REMIX W RICHIE'S VERSE COMING IN THE FUTURE

GONE [Solo Version]

GONE [Solo Version] - EDENS (prod. mdstbeats)

I’m Dru! & Stafford Beats - Mansion

This is my head single for my up and coming mixtape

Meaning

Keyzz - Meaning (prod. AroTheKidd)

864devius - she said your in love(ik forsure)(mxd by james4k)

Polarity is a  story that begins with someone falling in love. However, their expression of love has a sea of red flags. It starts to grow into an unhealthy obsession. Before long the main character begins to change their image to reflect the person they admire most, causing a distorted sense of self-image. There is momentary bliss during the time spent with their lover, until they notice the toxic behavior for themselves. The main character becomes over-obsessive, territorial, and bursts in episodes of inappropriate anger. However, their skewed perception of love makes them blind to the actual harm they’re doing to their relationship. They try to control their intense emotions, becoming passive aggressive and bitter. They feel as if the love they’ve given is not being reciprocated, when in reality they’re having a hard time navigating around the thought of personal space and boundaries. Soon the main character experiences depression after their fit of displaced anger. They find something else to obsess over now that their significant other has left them. Unfortunately, the alternative they chose had been substance abuse, landing them in a dark place. While emotions keep oscillating, so do thoughts of suicide and self harm. They feel ultimately worthless and have gone from putting their former lover on the highest pedestal to completely devaluing them. Thinking them out to be a bad person and trying hard to forget who they were. The main character is faced with confrontation after rehabilitating. With a clear head and help from others, they begin to recognize their self destructive patterns and toxicity. In a grand effort, they work on becoming a better person. 

The end of this story is meant to be bittersweet. Although they cannot have the person they want, loving them taught the main character how to manage their emotions and sympathize with the feelings of others. They recount memories of their love for their former partner in a more realistic and healthy way.

I WANT YOU TO WANT MY LOVE feat. 8muhan

CHARACTER SELECTION

Produced by : Ezy

Engineer: Owen Matthews

*Intro*

Oh (x5)

*Hook*

Don’t know what it’s like to meet ya
Got my head loopy some anesthesia
You're crazy, woah, feeling too lazy yeah (x3)

*Verse*

Yeah it’s nice to meet ya
Head loopy got some fucking anesthesia
Smoking dubs and I don’t fuck with no trisha
Nails painted all black what you need, huh!

*Bridge*

But i’m the one, the only
Yeah you can’t change all your ways, yeah you own me
Yeah i’ve been fucked up in my head cannot change me
Love having money having money, getting bread, but it ain’t me
Im only 16

*Verse*

That bitch gone for the week
Rocking Louis, Balmains, im boutta tweak
Hundreds popping molly pills and x’s got you beat
Meet at the car meet and i’ll smoke next week! (yeah yeah)

*Bridge*

I don’t fucking play any games
Yeah, I can’t feel my face anyway
Don’t know where to go, I don’t know where to stay (yeah yeah)

*Hook*

Don’t know what it’s like to meet ya
Got my head loopy some anesthesia
You're crazy, woah, feeling too lazy yeah (x3)

*Bridge*

Hit you in your face just like Baki
Had that boy running he was lacing up his Nike’s
Don’t talk about no fucking demons, they can’t fight me
Can’t tell if you hate me or you fucking dislike me

*Outro*

I don’t really get no play, nobody likes me (oh)
I just feel quite unlikely
Helplessly trying to find somebody to like me (x2)

Anesthesia

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smoke a blunt [prod. squirl]

Summer ( max flynn )

Bankroll (prod. By LJ Burns) [2019 Remaster]

see you when I get there

See you when I get there

Wind blowing cold but not for me
its the freshness that grabs me
its the freshness that grabs me

I see you when I get there

See you when I get there

People around me have turned so vague
like I'm  moving in speed  with no brakes
anchor of the past have lost its grip
I become for a new life equipped

I see you when I get there

when I get there

People around me have turned muzzy and vague
like I'm  moving in speed  without any brakes
anchor of past  have lost its grip
I'm now for a new life equipped

Wind blowing cold but not for me
its the freshness that grabs me
its the freshness that grabs me

I see you when I get there

See you when I get there

A suddenly new input arrive
Didn't know  I own that power dive
Flying 1000 miles across the world
free like a body-less colored bird 

I see you when I get there ...

CHARACTER SELECTION

Vampira (@vampiramusic)