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hh12

h8 today [shinjin]

prod @lllovbug
[chorus]
im nauseas im sick i feel awful
i hope i dont have to wake up tomorrow
when i look in a mirror i feel awful
cuz i despise myself i need a bottle. nowww x2

how long has it been dis way
gave my energy away
thought our wavelength was the same
i dont want this shit to fade
bbygirl u kno im tryin, im tryin to b okay
when im wit u i b flyin i think bout u everyday

when i wake up i feel sick
idrk how 2 fix this
fell in love with you on our first kiss
need 2 fix myself need 2 fix this

how long has it been dis way
gave my energy away
thought our wavelength was the same
i dont want this shit to fade
bbygirl u kno im tryin, im tryin to b okay
when im wit u i b flyin i think bout u everyday

[chorus] x2

[breakdown] outro!!
im sad!

feel awfful [lovbug]

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160BPM
D Major

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[FREE] Powfu ft. XXXTENTACION Type Beat 'Memories' Instrumental

KVVV3 - SOUL w/ SWAY55

im in my bag of excuses for bad decisions i made  
bad actions stemming from trauma that doesnt justificate  
i look around and see all of this destruction and decay 
but i think the only difference is i didnt see what was right in my face 
at some point you have to face it
used to think fixing my problems was caving
i used to think that my problems were what made me special and that shit is dangerous
and i used to think that if i got better my art would suffer as a trade and
it got to the point where i thought that my mental well being aint even worth saving 
but honestly i was mistaken 
what the fuck was i on 
how could i be so wrong 
i was down for so long
i dug myself too far 
what the fuck was i on 
how could i be so wrong 
i made myself the problem 

i was a victim of temptation and my own temperament
i get too passionate i come off batshit and 
im just a magnet for tragic infatuation 
almost had it but i couldnt capture it 
dont wanna trap it  
dont know whats happenin
but when youre laughing
its great distraction 
i think we might just be moving to fast and 
keep your hands in at all times and belts fastened 
i dont know 
what the fuck i was on 
how could i be so wrong 
i was down for so long
i dug myself too far 
what the fuck was i on 
how could i be so wrong 
i made myself the problem 
and honestly i dont know
what the fuck i was on
how could i be so wrong 
i was down for so long
i dug myself too far 
what the fuck was i on 
how could i be so wrong 
i made myself the problem

my big bag of excuses for this hole I dug myself into

lyrics: https://genius.com/Softheart-the-next-morning-lyrics

free download

the next morning

lyrics: https://genius.com/Softheart-the-first-time-i-met-a-ghost-lyrics

guitar done by @noahwalker

the first time i met a ghost

lyrics: https://genius.com/Softheart-growth-spurts-lyrics

Growth Spurts

lyrics:
https://genius.com/Softheart-still-dont-know-what-im-running-from-lyrics

this song is from around 2017 and it's one of the first songs i made under softheart, i deleted it a long ass time ago and thought it was gone forever but someone happened to upload it to youtube and a fan sent me the link asking about the song so i decided to redo it.

still don't know what i'm running from

lyrics: https://genius.com/Softheart-insecure-lyrics

guitar by noah walker!

Insecure

prod @15elias

falling down
i cant stand
i need u
more than air 
break my heart 
dont u dare
do u care?
are u there?

break my heart ik u wanna
like fuck dis shit ion fuck wit drama
make more scars n cause more trauma
my love 4 u burnin hot like lava

i jus need sum better days
baby can u pls just stay
cna u pls just stay awake
i have shit i need 2 say

lil eddy!!-
baby do not let me go (ohhhh) i would never let you go/ it'll take some time/ gotta press rewind/with your hands in mind/staring at those green eyes/and i would never let you go/ i was happy when i brought you home/i remember when you pulled me close/you told me you hate sleeping alone/and you're the reason i changed/ i know you hate it this way/you're the reason i changed/I KNOW!!!!!!

i cnt stand + lil eddy [elias]

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just happy to be here