GiveUp.demo (prod. sorrow bringer)

Lyrics:

bitch you made a monster, im a fiend, ima get mine
used to be so docile in the crib while i was still fine
now im saying fuck it ima slide and hit the big time
if you hit me up a couple years i prolly been died

put that on my suicide, now i know its do or die
is he gonna live or is he gonna bump and do a line
bitch i said im fuckin fine, homie this is 29
i could give a shit if i aint never make the pain subside

bitch know if i want it ima get it, huh
drowning deep inside and all this pain it got me spinnin, huh
i aint know much longer ima live so im just spittin, huh
get all my thoughts up out my brain and all my feelings, huh

on the block they call me emo dont condone this
Ruger in my hoodie put the dot up on they throat bitch
i been through some shit since we talked and you know this
all went out the window im just puttin you on notice

i aint really care bout nothin
i could die any day while im stuntin
put the glock to my brain just for fun bitch
im a pro not the first time i done this
so fuck it all

think that im startin to forget your face
got laced lean so i jet into space
its more like the gutter, same shit anyway
when youre dying real slow plus you hooked on the K

ever since you went away, i been high like every day
struggle with my demons had to stop, making me insane
now i dont got nothin but myself just to ease the pain
perkys out the window and the bottles they all look the same

i cant even hit that THC, man that shit just bothers me
cause it send me straight to hell, bitch i rather face the beam
put that shit up to my face, i dont wanna die disgraced
so im out here pushing through, since somebody took my place

i aint gonna lie, i still hope that you alright
but im moving on with life, pick my shit up say goodbye
going crazy on the low, i still feel it you dont know
why you cant just understand, im tryna dip with the pole

Notice

i dont wanna hesitate
wanna go with what i feel
and i look at both my hands
just to make sure im still here
and i check my pulse heartbeat
just to make sure i can hear it 
and i find the closest mirror
just to make sure im still real 
so i force myself outside
and i crawl out from my cave 
and i hear whoosh of tires
and i feel wind on my face
and i zone out for a sec
cause i was thinkin of you
i was in this nice daydream
it was only just us two
and everything was so good 
and we lived a simple life
in a little house in the woods
with the birds and butterflies

cautious and delicate 
only if its right
only if its right
let me know if

if you wanna hang sometime
on the roof of your old house
we can sit and watch the sky
n find pictures in the clouds 
when im bored i think about
how wed sit and talk for hours
but it doesnt feel that long
wasnt even keeping count 
and we held our bodies close
and you said that i was warm
and i think about it sometimes
and how i want it more
and everything is so good
and everything feels just right
like ill wake up from this dream
and its only just one night

cautious and delicate

pillow pit

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thats typical 
wishing for a rainbow by the waterfall
Cuz rn i cant even really think straight
when you look my way i try my best to stand tall
everything i do and everything i say
i think all the things i do just make you frustrate

feelings coming out when i see the lighthouse
which way would you rather see me find out

time out, think i wanna live my life a little more
take pride now in everything i do and what j got in store
ear drums get too loud
i dont hear them walk in
tryna make my parents proud but i dont do it that often

but i would do this another hundred times over again
super cold inside but i need a walk in the wind
I dont wanna try fixing up whats broken for them
need a lullaby so i can go sleep in a tent

Trap door 
get me out this cycle of sin
four walls got me here until i dont give in
or give up
outta luck
used to washing all my cuts
in a rut
oh so what
you got better things above

yea and thats a promise
no tbey dont give a **** bout me
i seen the comments 
yea maybe i do live cheap but i been savin up my money so that i could be free
its not so common but i do know that my people love me

i made a promise then i realized it was too hard to keep
dr pepper and some kettle chips for lunch by the sea
never thought that i could see it where i wanted to be

super beautiful nightgown 
always matched with a sad frown
push on me i wont tap out
lately live in a glass house

typical (yunnygoldz)

Selfless(Hip hop 2)

Blood and Fire

Put My Things Down

Captain Obvious

I Didn't See It Coming (with sorrow bringer)

@sorrow_bringer

lyrics

Fishing off the crescent
Its just something in the air
Its just hard to be prepared
Is there something that i said
Got something to do quick
You go on ill meet you there
I dont wanna read too deep 
Know the world can make you scared
Stay bright
I dont wanna go dont say goodbye
I feel the most sane when it gets around 2 at night
I guess i'm just not the type to follow the light
yeah
And i wanna know how the smoke lights up and glows
I see the curtain in flow from the open window
Nothing has been like before
Honestly i wanna know 
yeah i wanna know why its fucked
I wanna know what is up
I bend and fold i just crunch
Im on my own out to lunch
All of those flowers fill up the pot
Fake shit i deal with it a lot
I do not know what they want
Load up a bowl and blast off
Gimme a dose gimme a blot
Roll me a bone leave me in shock
Pulling my soul out my body
Im in a foreign place and im lost
To the front please move to the front 
I could have it all but its shit i dont want
Smoke so much surprised i can still use my lungs
Yeah I was so tied down now im all strung up
On a crutch i weigh
Always so stuck in my head
And i always find some way to fuck it up
But im just trying my best and things are looking up 
Things are looking up
Im not stuck im not in a rut
Used to always want an explanation now its just because
Had to open up the door i used to keep it shut
I guess you should do it if you think you must
Fishing off the crescent
Its just something in the air
Its just hard to be prepared
Is there something that i said
Got something to do quick
You go on ill meet you there
I dont wanna read too deep 
Know the world can make you scared
Stay bright
I dont wanna go dont say goodbye
I feel the most sane when it gets around 2 at night
I guess i'm just not the type to follow the light

Stay Bright (with sorrow bringer)

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just happy to be here

Captain Obvious

Softheart