the last song on the album always hits the hardest

extra stems came from an interpolated sorrow bringer beat! go give him a follow :) @sorrow_bringer

Sonder

track 3 
n i’ve never felt as low as this
when u told me that u hate me
i died a bit 
now the sun feels so cold on my skin 
and nothing tastes the same, again, you win

 
yea and i cry every night when i go to sleep
i don’t wanna fight anymore please just bury me 
you’re the one i like
despite what u said to me 
i’m high as a kite 
off this mud
keep on tellin me 
that i should get help 
but u never been a friend 
so please don’t sit and cry
fake tears on my bed 
u the one that tried to help me til the end
why the fuck i need a therapist when i got u instead?

*inhale*
*exhale*
it’s as easy as that
*inhale*
*exhale*

just breathe it’s as easy at that 
as easy as that 
so i just breathe when this bitch get me mad
grayfox the king i be here til i’m dead 
had a slow year think my shit about to fall off
but i’m still here with this blood on my hands
shoutout to tropic, as easy as that
shoutout to loveless, as easy as that 
run thru the street when i’m off of my meds
but i’ll still be right here while these boys follow trends
3 playlists 1 week i’m scheming again 
people can hate but ain’t bled what i bled 
i’ve seen the fall when ur stood on the edge cus i’ve seen my own mum in a hospital bed
i’m way too high so go argue with them
got my whole life in the palm of my hands
make a no hook and then go right to bed
and u can sendflowrs when im laid to rest

just breathe, it’s as easy as that (mackk)

i dont wanna hesitate
wanna go with what i feel
and i look at both my hands
just to make sure im still here
and i check my pulse heartbeat
just to make sure i can hear it 
and i find the closest mirror
just to make sure im still real 
so i force myself outside
and i crawl out from my cave 
and i hear whoosh of tires
and i feel wind on my face
and i zone out for a sec
cause i was thinkin of you
i was in this nice daydream
it was only just us two
and everything was so good 
and we lived a simple life
in a little house in the woods
with the birds and butterflies

cautious and delicate 
only if its right
only if its right
let me know if

if you wanna hang sometime
on the roof of your old house
we can sit and watch the sky
n find pictures in the clouds 
when im bored i think about
how wed sit and talk for hours
but it doesnt feel that long
wasnt even keeping count 
and we held our bodies close
and you said that i was warm
and i think about it sometimes
and how i want it more
and everything is so good
and everything feels just right
like ill wake up from this dream
and its only just one night

cautious and delicate

Outside like the plants and trees
I'm outside with the steel in links
I'm outside walking by myself
Like there's nobody out for me
Looking in the endless foggy water finding things
Tossed the piece and parts into the cauldron and the steam
It doesn't eat in objects more-so small internal things
Most delicious parts of it are parts you cannot see

I stay up
It's such a late hour when i stay up
Until I hear the birds chirping and I get all depressed
Then I guilt myself about it
Then rush myself to bed
Think I missed you once again
And I heard the callin I just hope that I can find it
In the faint and silent signals of the universe
And i dont wanna act so ignorant and come off callous
So I ask for nothing in return

Outside like the plants and trees
I'm outside with the steel in links
I'm outside walking by myself
Like there's nobody out for me
Looking in the endless foggy water finding things
Tossed the piece and parts into the cauldron and the steam
It doesn't eat in objects more-so small internal things
Most delicious parts of it are parts you cannot see

Yeah, i tripped on myself oh jeez
I hope i know you when im 70
I just get scared when everythings ok
I don't mean to attention seek

it went over me and stuck to my heart like a curse

Xxlov3drunkxX /////// | ! | NOT CLICKBAIT

outside ghost . heart farm

Its Never The Same Place (prod.aresden)

reminiscing

the cut (prod. mydepression)

[Chorus]
(Woah)
Take your time
I didn't plan this life
Take your time, honey
I didn't plan this life, honey

[Verse 1]
Up dosage sevenfold
Keeping the centerfold paper
Bag it and save it for later, baby
You don't got get me back later, baby
Lump in my throat (Oh)
The last time they leave on the [?] gotta go
Keep looking over my soul
Protect me, don't leave me alone
Requested to leave you alone
Buzzes inside of my phone make me look at the screen before all of the words from before hit me straight from my brain to my bones
I'm all alone

[Verse 2]
You don't gotta waste your time on me
Close to being fully empty
Just look over me
Eat my heart, take hold of me (Eat all my heart)
Tasting the pain
I feel no shame when I'm supposed to feel shame
I feel no lust when you call out my name
I can't think of your body no more, get away
I bathe in the gray, sleep in the gray
You got a colorful soul, I see graves
Look at my face, picking my brain
Suck out my thoughts from my vessels and veins
Dark parking lots where we sit in the rain
Not much to say when you've said all there is to say
Already said everything
Dump out emotions and they wash away in the drain
Mix with the sewage
Therapy, sympathy felt in the music
Scarily carefully flow, but it's fluid
Married and salary over six digits
I knew you could do it

[Chorus]
Take your time (Take your time)
I didn't plan this life
Ayy, take your time, honey
I didn't plan this life, honey

[Outro]
Oh, woah
Oh, woah
Oh, woah
Oh, woah

9TAILS - take ur time (prod. jurrivh)

LYRICS:

Kicking rocks down the road again
In my beat up vans 
(In my beat up vans)
Summer came and it would never end 
Back when we were kids 
(Back when we were kids)
I got a glimpse of it 
The other day
But it came and went
(Yeah, it came and went)
There’s so many things 
I never got to say
To my dearest friends 
(I miss my friends)

Day turns to night
And the stars align
And we’re in the same place
At the same time 
Used to be in sync 
On everything 
Now every time I blink
Things change
Every time I blink
Things change 

Every time I blink
Things change 

Now we’re 13, 14, 
15, all the way to 17
18, 19, 20, all the way to 23
24, then one more, quarter of a century 
I never knew last month 
That I’d even make it to last week
(13, 14, 15, all the way to 17)
Even make it to last week
(18, 19, 20, all the way to 23)
Even make it to last week
(24, then one more, quarter of a century
I never knew last month
That I’d even make it to last week
(Even make it to last week,
Even make it to last week
I never knew last month
That I’d even make it to last week)

dear departure EP

beat up vans (prod. Jacob Vallen)

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it went over me and stuck to my heart like a curse

Softheart

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