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melly

never eat soggy wheaties

Illusions

"I can't describe what I'm feeling and all I know is we're going home so, please don't let me go" "I don't care how long it takes as long as I'm with you, I've got a smile on my face. save your tears, it'll be okay. all I know is you're here with me" "I wish I could live through every memory again"  "have been the greatest moments of my life" - here with me| "feel like I'm trapped in a maze" "I dream about you and I" "you're running away, running away and I'm trying to stay" "different options and different paths. I hope that you're happy, I hope it lasts" "now it's clear" - you and i| "pretty girl" "she do what she want cause the world is hers. tell me where you want it, tell me if it hurts. girl, take off your bonnet, let me see your hair" "think she like me" "please dont take it lightly" "he a pussy, running to his mommy" "gorgeous, i saw my shorty, she gorgeous, i love my shorty with long hair, i love my shorty with dark skin" "with attitude, bae dont give me attitude, when i ride with you" - hello kitty shirt| "can you make these feelings go away? tell me is this real to you? cause i can feel my heart again. youre so tempting but im scared so id rather pretend that i dont love you like i do cause i dont wanna hurt again, i wanna love you but im scared so id rather pretend" - id rather pretend| "in my head, id make you bleed, ill carve a sigil in your chest, leave you hanging by your legs" "your carcass is hanging down from the roof" "ill turn your skin to a noose" "its not fair, i put your heart on a platter" "a nightmare, who knew that id get trapped?" "feels like the spiders are crawling inside my brain, is it true? everythings hollow to you" "gun behind my back" "no more cause i made you fall flat" "its just a pile of your organs, i lay inside" "do or die" "the voices scratch your head" "an itching suicide, im in your walls, you know it" - hollow| "sparking again. cocaine and liquor, hang out with your friends" "im at the party where it never ends, im at the part with hella regrets. i feel like getting in trouble again" "SHE FELL IN LOVE WITH THE DEVIL AGAIN" "i got to get her out of here" "shes too good for me" "no room in class for a clown. its too much for me to handle" "broken hearts and bloody sandles. bloody stains on top of another" "i been hearing gunshots inside of my clouded thoughts" "do i love you? alot" "tryna keep you from self destructing" "hold onto something" "she fell in love with the devil again" "i see it now" "i cannot be what you want me to be" "chase you on your way to hell" - rehab| "i feel out of body. the way the world keeps wishing death upon me" "red all in the face, dont calm me down" "cause everytime the sun comes up, i start feeling worthless. its easier said than done, im trying to find my purpose. i shouldve ran away by now" "i cant stand this town" "its been easier to forget and shut up" "smb put me to sleep, im done" - worthless| "dirty secrets that you keep" "ill figure it out" "i didnt want to have to run away" - dirty secrets| "one sick bastard" "i kinda wanna blow my brains out" "waiting for you" "give you everything you ever wanted" "baby, i would hate to cause a problem with this gun" "my brain is so distorted, i got visions of you rotting here, im mourning. tell me i wont go in- insane" "i done turn your guts to mush, i hate it" - insane| "i been thinking" "you crying bawling in the rain" "EVERYTIME I THINK ABOUT IT, IM INSANE" "im a fucking lunatic, a fucking loser" "fuck, dont laugh at me overreact" "such a peasant" "dont know where all of the time went" "HATE WHEN YOURE GONE CAUSE I NEED MORE, HATE WHEN YOURE CRYING CAUSE I GET TORN" "like does it matter if im a corpse? hate that youre reminding me here everytime" "tell me whats the point?" "no one even listens to me anymore" "im a fucking peasant" "all i ever wanted was to be your one and only" "mourning for you" "NO ONE KNOWS HOW I BE CARRYING MY WEIGHT ON MY SHOULDERS, DAMN, I FEEL SO OVERWHELMED"-point|

the most relatable shit. bloody, keloid boy, the boy with antlers, idiot, killer

Up 2 Më

Monëy so big

Turban

back in business

produced by elavy

lyrics: 

tell me what you think about when you're laying in bed
tell me all the things you ever wish you could've said
tell me everything you'd like to do before you're dead
tell me that instead
tell me your regrets

tell me what's on your mind
tell me your biggest fears
tell me what you think of when no one else is here
tell me what you would say if no one else could hear
there's not a single soul besides us my dear
x2

tell me what you want
what would you do for it?
something that you lost but now you're used to it
no matter the cost
just tell me what it is
get anything you want, if you got life to give
I'm stuck and I can't get out
can't remember my way in now
the ceilings caving down
can't remember when I last heard a sound
too late for saving now but I'd rather swim than drown
my heart is pacing now
be quick cuz I'm fading out

tell me would you self yourself for some cash flow
a little dinero, you don't gotta say no
you want it, just say so
no need to aim low
don't worry bout a halo baby
you're not an angel

tell me your regrets
don't hold 'em back
tell me what you wish you said
no strings attached
searching for something you need, something you lack
I think I understand why you still can't relax

tell me what's on your mind
tell me your biggest fears
tell me what you think of when no one else is here
tell me what you would say if no one else could hear
there's not a single soul besides us my dear
x2

tell me your regrets

"hanging by a thread"

produced by elavy

lyrics:

I've been tryna change my ways, not lose my faith
if I don't take the step, then I'll just stay the same
staring at a screen to get through night and day
it's hard to keep my confidence in fucking place
i know you wonder where I've been and why I left so long
a place that's stuck in time and clocks are wrong
the sun don't shine and birds don't sing along
upside down and nothing's where it belongs

self destruct or fix me up?
do I tear the seams or stitch em up?
if I cut the thread, I'm close enough to the edge to end what I've begun but I can never do that

maybe I'm clueless
ignorant to what the truth is
can't run or hide, baby, it's useless
I know that I've been playing stupid
I gotta save myself
for me and for no one else
before I decay or melt
or wither away in hell
tired of acting like it's fine
wish I could speak my fucking mind
when I'm here, my tongue is tied
when I'm there, I'm free to fly

I need to get away from here 
Ignore all my biggest fears
feel the sounds ring through my ears

cause I know you wonder
where I've been and why I left so long
a place that's stuck in time and clocks are wrong
the sun don't shine and birds don't sing along
upside down and nothing's where it belongs

self destruct or fix me up?
do I tear the seams or stitch em up?
If I cut the thread, I'm close enough to the edge to end what I've begun but I can never do that

self destruct

i dont check the price bitch 
buy what you like uh
that pussy so tight
girl you stay on my mind

girl you see it in my eyes
you know what i like
fuck them other guys
you know ill take their life

i beat it till its sore
shes screaming gimme more
i took her to the floor
youre such a fucking-

i beat it till its sore
shes screaming gimme more
i took her to the floor
youre such a fucking whore

w- w- w- white tee
tight jeans on (i got it on)
think im not a threat?
then youre wrong (then youre wrong)
your bitch is prolly
listening to my song (to my song)
my voice is in her ears
all night long (all night long)

yeah i dont check the price bitch 
buy what you like uh
that pussy so tight
girl you stay on my mind

girl you see it in my eyes
you know what i like
fuck them other guys
you know ill take their life

i- i beat it till its sore
shes screaming gimme more
i took her to the floor
youre such a fucking whore

i beat it till its sore
shes screaming gimme more
i took her to the floor
youre such a fucking whore

kni- knife play to your face
you wanted me girl now you can’t complain 
(cant complain) im insane
kiss my blade hows it taste?
you wanted me girl now you can’t complain 
(cant complain) im insane
whyd you like me anyway? the shit that i say is so insane, cant you tell im insane?
just wanna hear you say my name
the way i make you feel he cant do the same no
i think its time for a change yeah?
yeah

i beat it till its sore
shes screaming gimme more
i took her to the floor
youre such a fucking whore

i beat it till its sore
shes screaming gimme more
i took her to the floor
youre such a fucking whore

WHXRE (prod. sqvxlls)

peach crush

jaydes - alone

jaydes - talk to me

Rita

crayon - i'd rather pretend

Prod @mbrksht
mixed and mastered by me 

Lyrics: 



How's it my fault?
Things you did I couldn't imagine
Now I want to see you rot
You don't even know

How your shitty words just break me
And your words moving like it's 8D
Hate the thought of you just Tryna play me
What the fuck

I don't even know what you really want from me
Better tie me down or you will see
DEATH DEATH
My intrusive thoughts want to see you bleed
Do you feel the weight of jealousy?

When tongues are tied to fallacies
Did you know I want to see? ROTT
ROTT

YOU ROTT
YOU ROTT
ROTT YOU ROTT
ROTT

CAN YOU ROTT?
Girl, I'm tired of all the acting
You putting that shit in the past tense
Even though all your points were clear

A mistake my dear
left my patience here
Am I what you fear?
So, please can you let go?

Can you let go
Watch your blood paint on the floor
Look you in the eyes, you dirty whore
You're so helpless, you can't run no more

How could you think that you played me?
How could you say that you made me?
Feelings that are overtaking 
Can you just let go?

How's it my fault?
Things you did I couldn't imagine
Now I want to see you rot
You don't even know

How your shitty words just break me
And your words moving like it's 8D
I hate the thought of you just tryna play me
What the fuck

What the fuck
I don't even know what you really want from me
Better tie me down or you will see
My intrusive thoughts want to see you bleed

Do you feel the weight of jealousy?
your tongue is tied to fallacies 
This is why I want you to rot

can you rot?

mandy/jaydes - burn

Pose For The Pic

poison (prod by aloa)

HELLO KITTY SHIRT

poison

paranoia

south

point blank range

deadmeat

breakdowns

I do not own nor have any right to this music, this is simply an upload because of the one on Lucille’s page is down.

Hallow - Lucille (reuploaded)

lucille- point blank range (reuploaded)

Insane - lucille (reuploaded)

loser (prod. 7ghato)

Lil Uzi Vert - 20 Min (slowed + reverb)

$NOT + THOUXANBANFAUNI = FEAR (prod why zoo)

Substance Slowed

Insane - lucille (reuploaded)

snacmew -