19 and feeling blue, and i don't know whats gotten into you
so sick of all the bullshit and lies
so sick of all the fake love
so cry
i won't be there for you, even if you want me to
can't face the complications
i don't want negotiation
so

don't hold my hand when it gets rough
you know i'll just call your bluff
i know you'll just call it love
when hurt is all that is does

so hard to forget about you
why won't our plans go through
i know you wanted me
i know i wanted you

so hard to forget about you
why won't our plans go through
i know you wanted me
i know i wanted you

i'll light up a cigarette for us
is that your idea of love?
i just wish you'd pull me closer
cos' i'm only getting older
and it hurts to say you're fake
but i can't say it any other way
hope my memories fade
don't wanna see you today

don't hold my hand when it gets rough
you know i'll just call your bluff
i know you'll just call it love
when hurt is all that is does

bluff

sun goes down

intro (sxth sns)

this shit took so long to make lol

lyrics:
the only thing i want rn is to feel alive
if i say im by myself don't think that's a lie
i sit in my room for days, hours at a time
and i know a lot of it is my fault

cuz i can't just say what i wanna say
i don't have the confidence
i feel like i should be dead
cuz at the end no one will care
i don't even show my face
im afraid of all i say
my existance is a mistake

i don't even have the words to say what i wanna say
i don't have the confidence
i feel like i should be dead
cuz at the end no one will care
i don't even show my face
im afraid of all i say
my existance is a mistake

every single day i feel the same..

i wish i could allow myself to be a little open
acting like i don't care
do it all over again
i don't care how long it takes
but i know i can't go back now
all tho i always feel the same
no one cares about me and i wonder why tf im still here
feel as light as the breeze
fell right back to my knees
i wish i could talk to someone

stay awake 'till 3am
talking to myself again
thinking 'bout places i've been
thinking why i should just quit
does it always feel the same?
take it, let it fall again
im still wasting time the same
wish i could just float away

drag my feet across the floor
don't try just keep moving on
everyone here thinks u r wrong
open wounds, just let it rot
i know im not good enough
im just trying to give it all

cuz i can't just say what i wanna say
i don't have the confidence
i feel like i should be dead
cuz at the end no one will care
i don't even show my face
im afraid of all i say
my existance is a mistake

i don't even have the words to say what i wanna say
i don't have the confidence
i feel like i should be dead
cuz at the end no one will care
i don't even show my face
im afraid of all i say
my existance is a mistake

every single day i feel the same...

detached

I didn’t mix this at all


I'm gon' leave in the morning
Ain't on top of my mourning
Get out, get out
Get out of my headpsace
Been running a death race
I choke on your necklace
Stuck in delusion that coulda saved my life
Feel so lucid, think i been losing time
Minutes to hours, thinking it's so sublime
Can't stop moving or my self unwinds

I'm done and I'm dusted, I can't see the sun
Coz leaving so ugly left me with no-one
I like the way you talk about me
Call out when I see you
Call out when I see you

Call out when I see you wanna get back
Call out when I see you wanna get back now
Coz I wanna see you, when I get back
Call out when I see you
Call out when I see you
Call out when I see you wanna get back
Call out when I see you wanna get back now
Coz I wanna see you, what a let down
Call out when I see you
Call out when I see you

Call out when I see you, call out when I see you
Call out when I see you, call out when I see you
Call out when I see you, call out when I see you
Call out when I see you, call out when I see you

Stay off my phone, can't let you know
How I feel without you
Cannot atone, stay in the zone
Think you need to break me down and fix me up
Make my day and give me up
I'd rather die than be another runner-up, yeah
Girl its been forever since I seen you like woah
Get your shit together, we ain't ever going home
I been waiting, but I never check my phone
Go get your bellboy, I'll never be your bellboy again

Call out when I see you, call out when I see you
Call out when I see you, call out when I see you
Call out when I see you, call out when I see you
Call out when I see you, call out when I see you

Call out when I see you wanna get back
Call out when I see you wanna get back now
Coz I wanna see you, what a let down
Call out when I see you
Call out when I see you

My best years over my shoulder
I'm scared I won't get much older
I'm not coming back
I can't seem to treat myself better
I'm scared I'm not getting better
I'm not
You're not coming back

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@tainiykick

lyrics -
look at my face
know that it could be erased
at any time
im running out of time
but u

u keep on asking me shit
n just assume that i care
i dont fit into ur script
u might just b unaware
u just keep talking, waste your breath on me, a little unfair
and if i get in my head again im cutting my hair
and u can protest
peoples words are grotesque
start another project
then quit it at my lowest
n pull 180
plz stop pressing, cuz i promise ur words aint gon save me
am i gonna c another day, its always 'maybe'

and u bitches keep on talking and it gets to me an awful lot
i feel it creeping up on me then run away like ocelot
n i been drinking water i might blast em like im oshawott
been sleeping with cadavers, i feel dead cause all u do is talk
yeah i could be erased at any time
not like anyone would care unless its costing them a dime
i been walking with myself so long, n now i cant decide
i cant let a person in, it hurts to much to say goodbye

eraser (tainiykick)

cover of "post malone - hollywood dreams" & "fleetwood mac - dreams"

hollywood dreams [ cover ]

@kinsleygrey
@100signs

whats the fucking problem
i already forgot it
you seem so distracted
you're running out of options

running out of options
running out of options
can we change the topic?
lately uve been toxic

i dont wanna talk shit
i dont want your problems
i dont want this bullshit
i didnt want this outcome

now ur walking back into my life
acting like we didnt fight
i wanted to relax
i dont wanna screw it up 
i just wanna
i just wanna do it right
i just wanna
i just wanna do it right

do it right
do it right
do it right

i need saving
i miss your safety
i just want peace
i thought u werent an enemy
u stabbed me in the back when i couldnt see
look what u did to me 
so pissed i just wanna scream

get out get out get out get out get out
get out get out GET OUT GET OUT GET OUT
i dont want you here anymore
i dont want you here anymore

whats the fucking problem
i already forgot it
you seem so distracted
you're running out of options

running out of options
running out of options
can we change the topic?
lately youve been toxic

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you tryna die i’ll crash 
you tryna drive i’ll crash out
you tryna die i’ll crash 
you tryna drive i’ll crash out

no one alive i’d date
no feelings in my fingers or my face now 
if she high then ill fuck her off an 8th
she want my tongue gotta pill i wanna chase 
down
i told her hang on 
take one while you wait 
hang on 
i think i need to lay down 
i told her hang on 
take one while you wait 
hang on 
i think i need to lay down 

no problem
it soften then i swallow 
i feel awesome 
exausted and hollow 
slow toxins body on apollo 
and just watch i’ma sleep until tomorrow 

cupid 
arrow to my heart no crossbow 
putrid 
smoke into my heart blow crossbones 


you tryna die i’ll crash 
you tryna drive i’ll crash out
you tryna die i’ll crash 
you tryna drive i’ll crash out

no one alive i’d date 
no feeling in my fingers or my face now 
if she high then ill fuck her off an 8th 
she want my tongue gotta pill i wanna chase 
down
i told her hang on 
take one while you wait 
hang on 
i think i need to lay down 
i told her hang on 
take one while you wait 
hang on 
i think i need to lay down

allnewhorse +26

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