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IFH2SOTA"// i forget how to spit out the answer."

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★ MUSIC VIDEO - OCT 31st 2021 ★

lyrics..

wash away 
I wash away the pain
I couldn't let go today
come and take it away

the less you know
I can't go

wash away 
I wash away the pain
I couldn't let go today
come and take it away

(Verse 1)

tell me every time 
I forget it then I learn it 
I know..
I know

skipping every line
because it wonders through my mind
Im psycho..
I know

don't know if I'm fine
I don't wanna fucking cry 
when I go..
I don't

you said never mind 
I was thinking about the time 
so I wont..
fuck if I know

(bridge)

I want to take my time..
and educate my mind..

(chorus)

wash away 
I wash away the pain
I couldn't let go today
come and take it away

the less you know
I can't go

wash away 
I wash away the pain
I couldn't let go today
come and take it away

(verse 2)

find a way to hide the pain
you and I don't feel the same
kids were made to wash the rain
keep on trying
keep on fighting..

i forget how to spit out the answer."

Enough

sad evil perfect angel

prod. caves x hero

Lyrics:

[hero]

ah
and i cannot lose what we've got
i'm clinging to threads weaning off
my body and mind start to rot
guess i'll claw out the ground through the rocks
9 years i don't know what we are
i just know i liked what we were
i'm racing you there to the top
in search of all reason there was

[NAVYXOWER]

i cried
while leaving
and now 
im leaking 
my blood out the needle that you left
im so tired of lying to myself and my friends
floating on a cloud
it felt like i was dying when you walked out the house
i made it my mission to keep you 
but i lost it
my anxiety is running like a faucet

hold
my hand
as we walk 
through the open end
of the world
i hope to see you again
when its over ill dream of you my friend
cutting it close
really dont know what to think about it
my body and heart
were going out i feel it happening
what is it worth
continuing life
without you here next to me
ill meet you there 
in the end of it all i cant believe this is happening

[hero]

ah
and i cannot lose what we've got
i'm clinging to threads weaning off
my body and mind start to rot
guess i'll claw out the ground through the rocks
9 years i don't know what we are
i just know i liked what we were
i'm racing you there to the top
in search of all reason there was

and maybe i never will find it
and maybe i never should want to
maybe i miss all the writing
but maybe i'm just missing you

~

AND I CANNOT LOSE WHAT WE'VE GOT
I'M CLINGING TO THREADS WEANING OFF
MY BODY AND MIND START TO ROT
IN SEARCH OF ALL THE REASON THERE WAS

irreplaceable (ft. navyxower)

nightmare </3 
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I hope you see me in your dreams
Maybe I look better in a nightmare
Fade into black
I think my shawty callin out to me
Can't lie
I can't die 
Unless you right there
But you hate me now
Only time I see you is my dreams

Countin up my money only thing that give me peace
See that shawty callin
I just let the phone ring
Yeah I'm sorry
I can't do this right now
If you saw me 
Like me
You'd break down
Say she wanna kiss me thru the phone
I think I will
Shawty cast a spell
Controllin how I feel
But you don't feel how I feel
Lets keep it real
But you don't feel how I feel
Lets keep it real

I don't wanna know if you're alone every night
I don't wanna know if you do it out of spite
Fucked up our vibe
I been fuckin up my life
I just really hope that you see me in your dreams

I hope you see me in your dreams
Maybe I look better in a nightmare
Fade into black
I think my shawty callin out to me
Can't lie
I can't die 
Unless you right there
But you hate me now
Only time I see you is my dreams

I don't wanna go to sleep 
I don't wanna go to sleep no more
I don't wanna go to sleep 
I don't wanna go to sleep no more

I hope you see me in your dreams
Maybe I look better in a nightmare
Fade into black
I think my shawty callin out to me
Can't lie
I can't die 
Unless you right there
But you hate me now
Only time I see you is my dreams

Countin up my money only thing that give me peace
See that shawty callin
I just let the phone ring
Yeah I'm sorry
I can't do this right now
If you saw me 
Like me
You'd break down
Say she wanna kiss me thru the phone
I think I will
Shawty cast a spell
Controllin how I feel
But you don't feel how I feel
Lets keep it real
But you don't feel how I feel
Lets keep it real

I don't wanna know if you're alone every night
I don't wanna know if you do it out of spite
Fucked up our vibe
I been fuckin up my life
I just really hope that you see me in your dreams

Maybe I look better in a nightmare
Fade into black
I think my shawty callin out to me
Can't lie
I can't die 
Unless you right there
But you hate me now
Only time I see you is my dreams

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<3

- emo fruits aka this is how i be watching youtube

nightmare (prod. cxrter x nihil)

lyrics:

Swollen willow branches
In fall They forgot to breathe
The sun performs its late evening dances
On the tree line right in front of me
Though the sound of threat will ricochet
We’ll stay safe in this place
If you could lay on top of me
And make me a home in this waste
Then we’ll be fine
In time ill be fine
Ive opened up a hole
In the middle of the floor
Sacrifice the party 
If u start to get bored
The only mistake of comings Thinking you got to
Theres piss on the floor and drugs inside of the washroom
So just Dance with me when u got someone to wait on
But you need someone to lean on
Someone to feed off
This porch has seen too many faces to dream of
But its urs that it lights up
When under its hang off
And after its over
Where could we meet
Ive left coordinates
Under ur seat
Meet me at midnight
Under the trees
The willow will lift us
From under our feet
Into bliss
Putting ghosts
In my head
Chop it off
And let them free
every word
They had said
Put u here
In bed with me
Then its gone
Then its gone
We’ll be fine
Until were not
Until were not

harsh (yunny goldz)

when you’ve got light eyes it kinda hurts when it fills your sight 
leave a heavy sigh every night bask in the moon light 
takes a while to keep enemies around gotta keep close by 
gotta go through it all sometimes gotta hold off that pride 

cause I been dissatisfied with the way we handle things 
listen to the rain when it falls you’ll hear it sings 
I don’t even know when you lie do you hold it on me  
Some day when you meet your match feel how that stings

dissatisfied (skelly)

LET THE NEW BEGIN

prod by levisvi
mix and master by me

i dont need the lights
i dont need the frame
as long as i got you im good in the rain
heart beat fast like competing in a race
the world gets loud but I only see your face
your the smile when the world wears a frown
your my rise when im sinking down
every scar that i try to hide
it healed every part like we're in a fight

we've been through the nights that tested the flame
fell apart but came back again
you held my silence when I had no words
loved all the parts I thought no one deserved

people talk loud but they don't see like this
the kind of the love that I don't need to flex
you ride with me through the highs and lows
even when we crash you don't let me go

i dont need the lights
i dont need the frame
as long as i got you im good in the rain
heart beat fast like competing in a race
the world gets loud but I only see your face
your the smile when the world wears a frown
your my rise when im sinking down
every scar that i try to hide
it healed every part like we're in a fight

(song breakdown)

velvet

i'm so tired of men using me.
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originally titled “i’ll do it”.
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posting this so you guys can have something to listen to whilst you wait for my bigger releases.
prod. daitana
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lyrics:
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what is it u want from me?
baby, i solemnly promise i’ll do anything
just to keep u mine, just to keep u mine
you can do whatever you want to me
throw me to the floor and muffle all my screams
i’ll try, i’ll try

put on a push-up laced-up corset bra for you
just so that you’d think that i am enough
baby do you think i’m enough??
full face of makeup when you see me
cause i’m not perfect so i cover it up
but my flaws still keep calling my bluff
i’m sorry if i’m not who you thought i was
i’m sorry if i disappointed you, my love

what is it u want from me?
baby, i solemnly promise i’ll do anything
just to keep u mine, just to keep u mine
you can do whatever you want to me
throw me to the floor and muffle all my screams
i’ll try, i’ll try

will i ever be enough?
will i ever be enough?

used to live all for myself
but everything seemed to change
i used to do what i love for me
now i do it for the gaze
i’m sorry if i’m not who you thought i was
i’m sorry if i disappointed you, my love

what is it u want from me?
baby, i solemnly promise i’ll do anything
just to keep u mine, just to keep u mine
you can do whatever you want to me
throw me to the floor and muffle all my screams
i’ll try, i’ll try

the gaze. (demo)

closer

found one of miles' hidden  gems of a feature

9tails - Why Do I Still Call Knowing You Wont Answer

Not living

14 (starting in 2025 imma release a song every year on my birthday, october 4th)
underground artist
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(stop self-promoting in my dms without talking to me first pls!! doing it more than once will get u blocked! as long as we've had a conversation first, it's fine.)
other accounts:
@lolislaughter @bonerhille, @barbiecorpse, @silentsouls777,

the gaze. (demo)

$n8kebytez :3