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nothing i can do

caving in (hurt for something)

7pm Prod. Eric Godlow

been trying to not rhyme lately lmk what u think!

madness art by Raid_E

2017

Cursedstorm X ilymidnite X Cheyenne died X Vails - Different (Official Audio)
instrumental by Cursedstorm
vocals by ilymidnite, Cheyenne died, Vails

Cursedstorm Socials - 

https://www.instagram.com/cursedstorm_?igsh=MTQ0bnJ0NGk0dzY3dw==

Check out CURSEDSTORM on #SoundCloud
https://on.soundcloud.com/iJZxi

https://open.spotify.com/artist/6Qmr9LPkvhpsSEWSKD8Zqb?si=rKFRlog-SlKW2kj3D2UCJw

ilymidnite Socials -

Check out ilymidnite on #SoundCloud
https://on.soundcloud.com/HDsYN

https://www.instagram.com/ilymidnite?igsh=MWVyc2tnOXR5eWo1dA==

Cheyenne died Socials - 

Check out Cheyenne Died on #SoundCloud
https://on.soundcloud.com/V8Eiy

https://open.spotify.com/artist/3Yk1ZGwd8gUBTDgMEOs23S?si=kXRYTbz6SUSosRoiJTVl7A

https://www.instagram.com/cheyennedied?igsh=MWQ0ZHowODZhMHlicQ==

Vails socials - 

https://www.instagram.com/vailsofficial?igsh=eGM1MXQ4ZXJlb3k3

Check out Vails on #SoundCloud
https://on.soundcloud.com/1wab4

https://open.spotify.com/artist/5ECZfLNTWUWgoctAyu5NrT?si=u5Hnzfc_SXKwVemZnzDbeQ


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Cursedstorm - Different Ft ilymidnite, Cheyenne died, Vails

FIRST SONG OF MY FIRST ALBUM, I CAN'T WAIT AHHHH
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it's my birthday :>>
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(lyrics)
baby please don't bother me
I've been trynna rest in peace
knocked me down with pedigree's 
treat me like your enemy
fuck me up and lie to me
I don't want you
I just need sobriety
from the scent of your perfume
take me home 
don't let me go
to please don't
show up at my door
I've been trynna live a life
that's not so dependent
why am I missing
somebody who doesn't love me

why am I so dependent
I try to find some independence
I testify to my own image
my sights a lie
I'm very different

I like the silence of the night
but in due time comes horrid frights
not of what lies beyond no light
but of love that I might find

how hard is it for you to be honest
loves not a job but there's gonna be problems
It's gonna take time for both of us to blossom
but you didn't give a fuck
you went and loved another

other
it happened again
don't worry they're just a friend
but we used to be just friends
we both know how this will end

with both of you in your bed
with me back on my fucking meds
messages are left unread
words are left unsaid

baby please don't bother me
I've been trynna rest in peace
knocked me down with pedigree's 
treat me like your enemy
fuck me up and lie to me
I don't want you
I just need sobriety
from the scent of your perfume
take me home 
don't let me go
to please don't
show up at my door
I've been trynna live a life
that's not so dependent
why am I missing
somebody who doesn't love me

SOBRIETY (branwen)

Silently all night
Write notes app paragraphs
To get the words right I gotta make a draft
And I get afraid of accidentally pressing send
I would rather do it here and copy paste it in
I don't care at all if they hate
I don't care, it all feels the same
I act like I'm strong when I'm not
I keep on pretending I'm okay
And I'm miles away
Running from the thought
I just don't have much that I can say
And I don't wanna try anymore
It's just such a long ways away

Tie me like an anchor to the floor
Or you can drag me all around like a bad dog owner
I don't wanna live like this no more
I'm just standing too high at the store
Yeah
I stay still and as I walk the ground moves under mе
This package hit my lungs like UPS trucks as I cross the street
And baby I'm your doll
I swеar that I'm just your dummy
Swear the way you love me, hurts so much it's funny
Tapped and always dumb and I'm so beautifully ugly
Throw me on my back, make me feel my body numbing
495 ways to tell me that I'm in over my head
I'm in over my head
How could I do something else with myself
If it's all decided and its not in my hands?
I don't know, I just wish I'd calm down
And be someone else that doesn't like just always fucking hiding
Got nowhere to go
I'm just camping out by myself
Some place I can find that
Lets me feel like I'm there 

Im a wasteaway
Watch me waste away next to you
Just a waist away

I don't care at all if they hate
I don't care, it all feels the same
I act like I'm strong when I'm not
I keep on pretending I'm okay
And I'm miles away
Running from the thought
I just don't have much that I can say
And I don't wanna try anymore
It's just such a long ways away

we made a heart farm o* + notes app drafts  .o*

guitar and drums done by noah walker @mr_innervue

Stranger.demo (2021 version)

made some rap shit today lol 

beats in order: 
DJ Vinroc 
PDP
DJ Vinroc

5/22/24 raps

my head has clouds in it

let me set the scene
its 2am this thick black veil is over everything 
theres nothing here except the wind and faint sounds of the creek
this light glows when i spark it 
i spend life fighting this darkness
i might come back i little scratched but life is never easy 
i found this me then watched myself split into seperate things
scattered all around the fields to go collect again
im almost all together now except some little cracks 
aint shit change im still out back 
ashing joints on back door steps
got some love but will it last 
i can only really guess 
my landlord is garbage 
fuck this house u can ash on the carpet
my brain skips and short circuts 
this life is one big circus  

by the highway we watch shadows pass
and the light bends round your silloette
imma smoke till i cant breath any air
sometimes i dont wanna be anywhere
but i wont leave just please do not turn off the show
this is my favorite episode
lets just close these curtains slow 
   
i just get so scared that youll go 
i cant help its how i cope 
i got habits i cant fix    
i just cant help but self destroy 
i had friends i could have helped  
so i let new ones in my life 
take advantage of me now
and it all looks so clear now
seeing it from this vantage point 

ill be out soon 
im in deep but im making big strides 
i took more than 2
like whats gonna happen this time 
by the highway we watch shadows pass
and the light bends round your silloette
imma smoke till i cant breath any air
sometimes i dont wanna be anywhere
but i wont leave just please do not turn off the show
this is my favorite episode
lets just close all these curtains slow 
stuck in a never ending game
im lost in the bits and code 
someones in my computer screen
and she calls to me i know

rip myself into a million different little pieces (prod. danbarry)

late when its dead in this town im sleepwalking around
through the buildings and dead silent streets 
went to the lake and i walked in the water 
ill come out the other side eventually 
i dont think nothing means nothing to me 
i can find love in every little thing 
i see it when i see you next to me and
i see it in all types of people i meet 
like no
please dont go 
please dont stop this good feeling 
sometimes i cant do whats best 
and i just let people hurt me 
keep expecting things to change
when i keep doing the same things
sometimes i wanna just give up
but for reason i repeat  
 
oo nothing is worth nothing 
and just so you know forever 
ill be there if you want it 
youre just too good for me i dont feel like i deserve it 
but i just wanna be so good to you though regardless 

and the light passes your face
and the love glows on you 
oo nothings everlasting
but the time we shared was magic 
but the time we shard
but the time slipped past us 
its never long enough 
and i cant keep up
when u kiss me i freeze up 
you put me in a dreamstate 
you make me feel so cringey 
i do the stupidest things 
i just want someone to stay 

please dont go away :(

free download

going fast . (prod. kanebailey)

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just happy to be here

2017

Softheart

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