ever since the plane lifted its wings i kept this one song on repeat
smoking funny papers
laughing rolling out of my seat
i took a minute was out of reach 
now im as close as i can get without stepping in the same feet
i was slept but i cut my sheets into pieces and sewed this fleece
im sleek bud i tell no statements no affidavit or pleas
i was slumped out with buckles knees
i was strung on a puppets string
now i dont even wanna sing
i dont even wanna sing
looked out the window to below and i imagined falling down
and if thered be any way to save myself
i pictured in that last moment as im falling my way through the clouds
maybe id find time to do a front flip or spin around
and the years are going by they feel like minutes now
and the second i felt the high i was like im living now
the lemon sour i make faces and i spit it out
ill spend it now cause i only know im here for now
hear the sounds piercing howl oh how its fierce and loud 
hold the wheel i think im gonna let somebody else steer for now
at deaths doors but i dont fear it now
i dont even know what the fuck im feeling now
hold your tears im with the spirits now
i used to never drink and now im right up at the bottom of these spirits now
they didnt fuck with me im weird as hell 
and im smoking stank thatll get you so high you can hear the smell
open up the curtains and im peering out 
at the function i barely make an appearance now
i know its bad but it feel good so its pure as hell
bruh ill give you 50 dollars for that purel 
im outside fuckin flexing to the squirrels
and imma burn this fuckin fire till the world melts
(let it all burn down) 
berrrch

plane ride high on the redeye

production by harvest

it's hard to show face when
everyday i feel like drowning i
can't stop the ringing in my ears
inner demons saying hi

my thoughts they come after my brain
bi-weekly feel struck down with pain
every movement feels so wrong, insane
it's inside my body i feel strained

i, i, i, i
don't know a thing about
my, my, my, my, mind
don't know a thing about

it's hard to show face when
everyday i feel like drowning i
can't stop the ringing in my ears
inner demons saying hi

my thoughts they come after my brain
bi-weekly feel struck down with pain
every movement feels so wrong, insane
it's inside my body i feel strained

i, i, i, i
don't know a thing about
my, my, my, my, mind
don't know a thing about
i, i, i, i
don't know a thing about
my, my, my, my, mind
don't know a thing about my mind

spotify

i don't know a thing about my mind

All Day and night,

You bring a reservation
Believe she just a decoration

I pay u mind,

Expect the Lord to save us

Forgive my motivations
Good things take time

Brooklynn:

handed me the loaded gun 
whatd you think i’d do with it
left it all in the chamber 
now it’s going to my head 
and i know it makes you happy
if i stayed to just play dead
But you drain me of my lifeforce and i just want to lay to rest



You didn’t pull the trigger you know
None should have to face this life all alone
I swear to you girl there’s a reason
Must be a thing you still believe
Come to me then flee the demons

Brooklynn:

i can sense your taste and liking 
to go where the dark resides 
and i can’t say that i blame you
i’ve been there my whole life



Yea i built a wall
That We lie inside
In the bed with lions
The lord provides
Both her eyes were giant
The diamond kind
We were so involved,
How it felt inside

Brooklyn:

handed me the loaded gun 
whatd you think i’d do with it
left it all in the chamber 
now it’s going to my head 
and i know it makes you happy
if i stayed to just play dead

Brooklyn:
But you drain me of my lifeforce and i just want to lay to rest



You didn’t pull the trigger you know
None should have to face this life alone
I swear to you girl there’s a reason
Must be a thing you still believe
Come to me then flee the demons

Verse 3:



never planned i’d be addicted to the suffering
whatd i expect when i built this whole fucking palace on the sand
still i could take you to the highest stories 
just trust and take my hand 



I wish to cure u from your sickness
They never feared the things been written



You didn’t pull the trigger you know
None should have to face this life alone
I swear to you girl there’s a reason
Must be a thing you still believe
Come to me then flee the demons

Gun v2 ft. BrB (Prod. downcast)

girl chasing butterfly

Life Crystal

Where Do I Even Start

Softheart - smudge (prod. ciscokid)

Disappearing Act

additional instrumentation by Cisco
@waitingoncisco

Space Princess (with waitingoncisco)

Beautiful Innocence

I Will Never Feel Like I Did In 2016

some guitar n stems by cisco
@waitingoncisco

Cynic Little Cycles (with waitingoncisco)

nothing much
nothing much
nothing much
nothing much
nothing much
nothing much
nothing much
nothing much
nothing much
nothing much
nothing much
nothing much
nothing much
nothing much
nothing much
nothing much
nothing much
nothing much
nothing much
nothing much
nothing much
nothing much
nothing much
just happy to be here

Beautiful Innocence

Softheart

Recent comments

dmsw

ALWAYSFOREVER

???

jabstr

Related tracks