shooting down the stars I been aiming down my sights
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STARPIECES (feat. PINOT)

Fourth track on Ave and TommyPAPI's collaborative EP, "Give Me My Crown"

Ave's Soundcloud:
@avethegoathuh

Instagram:
Ave- @1andonlyave
TommyPAPI- @tommypapi.music

Cover art:
@ydxx

Ave & TommyPAPI - f a l l i n g . d o w n (featuring Ivy Idell)

BETTER THAN SICKO MODE. DARKOMODETAKEOVER333

DARKOMODE

Polarity is a  story that begins with someone falling in love. However, their expression of love has a sea of red flags. It starts to grow into an unhealthy obsession. Before long the main character begins to change their image to reflect the person they admire most, causing a distorted sense of self-image. There is momentary bliss during the time spent with their lover, until they notice the toxic behavior for themselves. The main character becomes over-obsessive, territorial, and bursts in episodes of inappropriate anger. However, their skewed perception of love makes them blind to the actual harm they’re doing to their relationship. They try to control their intense emotions, becoming passive aggressive and bitter. They feel as if the love they’ve given is not being reciprocated, when in reality they’re having a hard time navigating around the thought of personal space and boundaries. Soon the main character experiences depression after their fit of displaced anger. They find something else to obsess over now that their significant other has left them. Unfortunately, the alternative they chose had been substance abuse, landing them in a dark place. While emotions keep oscillating, so do thoughts of suicide and self harm. They feel ultimately worthless and have gone from putting their former lover on the highest pedestal to completely devaluing them. Thinking them out to be a bad person and trying hard to forget who they were. The main character is faced with confrontation after rehabilitating. With a clear head and help from others, they begin to recognize their self destructive patterns and toxicity. In a grand effort, they work on becoming a better person. 

The end of this story is meant to be bittersweet. Although they cannot have the person they want, loving them taught the main character how to manage their emotions and sympathize with the feelings of others. They recount memories of their love for their former partner in a more realistic and healthy way.

I WANT YOU TO WANT MY LOVE feat. 8muhan

HEARTBEAT feat. TommyPapi

Out Of Mind (ft. KiD MA) [recorded on my iphone]

W/ Ave: https://soundcloud.com/avethegoathuh
Cover art: https://soundcloud.com/ydxx

Mixed by me and https://soundcloud.com/avethegoathuh

Lyrics:

Wish I could be with you
Through all the sleepless nights
Wish we could see it through
I need you in my life
I'm breathin in the dark
I'm reachin for the light
Know you don't got the answers
I just thought that you might

(Ohh)
Youve been holdin me for ransom
(Ohh)
Youve been takin me for granted
(Ohh)
But besides the circumstances
Overlooked mistakes I done gave you too many chances

Should have known from the start
You tearin me apart
I shoulda played my part
Known we ain't gettin far

Tried to leave me behind
I read between the lines
I tried to keep whats mine
I shoulda read the signs

I gave you chances I even gave you the right of way
You made me feel like everything I did was not ok

I was a fool to believe you the 2nd time around
That boulder stuck up on that mountain finally comin down

I need your time I need
Need you to slide I need
I need your company
Don't know what you want from me
Need you to know that I
I ain't no somebody 
Can't find no one like me
The chances unlikely

Wish I could be with you
Through all the sleepless nights
Wish we could see it through
I need you in my life
I'm breathin in the dark
I'm reachin for the light
Know you don't got the answers
I just thought that you might

(Ohh)
Youve been holdin me for ransom
(Ohh)
Youve been takin me for granted
(Ohh)
But besides the circumstances
Overlooked mistakes I done gave you too many chances

Emotions bottled up
I know we not in touch
You made me feel like everything I did was not enough
I know this time it ain't my fault but I can't help it

I gave you heaven but you showed me what hell is ok
I learned my lesson I promise I'll change from today 
Went back and forth with you like everyday and every night
No you was never mine
Ok then nevermind

Wish I could be with you
Through all the sleepless nights
Wish we could see it through
I need you in my life
I'm breathin in the dark
I'm reachin for the light
Know you don't got the answers
I just thought that you might

(Ohh)
Youve been holdin me for ransom
(Ohh)
Youve been takin me for granted
(Ohh)
But besides the circumstances
Overlooked mistakes I done gave you too many chances

I gave you all that I could 
I gave you all that I could 
Did everything thing that I should


I gave you all that I could 
I gave you all that I could 
Did everything thing that I should

But it won't matter at all
But it won't matter at all

I WANT YOU TO WANT MY LOVE feat. 8muhan

Vampira (@vampiramusic)