Sunray, the thunderstorm

Slam The Door On You! Lyrics

Lost cause you told me you don't want to hold me no more
foot in the door
Splinters and bruises; You left me here clueless
Get drunk till my head on the floor
Passed out
Woke up late and now I am the last out
Dashed out
Driving home alone
I'm going 90 on the dashboard
Missing school assignments
Big fat 0 on the blackboard
I just wanna run away I'm coping me a passport
(feels like I don't know you, why you gotta do me like that x2)
~
Slam the door on you
I do not want you
Get the fuck up out my life I wish I never met you
Swear to god I'm fucking striving easy to forget you
Disregard, I got scars
Why'd I ever let you hold me?
Lately I've been by my lonely
Can't let nobody control me
Thankful that this girl has shown me I can do better
~
EKEON
Lately it's been feeling like I never really knew you
Lying cheating snake of a bitch I'll never really miss you;
Cause I never really knew you
EKEON & WEEPINGS
And I fuck up now
Go out
I don't hate you now
If you can't give me reason to stay than I'm gone
Going to sleep very late see the sun
~
WEEPINGS
Sunrise, new day
Throwing on my blue swede shoes
Few screws lose, couldn't handle the abuse
Changed my mood when I saw the hard truth
When I felt my heart bruise, got me changing my views
Switch up quick like a flow
I know I have a purpose
I'm knee deep in the snow crawling to the furnace
I regain all my hope cause I'm willing to risk
I'm writing out these notes to the sound of the kick
(feels like I don't know you, why you gotta do me like that x2)
~
Slam the door on you
I do not want you
Get the fuck up out my life I wish I never met you
Swear to god I'm fucking striving easy to forget you
Disregard, I got scars
Why'd I ever let you hold me?
Lately I've been by my lonely
Can't let nobody control me
Thankful that this girl has shown me I can do better
~
Outro


Written by Weepings & Ekeon
Featuring https://soundcloud.com/s-nset-b-y
Produced by Weepings
Mixed by Weepings
Mastered by Weepings
Cover art by Jack Cox & Weepings

Slam The Door On You! w/ Ekeon

everyones an asshole 
my plug cuts his coke and my doctor pushes benzos 
my head smacked the floor when i tripped off my board
skating round the halls cause my parents aren't at home
today ive been bored
today i woke up at 4
needed stuff but got too high to drive to the store
at the checkout said "how are you?"
i said "not much"
on my way out i tripped and my thing of eggs crushed

dont be ashamed to be proud of yourself or slow down for a sec 
i say as i quietly critique parts of myself 
i guess i just keep helping so i wont need help
but regardless it helps

can you tell me we're good now?
you left me put down
bad is my good now
when i cry it's a good sound 

(hamilton)
cut it all out
take it all away
i dont wanna feel 
no not today 
numb to the pain numb to it all
hanging by a thread i might fall
i might slip 
lose my grip 
tryna find out where the time went
where it all goes
i dont know
i can only walk the path i chose 
build me up just to break my bones
crushing up drugs on my phone
tryna fix my heart but it got worse
every time i fall in love it hurts
every time i try to not think bout you it dont work
maybe im just meant to be alone with the dirt
but maybe its just meant to be 
i get so high i cant speak
walking round cant feel my feet
when i sleep i grit my teeth
when i sleep youre all i see
so every nights a bad dream 
i dont wanna wake up
just to feel nothing

when i cry it sounds good (with hamilton and sorrow bringer)

shoutout to everyone in this song ily all :) <3
prod. sorrow bringer (goat)
mix: epitome, kanashi, autumn, casperrr
master: epitome

EPITOME:

if you look into my blackened soul 
you’ll see i’ve begun to decompose 
and with nothing but a rope around my neck
i’ll hang in the gallows dead
hold back the tears you’ll shed
leave all the words unsaid
i was hanging on by a thread
it’s better off instead 
that i’m 6 feet deep beneath the surface
i’ve said this once i know i’m worthless
i fall short of being perfect 
can you show me that i’m worth it
am i worth saving?
my body’s decaying
my flesh is rotting 
i feel like a zombie
i think the ends approaching
i feel it upon me
now i know i’m not worth saving 
i’m trying but it doesn’t seem to be enough
no one gives a fuck
i don’t even know what i’ve become
(can you tell me what i’ve become i give in too easy oh the end has just begun)

KANASHI:

Ion even know what I’ve become 
shits got me so fucked up…
And pls don’t wake me 
I’m busy taking a break from life
Ion wanna be a part of this anymore 
One foot in and the other out the door 
Cuz nothing lasts forever 
So just toss me like a wrapper on the floor…

AUTUMN:

i can't tell tonight apart from all them in the past
i can speak, i can breathe, but my brain is gonna gache
if you feed off of me, hope you like consuming trash
waking up inside this bed 
is something i'd rather not have
i'm tearing at my skin
could it get much worse than this
that's the only thing i'd ask
besides when you'll text me back

CASPERRR:

don't you text me back 
please i don't wanna relapse
feel this agonizing pressure on my chest
i can't breathe,i can't eat i can't get no rest  

fucked up, over what u told me
u left and now i'm lonely 
got 5gs and smoked that whole shit, holy-moly
u really said i was ur only
that guy was just a homie 
and now im dyin slowly, lonely

epitomeoffailure x kanashi x autumndropsdead x casperrr - blackened soul (sorrow bringer)

pillow pit

Made a puppet
That paper mache's now cracking
In the ocean
These waves keep pulling me deeper
It's a teacher
It's a book in how both sides open
Waves crashing
I swam down and just said fuck it 
Years are passing
Like a flashes when I get past 'em
In the fountain
I'm sinking but i'm not drowning 
In the mountains
35 miles from where the border is
In the ocean
saw blackness and i swam towards it
In the whirlpool, I move through the endless darkness
In the hourglass, I watch as it turns to nothing
In the pitch black, big waves pull me in by force now
In the vortеx, I fall back out to the surface

03 and the view from the bottom of the ocean

young existential crisis V2 (prod. young taylor)

Or At Least Thats What I Tell Myself

Timeout

Check Now (it's a trap!)

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just happy to be here

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