R&B & Soul

behold, this sight

ilyfuneral

Soapia

internet files 9

Produced by Dxt3r
Vocals BRYAN THE MENSAH

Link to Listen -> https://hypeddit.com/dxt3r/igotyou

Lyrics:

We've been at it way too long 
You told me that I need sometime 
But I don't wanna wait no more 
Tell me if you're still mine 
Don't go running to your exes 
They'll see through all the signs 
And you know what they can do when they see that you're desperate 
Just call my line 
We can talk it out 
We can netflix and chill 
We got so many options 
And so much time to kill

So call a cab, lemme pay the fare 
Come on baby lemme bring you here 
I know I'm the one that you're fighting with 
But I'm also your best friend don't forget

Cos you know that I got you even when I hurt you baby 
Know that I got you even when I hurt you baby 
Cos you know that I got you even when I hurt you baby 
Know that I got you even when I hurt you

Man it all happened so fast 
I don't know what I was thinking 
Just in case I was still thinking 
Cos the alcohol was sinking 
4 cups I was in too deep 
I must have gone crazy 
Violence that isn't me 
I'm so sorry baby 
Would you forgive me 
Cos I'm tired of living with you not around me 
Oh oh

So call a cab, lemme pay the fare 
Come on baby lemme bring you here 
I know I'm the one that you're fighting with 
But I'm also your best friend don't forget

Cos you know that I got you even when I hurt you baby 
Know that I got you even when I hurt you baby 
Cos you know that I got you even when I hurt you baby 
Know that I got you even when I hurt you

Lalalalala 
Lalalalalala

Lalalalala 
Lalalalala la

lala 
lala 
lala 
lalala

Cos you know that I got you even when I hurt you baby 
Know that I got you even when I hurt you baby 
Cos you know that I got you even when I hurt you baby 
Know that I got you even when I hurt you

Free Download

I Got You

Title

R&B/ Soul with a little bit of Pop flavour. Added special elements to the instrumental  using many samples from AudeoBox and own designed sounds by Dxt3r. Particular drum groove with 808 hits the listener right on the chest. The vocals by BRYAN THE MENSAH gives special pop vibe that keeps the energy together.

For The Road

PlayBoy Ju

XKLU$IV
Cory Jones
Majestic Drama 
Re-Release

40RMALL3D

Julian Love - XKLU$IV 2016(feat. Cory Jones) Prod.By Majestic Drama

produced by taylor morgan

[blxty]
do you feel good?
i don’t really want this till’ it feels right
take a knife stab it straight through my third eye
everything was fine till I said- ugh.
everything was fine till I said
do you feel good?
i don’t really want this till’ it feels right
take a knife stab it straight through my third eye
everything was fine till I said- ugh.
everything was fine till I said

[mental]
i don’t wanna care, but I’m always bothered
i feel like I’m awkward, running out of options
everyday I wake up, feeling like I’m lost inside
and it hurts me every time I watch you cry
i don’t care though, I feel like this all the time
i don’t wanna run away I think I lost my (ugh)
i don’t wanna run away I think I lost my mind
i don’t wanna run away but I can’t watch us fight
tell me why you don’t care
when I openly stare, does it hurt?
‘cause you make me feel like I’m so much worse
you make me feel like it’s so much worse
and I don’t like it when we kiss
it’s like I’m floating off this bridge
it makes me vomit, makes me sick
i think you’re honestly my shit

[blxty]
i wish I was dead
i’m not better off alive
take it how you want
it just makes me cry
i can’t talk to you
i hate it when you’re fried
used to show me love
but now you tell me lies

it’s just I don’t wanna do it
everyday I’m talkin’ to you I just lose it
take some medicine but it all feels useless
(take some medicine but it all feels useless)

do you feel good?
i don’t really want this till’ it feels right
take a knife stab it straight through my third eye
everything was fine till I said- ugh.
everything was fine till I said
do you feel good?
i don’t really want this till’ it feels right
take a knife stab it straight through my third eye
everything was fine till I said- ugh.
everything was fine till I said

medicine +mental

produced by odel & jolst

[blxty]
talk about being awful
i got all eyes on me like a model
left it all in the past like a fossil
i was thinking about you when i’m thoughtful
yeah i’m the bad guy and i’m awful
keep it all inside in a bottle
moving too fast, full throttle
man i guess that’s what i get for being thoughtful

i can’t even see right now messed up
something in my heads telling me to shut up
tired of this pressure imma do what i want
go where i want
get what i want

ugh want ugh
i just want you
want- one two
watchu want
wanna do
i just want something new
something cool
something rational
i’m the bad guy
say that shit so casual

[mental]
bad guy i’m a terrible person
try to help me i don’t feel like it’s working
make a new song ‘cause it’s hurting
passed out i still feel like a burden
talk out loud no one heard it
look at old wounds they still feel like they’re current
what’s it like thinking you’re perfect?
i’d never relate all i’ve felt like is worthless
felt like is garbage, it’s been the hardest
they don’t relate to my words but they heart it
faking a smile but my heart’s staying guarded
like i’m joeyy i think that i’m ‘bout to go
put on a shirt sing a song ‘til i feel okay
i wish that i’d never feel that way
love songs heart breaks that’s just fate
something’s wrong i’m out of place

[blxty]
talk about being awful
i got all eyes on me like a model
left it all in the past like a fossil
i was thinking about you when i’m thoughtful
yeah i’m the bad guy and i’m awful
keep it all inside in a bottle
moving too fast, full throttle
man i guess that’s what i get for being thoughtful

awful 2 +mental

produced by jj.aholics, vvsmalibu, & miguelisaneko

[mental]
need something to calm down
i found that thing it’s in my body i can’t walk now
all of my bros been smoking on expensive compounds
need help soon, i can’t handle all these thoughts now
they said i’d fail but i’m about to prove ‘em wrong now
ugh, feeling pressure i think that i want out
i’d say i’ve seen way better but that’d be a cop out
if i felt this forever i’d probably be gone now

i’d probably be gone,
i’d probably be dead but
that’s not what you want
tell me that you hate me
put me in my place please
at least tell me maybe
everything is fading
won’t you come and save me
really could you blame me
lot of stuff i’ve done only cause they made me
tell me i’m the one, but you’re probably faking
but the day i won, ima feel amazing

[blxty]
i wanna feel better
i can’t deal with pressure 
they said that I fell off 
i'm like yeah whatever
i would speak it from the heart
but that shit was severed
i just gotta feeling imma feel like this forever

big body wraith and we drive till E
yeah we up in Soho lookin’ for some eats
i feel like Ho-Oh I’m spreading my wings
they be watching taking notes from me
they be tryna take the hope from me
i'mma talk my shit vocally
everything’s what it’s supposed to be

calm down +blxty

produced by litothedon

[blxty]
i feel awful
i think i could better can you blame me
sit in silence in my room on the daily
i think you’re the only one that can save me
so baby can you come.. come and save me
am i second guessing?? i don’t know.. maybe
so much on my mind my vision going hazy
i need to work on myself but shit i’m lazy
if you gave me your love it’d be amazing

[mental]
could you blame me?
i forgot what love is like it’s hazy
used to think that i was going crazy
shooting for the stars, i’m not good at aiming
i was really down as hell i told you i was barely functioning
told you i was scared you never told me something comforting
i don’t need these luxuries, only need your company
we both miss the summer breeze, so baby come and run with me
but if you can’t then it’s fine, i can wait
dream about the day when you and i can run away
tired of this pain, i need some escape
your words in my head, i can hear them in my brain
i can’t feel them though
i thought she let go, i was in my g-l-o
you’re who i wanna see the most
but we can keep it slow
we just chilling in the bnb i feel like bno

[blxty]
i feel awful
i think i could better can you blame me
sit in silence in my room on the daily
i think you’re the only one that can save me
so baby can you come.. come and save me
am i second guessing?? i don’t know.. maybe
so much on my mind my vision going hazy
i need to work on myself but shit i’m lazy
if you gave me your love it’d be amazing

save me +blxty

produced by mental
featuring @lazydoll

[blxty]
she tried to steal my heart so i put that shit on lockdown
i’d make her pay the price but i hate seeing her frown
i crack under pressure cus’ i’m usually in the background
and her words be falling through these cracks making me drown
she tried to steal my heart so i put that shit on lockdown
i’d make her pay the price but i hate seeing her frown
i crack under pressure cus’ i’m usually in the background
and her words be falling through these cracks making me drown

[mental]
broke my heart but i still think that you’re lovely
tell the truth, i already know it’s ugly
i can’t tell if you ever really loved me
they love to cut me, i turn into nothing
all i know is that i don’t wanna feel it
keep on talking but i don’t wanna hear it
all these thoughts inside my head, gotta clear it
heartless there’s no way you could steal it

[lazydoll]
please dont make me hurt
if you leave, i'll never be alright
when i see your eyes
全てを知れたって思っていた
i gave you all but maybe it's worthless
足りないものを僕に教えて
it's painful my words never reach you
never reach you

[blxty]
she tried to steal my heart so i put that shit on lockdown
i’d make her pay the price but i hate seeing her frown
i crack under pressure cus’ i’m usually in the background
and her words be falling through these cracks making me drown
she tried to steal my heart so i put that shit on lockdown
i’d make her pay the price but i hate seeing her frown
i crack under pressure cus’ i’m usually in the background
and her words be falling through these cracks making me drown

lovely +blxty (feat. lazydoll)

printf("Hello,World!!\n")

Painkiller SS prod hloye

Instagram - @soapia.live
Mixed - @NubieLovesMe
Prod - saeyxng
OSSWorld ✨🌐
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Soapia
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I know it's hard to trust me but you just have to try
You say I'm something but I know that I'm not
The tears start coming out I'm thinking to much
So many memories forget about us
But its so hard
I just love you
Hate this so much
I just want to 
Know what went wrong
You have poison in your heart
Like a drug I'm just stuck love
-------
Nubie
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I get stuck looking at your eyes
I'm the worst I hope you don't realize
Off of these drugs hope I don't relapse
Waiting for a text back I know you've seen that
Been off of the X like I need that
I'm off on at the next flight I need you
So what can't you see that
Sipping on this cup
And I'm slurring all my words
Can you be there when it hurts
Please don't make the pages turn
Can you tell me what it's worth
I can't tell you when it stops
Why you pulling at my heart 
And I'll tell you all my wrongs
Can you tell me all your needs
Cause you made my heart beat
Would you leave me if I bleed
Tell me how it feels
I just wish that you were here
Can you tell me if it's real
Hurry I'm all ears
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I know it's hard to trust me but you just have to try
You say I'm something but I know that I'm not
The tears start coming out I'm thinking to much
So many memories forget about us
But its so hard
I just love you
Hate this so much
I just want to 
Know what went wrong
You have poison in your heart
Like a drug I'm just stuck love...

Lost In Your Eyes. w/ Nubie [+saeyxng]

(@voidyume )
21gangから参上 okay
moneywasterみたく俺はswaggin
we dont live like you (luv prkr blu :D)
a-a-a-a
we dont we we
we dont live like you
t-t-21 夜寝れない
夜中に叫ぶぜ知らん明日
bitch共モノマネする wanna be
俺らの方が勝ってるだろXD

(@uqpptvzyyt1o )
21gang起きてるmidnight 
もう二度と過去は振り返らない
別に俺は欲しくない理解
ブルーライト浴びすぎていつまでもteareyes
I'am a lie腐 ウザイやつFuck
夢の中stabしてるあいつはdamn
My memory刻む
lie腐いつまでも歌う

(@wxstepain )
last time! fire track posted up
ok like this, im gonna blow up
i dont wanna fight すぐshutdown
do you fucking know?
Just wanna gettin cash 未来
i got hella stacks
were you sabotaging in my plans
i dont wanna sleep just geek

(@himemorycard )
おれたちはswag見る数えるyen
見えるとこじゃないおれらはもっと上
やることが多すぎて散らかってるdesk
おれにしかできないことをやりてー
乗り込むstarshipしないよpace down
後戻りならもうできないなー
Demoを聴かせる皆んなが踊り出す
We're 21 speedをあげな！

(@ihywarm )
止まる気ない24
I don’t wanna do this だろanymore
a - a- all yall bitches dickriders, get yo own swag
My songで溢れてるfolder 
俺の問題お前に関係ない話
お前みたいなやつ誰も聞かない
点灯するpluginでお前の場所奪う
お前に何言われてもi don’t give a fuck

##teareyes (ft.voidyume,lie腐,wxstepain,memorycard,warm)[prod.venthan]

Instagram - @soapia.live
Mixed - @NubieLovesMe
Prod - saeyxng
#HeartSing 💗💌
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Lyrics
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I feel like a no one
You come out of nowhere
You talk about my life
I wouldn't go there
Come into my arms
You say that you love me
I wish I was dead
I don't know why you trust me
-------
There's cuts on my arms
Blood falls, i watch the stars
You always think its your fault
You should know I know its not
-------
I feel this spark when we touch
You cant breathe lets share my lungs
I'm crying in your arms
Please just console my heart
-------
Snow falls, pure white
Just like your eyes
In my dreams tonight 
Feel complete with you by my side
-------
On the pavement, scream for your help
You put me here, I'm in your hell
Why would you do this to me
Just let me know like truly 
-------
I feel like a no one
You come out of nowhere
You talk about my life
I wouldn't go there
Come into my arms
You say that you love me
I wish I was dead
I don't know why you trust me
-------
There's cuts on my arms
Blood falls, i watch the stars
You always think its your fault
You should know I know its not

The Spark When We Touch. [+saeyxng]

Instagram - @soapia.live
Mixed - @NubieLovesMe
Prod - 263jj
#HeartSing 💗💌
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Lyrics
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Soapia
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I've got your name, written in my diary
I'm a lame, I don't know who to try to be
I'll never change, I'll sit here dying on my knees
I'll keep lying to myself, all these i don't wanna believe 
-------
Just call my name please, Im stuck here writing letters
I try the same thing and im not getting better
Protect you heart love, ill keep it on my sweater
I give everything with the hope to get her
-------
In my arms, It wont take me far
I'm just standing right here, cuts all on my arms
Cant spend another night here, please don't let me know
How you feel i just wanna be alone.
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nubie
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I was crying by myself
Id rather talk to you
But everything has been said
No matter what I do
So I won’t get upset
I promise that I’m through
I’m so mad at the world
I’ll nod off the blue
What I wrote in that letter
What it meant to me
Cause I spilled all my feelings
Got some on my jeans 
And it always gets worse
That is so annoying
So when you moved away
Girl that’s what really tore me
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Soapia
-------
I've got your name, written in my diary
I'm a lame, I don't know who to try to be
I'll never change, I'll sit here dying on my knees
I'll keep lying to myself, all these i don't wanna believe 
-------
Just call my name please, Im stuck here writing letters
I try the same thing and im not getting better
Protect you heart love, ill keep it on my sweater
I give everything with the hope to get her

Writing Letters [+263jj]

Instagram - @soapia.live
Mixed - @NubieLovesMe
Prod - onelite
#HeartSing 💗💌
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Lyrics
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Soapia
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I could never escape the way i felt
I know its been a while
I hope youre doing well
Taking my time, i have no one else
I know i said im fine
But you should know that im not
-------
We should talk, I think we should call
I realize that I don't know you at all
Wont wipe... my tears let em fall
I feel you clawing at my heart, can you stop?
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Kan
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Why u clawin at my heart 
I wish we could restart
I dunno wut to do why does love gotta be hard 
Al I want is u I wanna wrap u in my arms
Look me in my eyes and promise we won’t drift apart 
Everyday I’m high I’m so fed up with life 
I’m writing u a letter with the tears I cry 
I try, I try, I’m always thinking why 
Do I keep my life going everyday I despise 
I wanna cry
I wanna hide
I wanna die cut myself with a knife 
I know I’ve said it a thousand fuckin times 
I’m trapped inside my head and I can’t get outside 
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Soapia
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I could never escape the way i felt
I know its been a while
I hope youre doing well
Taking my time, i have no one else
I know i said im fine
But you should know that im not
-------
We should talk, I think we should call
I realize that I don't know you at all
Wont wipe... my tears let em fall
I feel you clawing at my heart, can you stop?



Cant Escape The Way I Felt [+onelite]

ムラサキカガミ
頭の中に
残ってるmyshit
ムラサキカガミ
頭の中身
どこにもないし
(fuckbitch)全部あいつのせい
自暴自棄killmyfriend
糖質everyday 迷
脳死makin music yeah

紫鏡(demo)prod.lie腐

killjae - wasted prod @mag @fillette *thx for 5k*

u4u feat crusey & akkiro prod cwta

mv: https://youtu.be/SWa7Okx0-2U?si=CiT8OrxjZYdYY53F

p. @blushxoxo

i did everything myself
na i aint need nobodys help oh na
yea i did everything myself
na i aint need nobodys help oh na
no help oh na

like baby dont u kno
dontchu kno what were supposed to be?
supposed to be?
n i been tellin myself
that i dont need no one else
cuz im there for me

난 매일 혼자 집에서
내 방애 드러가서 좋은 음악 만드러
i gotta do dis for my fam 내 가족 위해서
i been makin all dis bread 난 매일 많은 돈 벌어

huh what?
na im not okay, but, i smile anyways
yea im still in highschool im a student
im only 17 i make good music
everyone else in my grade call me stupid
but ill follow my dreams i wont lose it
this is rlly the lifestyle im choosin
ima keep goin, ain no way that im losin

i js been outta town i been movin
girl all of your signs be confusing
i been tryna get inside ya mind
but all u be doin is wasting my time
so why dont you call up my phone, hit my line
why do i do this me?
why cant anybody see?
that i did everything myself

i did everything myself
na i aint need nobodys help oh na
yea i did everything myself
na i aint need nobodys help oh na
no help oh na

like baby dont u kno
dontchu kno what were supposed to be?
supposed to be?
n i been tellin myself
that i dont need no one else
cuz im there for me

myself prod otaku

https://open.spotify.com/intl-es/album/3ImftIpdVn6Oxy92MWssLW?si=Y_3V5aWyRiSbFknSgYLX1g

prod. @brrrumm

@twoconfetti

letras: 

¿A qué hora tú me llamas?
Tu voz es lo que a mí me calma.
Es que sin ti no quiero un mañana,
no sé qué haría si me haces falta.
Dime al oído que me amas.

baby, youre so entertaining
from when youre glad to your complaining
sometimes its feel like im racing on your love
heart pacing, im facing the end of it
its starting to make sense

mixing up, couldn't be clearer
huh, candles up, yuh set the mood right
i just wanna love, yeah wanna do right
i just wanna love, yeah wanna do right
pacing, im facing the end of it
heart breaking, i cant live without you

tu voz + confetti (brruum)

prod. flocket x 49Yeezey

lyrics

can u tell me how u feel
is everything real
i cant see whats going on
i been lost up in my head
can u tell me that its alright its alright
baby yk that its not fine its not fine
x2

i cant tell whats going on between us
all this love i had for u it turned to dust
im stuck up in the past
forgot like what we had
i cant see where im at now
eyes closed vision blurry like a blackout
it hurt so deeply but im glad that its over now
(its over now, its over now its over now)

can u tell me how u feel
is everything real
i cant see whats going on
i been lost up in my head
can u tell me that its alright its alright
baby yk that its not fine its not fine
x2

(ughhhhhh)
(ughhhhhh... not fine)
(ughhhhhh)
(ughhhhhh... not fine)

how u feel

Instagram - @soapia.live
Prod - okmax
#HeartSing 💗💌
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Lyrics
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Soapia
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Why cant you see 
I'm trying like so hard
You got me on my knees
This hasn't worked out so far
And I wish I could say that's its ur fault
But i know its not and I'm so scared
Just think abt u while the rain falls
Wish that u were...But ur not here
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nubie
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On my mind when you’re not here
Said you’re scared and you swear I’m a monster >_<
I’m so cold need moncler
Just kno that, that I care <3
I’m the worst like what’s wrong with me
I get lost in ur words when u ttm 
I know ur hurt rolling down ur sleeves 
But the way that u r makes my #HeartSing
What they sayin we don’t listen
We don’t talk 2 them
What they said what I said
You look like a gem
Girl stand tall like on all ten
I just fell out like out my head
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soapia
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Why cant you see 
I'm trying like so hard
You got me on my knees
This hasn't worked out so far
And I wish I could say that's its ur fault
But i know its not and I'm so scared
Just think abt u while the rain falls
Wish that u were...But ur not here

This Hasn't Worked Out So Far. [+okmax & yuko]

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