shit eating grins and some shit eating for all your friends

♥️

the homie @guccihighwaters

lyrics

(gucci)
I build static
I go crazy
Can't put it out if it doesn't sound amazing
and life's too fast baby hold me till it's over
tell me that you love me maybe once when you're sober
Don't wanna die as a memory
I can't leave without my legacy
Leave love letters lying on my tombstone
death is only physical I'd like to have a new home

Anxiety make my body go numb now
I sleep early withdraw on the comedown 
when I was younger it left me in hunger
but now I'm older 
desire to be under x2

(softheart)
you dont even care like you used to 
you aint even there like you used to be
hard like the usual 
you just give me stares like you're used to me

anxious probably up late
tryna hide my face
tryna bring it back
i was thinking that
life is always moving so fast
before you knew it had passed
doing better still bad

i guess im just scared it wont come
true so i dont think it
i swear its so lonely when its snowing
in new england
thought you called me it was just a 
dream was just a figment
of back when you would hold me 
like the only thing you need is
me 
is me 
is me
hate me you hate me so bad
its over hard to stay sober 
as i get older just grow colder
weed make it okay so i stay stoned
just like a boulder

chorus

anxiety (feat. guccihighwaters)

feature: @guccihighwaters

lyrics:

(softheart)
why would i trust in anything
i dont feel the love it dont mean a thing
feels so good then it really sting
i dont really talk but i really sing 
she got me thinking like
oo she had me
cut me off so bad
leave me messed up in my head
only miss us when were bad
i be in my room smoking loud sitting silent
you should be adressed as your highness
i swear every time we touch just mitus
im just roaming through the ridges of your irus
violence got your eyelids looking violet
promise ill get rid of him ill leave him where i find him
i be with the blinds dimmed hidin
vibin

unimpressed and always bored
it aint here yet so i'll wait for it
im depressed and always stoned
im always stressed i can't control it 
uninterested always alone
fire in my chest and my heart cold
bedroom unkept ash all over my floor
i got kush in my breath merijuana my decor


(gucci)
oh
i’m all alone my phone dead
i got thoughts of the end 
and my eyes sell a forfeit
thoughts of brain matter
stain my mattress
thoughts you drown me
like a baptist

girl im sorry
oh yeah im sorry
im not the one you love
i’d be the one to fuck you 
then ignore you
for a month

girl im sorry
oh yeah im sorry
im not the one you love
i’d be the one to fuck you 
then ignore you
for a month

(softheart)
yeah and im just an outcast 
only fit in with the skyline 
cause im always lighting up
never really gets me numb enough
sorry i wasnt the one you loved

(gucci&softheart)
girl im sorry
oh yeah im sorry
im not the one you love
i’d be the one to fuck you 
then ignore you
for a month

i'm not the one you love (feat. guccihighwaters)

stream: https://spoti.fi/2FT8LZs

lyrics: https://genius.com/Softheart-right-back-to-the-beginning-lyrics

piano loop used by dusthill

Right Back To The Beginning

lyrics: https://genius.com/Softheart-and-guccihighwaters-when-it-runs-up-lyrics

produced by @guccihighwaters and softheart
guitar by @cisco-kid-music

When It Runs Up (feat. guccihighwaters)

lyrics: https://genius.com/Softheart-today-lyrics

wow i cant believe i got truett to do a feature verse without any credit  what a good guy

Today

@majentmusic

i know you wanna...
i know you wanna be me
i did it is so y’all really don’t have to
eat fuck and make beats then i fall backwards
could live my whole life on a twin mattress
just had to realize that it’s all practice
dropped out and two weeks i got no manners
she say she wanna fuck with the synth nerd
from the suburbs 
ain’t a lover or kisser
she don’t care if you don’t follow her twitter
she said her kink is people being honest with her
i’ve learned to do that
now i don’t overthink shit i assume absolute fact
kenny road on my way in the cold to get tools for when old thoughts make me loop back
the crew mackin i knew jack before we met
school was trash i got new cash and I’m not impressed
psyched out I’ll fly south by southwest
and meet friends from featuring on svnset
fuckboy thinks comments are gonna stop me
dismiss that, this shit’s not a hobby
more than enough sauce in this skinny body
big chilling like harlow my ice sonic
so now ima really jot these visions for 2020 when I’m landing at 50s spot-
ify had no streams we would still feel a milly hot
cos i got a best friend now we need to meet out the box
no
now I’m really popping
eight feet down get it out then i’m city hopping
and even though not one tescher would catch me stopping
i gotta slow down look around and enjoy the small shit
so i’ll picking up when my mamma calling
if you wondering i probably don’t care about it

brakence 2.0 freestyle (ft. Majent)

lyrics:

i see myself that drop
i see myself in this shot
i vomit liquid on the ground
its spread around by a mop
i got problems in my system that im tryna knock
but the way it hit the rhythm man i like it alot
my right hand chokes empty mickeys while im smoking some pot
my effects on my environment concern my alot
i let the pain flow thru my veins and let it hurt me alot
i weigh the cons against the pros like this aint all that i got
i sell myself philosophies from out the dustiest box
i stay up countless nights alone on top the mustiest cots
the world will end inside my mind when i decide imma flop
i smile big as i can manage while my furniture rots
theres nothing here to hide from
its just rain
its just angel tears for someone that died
we can improve
its just pain
and it hurts but i know it subsides

its always there
its always fucking haunting me
and it hurts but i know i could hide it
i see myself on the waters horizon
im on the ship but i dont know who drives it
my will come from behind my eyelids
the product how the body divides it
i yell at voices but they speak to me private
i could work but its gotta be silent

boom
day anew
im looking at my hands like what the fuck did i do
i remember feeling fine before i looked at the moon
now im in bushes at the park with blood on my shoes
and i remember from before when this had happened in june
it was the silverware that time i fucking hated those spoons
i felt the fur on back my neck stand up and break into view
i saw the hair on back their necks stand up like what do we do
i put my claws into his face and slurp the fluid like soup
i rip apart the dinner party leaving bodies in gloop
if i had thought a step ahead the function wouldve been smooth
i place his head on top the cake and then i slice it in two
i go from kissin boots when someone hork and spit in my food
to bathing in their blood if someone look at me rude
i kick my feet in summer sun like im a regular dude
i put these plants inside my mouth like i eat regular food

werewolf in london (eric godlow)

lyrics:

what if I gave you my heart
would you
take it and rip it apart
could you
ever see me the same way that you see urself
and it's ok if you hate me cause I do as well

I can't remember the last time we got along
you're so November and I'm more or less April
dust builds up inside of me so these melodies wear a heavy coat
tell me how it feels laying on him while I sit here alone

I cant wait till tomorrow
when this horse shit starts to move along
brittle bones start to slice away and they dissipate this October
fog
I could see it in her eyeballs
she cant love me when it's him involved
and I'm too deep in this rabbit hole
I Bruce Lee at my bedroom walls
time moves so slow
I think I've been here before
and my hands chopped off but i wont let go
though I'm tired of holding on this long and still being ignored
baby life doesn't change just because you want it too
don't go down the stairs we keep our secrets in the cellar room
and I could explain but nobody ever wants me to
too much in my brain with nobody else to tell it to

I can't remember the last time we got along
you're so November and I'm more or less April
dust builds up inside of me so these melodies wear a heavy coat
tell me how it feels laying on him while I sit here alone

april (eric godlow)

shave my head in the mirror

main sample taken from this youtube video: 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fXU_Q_i3-So&t=819s

Crying Wolf

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just happy to be here