feat. https://soundcloud.com/unknxwn7
prod. https://soundcloud.com/user-597676997

Lyrics:

I've been waiting for the day when I fall apart
I've been steady grinding in room no I don't care
working in the silence, I can't help but feel the stare
looking right upon me
smoking palm trees in the air
I don't know where to go, where you at babe?
I can't get their quick I'm stuck up in the traffic
up a couple days making tracks now
turn up the attack think I'm gonna snap wow
thats shit hit, jump in crowds getting lit
like down another bottle of the gold bacardi quick
pop out to your party but I'm sad asf
I can't find no fucking end I never get enough
~
I cannot fight that
feeling so I sit and zone by myself again
In love with creation
Taking my mind to a different location
Fill up the spots in my chest that lay vacant
It's like a drug cannot refuse to take it
Exhale all the vapor I've been holding in ...
Use it as my Medicine ...
Frequency Irrelevant
Vision going black, back to the past now
Got all of our pictures on the wall
Slowly watch us fall
this winter the end of it all
~
Unknxwn
I've been waiting everyday but you don't call
I don't think I can be saved from the snowfall
I don't feel no love inside of my heart no more
If this only the start than I dont' want to know more
All I really wanna know it where you at babe?
Got my heart trapped stuck inside a damn cage
I don't like that baby don't you damn play
This getting old, Don't hit me up anymore
bullshit again I can't take this
Fucking with me and I hate it
Can't give a fuck no not no more
In the cold I've been stuck I done got so cold
Lost all my trust I can't cope no more
Mind filled with love that I can't show
Anyone what I feel inside
Anyone get what that feel like?
I can't let no one get inside
Of what I like to call my mind
I've been waiting for the day when I fall apart
I've been steady grinding in room no I don't care
working in the silence, I can't help but feel the stare
looking right upon me
smoking palm trees in the air
I don't know where to go, where you at babe?
I can't get their quick I'm stuck up in the traffic
up a couple days making tracks now
turn up the attack think I'm gonna snap wow
thats shit hit, jump in crowds getting lit
like down another bottle of the gold bacardi quick
pop out to your party but I'm sad asf
I can't find no fucking end I never get enough

where you at babe? w/ unknxwn [prod capsctrl]

I found myself by the water's edge 
Watching the waves roll away from the shore 
Something stirring deep inside of me
Like I've already been here before

The sun is setting on my restless mind
Leaving all the world behind

I'm drifting now, carried by the breeze
Finding peace in the space between
All the noise and all the greed
Finally learning how to breathe

I'm drifting now, carried by the breeze
Finding peace in the space between
All the noise and all the greed
Finally learning how to breathe

Used to hold on tight to everything
Every worry, every plan
But the current knows where it wants to go
Better than I understand

The sun is setting on my restless mind
Leaving all the world behind

I'm drifting now, carried by the breeze
Finding peace in the space between
All the noise and all the greed
Finally learning how to breathe

I'm drifting now, carried by the breeze
Finding peace in the space between
All the noise and all the greed
Finally learning how to breathe

No destination calling out my name
Just the wind and water, playing their old game 
I close my eyes and let the moment be 
This is what it feels like to be free  

Tomorrow I might find my way back home 
Or maybe I'll just stay right here 
Where the only sounds are waves on stone 
And everything becomes so clear

The sun is setting on my restless mind
Leaving all the world behind

I'm drifting now, carried by the breeze
Finding peace in the space between
All the noise and all the greed
Finally learning how to breathe

I'm drifting now, carried by the breeze
Finding peace in the space between
All the noise and all the greed
Finally learning how to breathe

Cougar - Learning How To Breathe

@deadtreesnolongerbreathe
@yungcold
@guccihighwaters
@notmorgn

it was for the best

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it was for the best w/ guccihighwaters (Prod. DeadForest & YungCold)

blessed are the forgetful

produced by @notmorgn
with @cpt_sad and @guccihighwaters

spotify

in the wind (w/ yesterday and guccihighwaters)

all i see is trouble
i dont see the love 
yeah i dont need to know
yeah i dont need the truth
i just stay alone between these four corners
i just stay alone making beats in my room
and i cant get back those days spent 
dazed and chasing around with you
and i cant no i wont pretend
every single day i would waist it again
i would waist it again

sometimes i wanna die
but i dont like to think about that
cause of fear for it
and sometimes i cant recognize 
the face thats looking back
in the mirror x3

wanna end the pain so bad 
but im scared and i dont wanna let all these people down
every time i come around smell the weed in the air 
yeah my lungs are full of loud
yeah
i just wanna know
baby i just wanna know
no wait i dont wanna know a thing

repeat

all i see is trouble

guitar by noah walker

art done by @marksonwalls on instagram!!

Love You If You Listen

my attempt at self-defense

featuring my friend @guccihighwaters

blackheartemoji
an album from @prodbybrody and thebreathingbackwards

blackheartemoji

fucking up (ft. guccihighwaters)

lyrics:

i'm a long way from home
and i bleed out my soul
i'm a long way from home
catch me sip that patrón
got a knife in my chest
and a rope round my neck
right hand on the tec
imma blow above the neck yeah

i'm a long way from home
and i bleed out my soul
i'm a long way from home
catch me sip that patrón
got a knife in my chest
and a rope round my neck
right hand on the tec
imma blow above the neck yeah

and boy i can feel that the angels is coming
got homies with tec's and they blow like a trumpet
sip purp every day it go straight to my stomach
the white on the table, don't sniff it, just cut it
and we get so high that we seeing some planets now
i did some things that i wish never happened yeah
wish that i could, but can't take back the damage
i'm, i'm dying from the inside

i'm a long way from home
and i bleed out my soul
i'm a long way from home
catch me sip that patrón
got a knife in my chest
and a rope round my neck
right hand on the tec
imma blow above the neck yeah

i'm a long way from home
and i bleed out my soul
i'm a long way from home
catch me sip that patrón
got a knife in my chest
and a rope round my neck
right hand on the tec
imma blow above the neck yeah

bloodheart

[+] stop talking words are useless.
* featuring @trechorboy + @sushisai * prod by @boyfifty *

IG: www.instagram.com/seejayxo
TW: www.twitter.com/seejayxo
DISCORD: discord.gg/VRcvcdf
LYRICS:

[verse 1: seejayxo]
you could take my love and you could throw it out
got me looking at the stars when you not around
thats why i be jaded, fuck what u be sayin
i ain't even playin when i say that i'm make it
i don't feel anymore, eyes hella sore
i got the bag and it's Christian Dior
i'm callin for you, i'm callin for you

[verse: 2 trechor boy]
gas inhalation took me on vacation 
 i never get love i hate the sensation 
a life worth lived makes no sense 
cuz  we all die in da fuckin end like

lemme paraphrase Thoreau, he said
“rather love, money, faith, show me da road”
and i uh, i guess i understand that now
dont vibe with the lies they be tellin u now

[verse 3: suisai]
stop talking words are useless
can never hold up
What did you expect it 
to be different 
Shouldlt even have to convince
but they all look from outside
Walls could cave in at
Any givin moment
it looks like its the time to
Stop wishin for it to get better
And wash that pain away
Pitter patter of rain on the rooftop
i could lay in this bed all day
  And think And listen and look 4
For a sign pls remind me again
what really matters at the end of all this

[chorus: seejayxo + trechor boy]
like i want it all too
fuck it i'll fall through
i thought i loved you
i thought i loved you
like i want it all too
fuck it you'll fall through
i thought you loved me
i thought you loved me

useless

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useless (feat. trechor boy + suisai)

@guccihighwaters

lyrics: https://genius.com/Softheart-and-guccihighwaters-blue-lyrics
produced by notmorgn

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Blue (feat. guccihighwaters)

license plate (early2019)

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