

Bitch you know what is up
Slothboi be acting nuts
Slurring his words
Like he bouta drop from a touch

40 of colt
Big swigs

Fuck what I’m bout
Ain’t shit

Manic depression
Combined with oppression
From memories of trauma
Gun lock me right in

Bottle of white to make it right
We sipping in alleyways hiding from heat

Bottle of white to make it right
I’m tripping on shrooms that I put in my tea

Bottle of white to make it right
We running from 12 cuz we went on a spree

Bottle of white to make it right
I’m not the one that you want me to be

Fuck all your wack shit
You ain’t this faction
Lurk in the night, while I wear my all my black shit
Hopping on trains I be really on that shit

Ain't satisfied with my life while I write this
Idle my glance cuz I'm hazy I'm high bitch
Glazy my eyes and I'm sipping on white
And you know what I say bitch the white make it right

Fuck all your wack shit
You ain’t this faction
Lurk in the night, while I wear my all my black shit
Hopping on trains I be really on that shit

Slurring my speech don’t ask if I’m alright
This is the sign that I’m doing just fine
Bitch I go bottles up, Hiding the pain I got
Shaking when I’m sober bitch I know what is up

Idle Thy Glance

⸸ spotify / apple ⸸

Idle Thy Glance (CRCL)  [Music Video ↓]

Music Video https://youtu.be/xFBMvYbdunY

prod https://soundcloud.com/discent

Lyrics

Fuck all the population
Including myself
In this world full of hatred

HOO

Everyone got em 2 faces
Movin like shadows in night time we faded

HOO

Fuck all yo praying
That ain’t gun stop shit
Bitch you ain’t really know what up in my head
Hitting the buttons like sucking the fun in
I ain’t got a problem when I cannot function

HOO

I ain’t give a fuck fool
Sippin on tha 26
Life is a mystery and I’m am the illusion

Shit I be loser
Fuckin on a daughter
Now she calling sloth her father

I ain’t give a fuck watchu think
Bitch you ain’t know really shit about me
Sloth be a wholesome and loving young man
Corrupted my devils and demons in trance

HOO

Fuck all the population
Including myself
In this world full of hatred

HOO

Everyone got em 2 faces
Movin like shadows in night time we faded

HOO
Fuck all yo praying
That ain’t gun stop shit
Bitch you ain’t really know what up in my head
Hitting the buttons like sucking the fun in 
I ain’t got a problem when I cannot function

HOO

I ain’t give a fuck watchu think
Bitch you ain’t really know shit about me

HOO

Demons and devils in trance
Mind be so fucked up I might need some meds

HOO

Bet I got em lockpicks
Pickin on a doorstep
Walk in empty leaving with a full bin
I ain’t got a penny on me 
But I’m walking around with some gold in my teeth

HOO

I’m insane
I’m insane
I’m insane
I'm insane

Fuck all the population
Including myself
In this world full of hatred

HOO

Everyone got em 2 faces
Movin like shadows in night time we faded

HOO

Fuck all yo praying
That ain’t gun stop shit
Bitch you ain’t really know what up in my head
Hitting the buttons like sucking the fun in 
I ain’t got a problem when I cannot function

HOO

Yes be I fucked up
I am loser
Slothboi admit that he high

Admit that he cry
Admit that he died
A lil bit inside when he’s drinking at night

And fuck what you thinking I hate it
Writing these songs to get out all the hatred
This ain’t no glorification
Slothboi feel naked
Letting the thoughts out on tracks got me shaking

Fuck all the population
Including myself
In this world full of hatred

HOO

Everyone got em 2 faces
Movin like shadows in night time we faded

HOO

Fuck all yo praying
That ain’t gun stop shit
Bitch you ain’t really know what up in my head
Hitting the buttons like sucking the fun in 
I ain’t got a problem when I cannot function

Fuck The Population

Fuck The Population (discent) [Music Video ↓]

https://www.slothboi.art
creation for creations sake

what could've would've should've maybe been [Music Video ↓]

$LOTHBOI