new place, same scenery (prod. sorrow bringer)

Walking With Fire

wash my eyes and scrub my dirty skin and decontaminate
hyperventilate, my words ventilate 
this texas sun will char your skin until it wears away 
push the hand away  
push the hand away 

to those going through it right now i know it hurts
dont let that distract you from the fact that you have worth 
fairytales are darker when you peek behind the curtain 
the world out here will hurt you just be careful with your words 

we were never welcome in this world its arms were closed 
 we were never welcome in this world so whats the use
trapped in flesh and bone only leave home in mask and cloak  
and anyone ive told the story has apologized for you 

break me down to my last molecule and make me new
i never had that much connection with this stranger in my room
drag this empty bag of flesh and blood into its tomb 
feed me to the maggots till my carcass is consumed 

wash my eyes and scrub my dirty skin and decontaminate
hyperventilate, my words ventilate 
this texas sun will char your skin until it wears away 
push the hand away  
push the hand away 
(repeat)

decontaminate

Stay Away

Produced by Branwen
featuring sewerperson
lyrics:
feeling myself expand my mind
I dont wanna talk mind filled with knifes
I dont wanna talk just to hurt u now 
I could never forgive myself if I hurt u
whatcha tell me yea u hate me so 
I dont really care I sold my soul
u could go ahead and bury me

feeling myself expand my mind
I dont wanna talk mind filled with knifes
I dont wanna talk just to hurt u now 
I could never forgive myself 
whatcha tell me yea u hate me so
whatcha telling me isn't making sense
whatcha telling me doesn't hurt me yea
whatcha telling me doesn't help me grow

could u help me yea I lost my way 
could u help me out yea im bleeding out 
im not giving into the pressure
u dont want me now in a second you'll haunt me
cross on my chest ur not gettin near me 
when im in a rage I just hope u dont fear me
she just wanna fight I dont wanna fight

Feeling myself I dont need ur pride
Overworking myself on a Thursday night
Sick of myself and my hopeful mind
Take a look at dry mouth and my blood shot eyes
Soggy old pelts
In the rain we survive
Oh im Cooking myself 
So u could Eat me alive
With the sos out
There’ll be no help now
Blood lines the camp ground
Of where we will die
Farwell 
She will never ever leave home now
Every time a tragedy comes around
She cant move or anything and shuts down
Brain cells
Wrapped around the fingers of the devil
When we heard the cry we should’ve come home
Now we lay in dirt graves all alone
We are all alone
Eating myself from inside my head
I been thinking just how I could tell my friends
No one cared then for the things I said
All it took in the end was the guilt of a death

feeling myself expand my mind
I dont wanna talk mind filled with knifes
I dont wanna talk just to hurt u now 
I could never forgive myself 
whatcha tell me yea u hate me so
whatcha telling me isn't making sense
whatcha telling me doesn't hurt me yea
whatcha telling me doesn't help me grow

could u help me yea I lost my way 
could u help me out yea im bleeding out 
im not giving into the pressure
u dont want me now in a second you'll haunt me
cross on my chest ur not gettin near me 
when im in a rage I just hope u dont fear me
she just wanna fight I dont wanna fight

feelin' myself (she dont) feat sewerperson [prod.branwen]

love drunk (prod. splashgvng and yeezo)

All of these projects were just laying on my drive, decided to post them, since other projects I'm working on right now are pretty far away from posting. Most of these things feel cringe to me, but maybe something will give you some enjoyment, idk.

Text me if u want to use some beat.

Forgotten (The Light) {DEMO}

I've had to learn many lessons the hard way. I think this was the hardest one so far!! It's a cruel world we live in, don't take relationships for granted!!! They are a lot harder to find than you might realize!!! 

Never Forget

lyrics:

running back coming back
i think im an insomniac
3 oclock would u look at that
blowing blunts wit the window cracked
watchu want i got plenty racks
fendi belt n a louis bag
gucci belt but the trueys sag
and i came back still would u look at that

i just gotta another message on my cellphone
she up inside the condo with a new extension
baby watchu need u had never mentioned
i could feel the heat i feel the tension
chains on the sheets i forgot to mention
bugs all on my tea its a gucci unreleased
yo this shit is grease im a lethal weapon

i could never think is doing shit like right now
i just crush a cup and now i think its lights out
i know that u bad but u dont gotta wear a frown
baby owls on my hoodie that u taken from my house
and i was on my own on rocket lines im going south
why u play it safe and then just pass out on the couch
i could get u comfy big body going out
then i whip the foreign just to drop u at ur house

running back coming back
i think im an insomniac
3 oclock would u look at that
blowing blunts wit the window cracked
watchu want i got plenty racks
fendi belt n a louis bag
gucci belt but the trueys sag
and i came back still would u look at that

she fuck with the team like an imposter
see and i just got the top n then i dodge her
she just want a reason come back over
but i made sure she dont forget her charger here
i just place the uber and its almost here
i cant love a soul and i cant shed no tears
i say yo pierre with how she cum in here
but i cant wife her running thru the roster

i could never think is doing shit like right now
i just crush a cup and now i think its lights out
i know that u bad but u dont gotta wear a frown
baby owls on my hoodie that u taken from my house
and i was on my own on rocket lines im going south
why u play it safe and then just pass out on the couch
i could get u comfy big body going out
then i whip the foreign just to drop u at ur house

running back coming back
i think im an insomniac
3 oclock would u look at that
blowing blunts wit the window cracked
watchu want i got plenty racks
fendi belt n a louis bag
gucci belt but the trueys sag
and i came back still would u look at that

insomniac (jabarionthebeat x vitals)

lyrics:

flooded roads and unfamiliar passageways
even in this water you still look the same
why would i keep on going if i hate this place
fallin thru the ocean i can taste the waves
20 years this flood had took u from this plain
girl u grew crustacean on ur fuckin brain
chairs inside this kitchen mold and rot away
deep inside this swamp feel like the safest place

i leave a note beside the bed and then i run away
you know i love you so i hope u understand my pain
i got lily pads thats sprouting out my fucking face
lemme me kiss ur purple lips cause i forget the taste
i remember all the nights u spent on top my waist
i could feel u fuck me back n now u pick the pace
i could feel these broken vines get caught around my legs 
deep inside this swamp feel like the safest place

shaking shit im so panicked
static
bouncing off of my tv screen
im back at hers but its just a dream
i smoke 2 blunts and sip royal green
bite the wrap and spit out the seeds
white owls and two bags of weed
i might weight it out and then let it breath
this scale not for no calories i gotta
air it out spraying ocean breeze
third eye parallel with teeth
pull it out and i let it bleed
i hold my hair back and i can see
im shooting out fucking laser beams
out the top my head like im a fucking beast
gotta wipe clear all these casualties
and i blast open this whole street
tripping over my own feet
ear full of the slow beeps
im living proof that theres something there when that cellar door
making slow creeks
getting caught in these deep sleeps
then im waking up in these singed sheets
nowadays even im surprised
about every time that my heart beats

flooded roads and unfamiliar passageways
even in this water you still look the same
why would i keep on going if i hate this place
fallin thru the ocean i can taste the waves

i leave a note beside the bed and then i run away
you know i love you so i hope u understand my pain
i got lily pads thats sprouting out my fucking face
lemme me kiss ur purple lips cause i forget the taste
i remember all the nights u spent on top my waist
i could feel u fuck me back n now u pick the pace
i could feel these broken vines get caught around my legs 
deep inside this swamp feel like the safest place

swamp (nevrfall)

Are You Alright (live from home)

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just happy to be here

Are You Alright (live from home)

Softheart