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prod. clear purple x maybe
@clearpurple

fuck on my lip wit a blunt
and baby u roll when i cut 
like why do you think im luv
shit is rough
muddy cup fillin sludge
fuckers call me they brother
barely know you that much

know i come off codependent 
i just want love and let in
break this soul i’d let you dead it
said home is where ur headed
i feel like i’ve never met it
still slitting paths of velvet
picture frame with shattered lessons
got me second guessing everybody, patterns second
after life come death, well i dont think that i accept it
just a coward little bastard, fearing countless changes 
with how im climbing them you’d think my mind is fucking everest
and even if i kill myself im sorry honest
shizu never wanted problems, but my songs adore it
so this leaking heart can bleed throughout the art its forming
take a breath, to telling everyone ur living for it
have mercy on me

fuck on my lip wit a blunt
and baby u roll when i cut 
like why do you think im luv
shit is rough
muddy cup fillin sludge
fuckers call me they brother
barely know you that much

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sludge (clear purple)

lights in the dark
feeling sick when you talk
was it easy to know?
is it easy to walk?
i feel weightless
gather dust in the basement

pressed in your clothes
act like nobody knows
that you made it to august to wake up alone
as its breaking
haven't spoke in the days since

i've been cautious and sober
he died in october 
he said that hes fine 
now the lights flicker slowly in bayview
couldn't face that they made you

i could finish early it could get so cold
raining in the summer and it takes me home
felt it more than life and how'd i let you go?
let you go

and the light doesn't know that im still here
but i'd rather take it away
and everythings all so familiar 
and i've not a thing left to say yet
better than watching
better than watching you pretend

Familiar

maybe ill leave, take a trip out of state for a while

guitar and drums done by noah walker @mr_innervue

Stranger.demo (2021 version)

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taylor morgan made the original beat and the synth is sampled at the end, all credit to him!!

eaturheartout (version 2)

What took me so long?
Haven’t I been strong?

I’d like to think I have found my way,
But doubt still haunts me every day.


You call it fate, I call it luck,
A fleeting spark we try to pluck.

We all admire the ones who rise,
Or am I blinded by my own disguise?


What should I have done before?
What should I change to open the door?
Yet maybe I should not rewind,
    
But chase the dreams I have in mind.

Better not to rewind

Anything But Subtle

Timeout

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just happy to be here

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Softheart