this song was inspired/interpolated from a softheart type beat i found on youtube, please go give some love to w1nter/shy: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UChPhqiihr2QL0nMOr5FmlbQ

New Terrain

[+] so close, so far, this just isn't fair
*produced by @thersx *

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LYRICS:

you were right there
so close, so far this just isn't fair
heart cold, I know
I don't even care
I just wanna be with you but im too scared
you were right there 3x
I just wanna love you but im too aware

you were right there

you were right there (feat. skele)

feat. https://soundcloud.com/unknxwn7
prod. https://soundcloud.com/user-597676997

Lyrics:

I've been waiting for the day when I fall apart
I've been steady grinding in room no I don't care
working in the silence, I can't help but feel the stare
looking right upon me
smoking palm trees in the air
I don't know where to go, where you at babe?
I can't get their quick I'm stuck up in the traffic
up a couple days making tracks now
turn up the attack think I'm gonna snap wow
thats shit hit, jump in crowds getting lit
like down another bottle of the gold bacardi quick
pop out to your party but I'm sad asf
I can't find no fucking end I never get enough
~
I cannot fight that
feeling so I sit and zone by myself again
In love with creation
Taking my mind to a different location
Fill up the spots in my chest that lay vacant
It's like a drug cannot refuse to take it
Exhale all the vapor I've been holding in ...
Use it as my Medicine ...
Frequency Irrelevant
Vision going black, back to the past now
Got all of our pictures on the wall
Slowly watch us fall
this winter the end of it all
~
Unknxwn
I've been waiting everyday but you don't call
I don't think I can be saved from the snowfall
I don't feel no love inside of my heart no more
If this only the start than I dont' want to know more
All I really wanna know it where you at babe?
Got my heart trapped stuck inside a damn cage
I don't like that baby don't you damn play
This getting old, Don't hit me up anymore
bullshit again I can't take this
Fucking with me and I hate it
Can't give a fuck no not no more
In the cold I've been stuck I done got so cold
Lost all my trust I can't cope no more
Mind filled with love that I can't show
Anyone what I feel inside
Anyone get what that feel like?
I can't let no one get inside
Of what I like to call my mind
I've been waiting for the day when I fall apart
I've been steady grinding in room no I don't care
working in the silence, I can't help but feel the stare
looking right upon me
smoking palm trees in the air
I don't know where to go, where you at babe?
I can't get their quick I'm stuck up in the traffic
up a couple days making tracks now
turn up the attack think I'm gonna snap wow
thats shit hit, jump in crowds getting lit
like down another bottle of the gold bacardi quick
pop out to your party but I'm sad asf
I can't find no fucking end I never get enough

where you at babe? w/ unknxwn [prod capsctrl]

main loop used is from a killedmyself drumpack

Its a little late for that don't you think?

LUCKI - Distant [REMIX] prod.jreampierre

hide the tears

i made this song and put it on youtube back in 2013 when i was 14. i thought i lost my account but i recently got back on it and realized they were all privated not deleted. I downloaded the original and sampled the guitar, redid the lyrics i bit but honestly not much at all and here it is. hope you enjoy, but this ones mostly for me. 
the guitar sounds bad i know, i wanted everything to stay rough around the edges.
<3 

lyrics:
i cant wait to spend the night alone
fitting my lonely thoughts to metranomes
oh oh oh
i cant help but want to be alone
when you look me in my eyes like theres nothing wrong
oh oh oh
do you even know me at all
or you do just not care about anything but yourself
and whyd life turn out to be so dull
i just wanna see something good inside this world 
just let me know
cause thats just the way it goes
watching myself as im growing old
tryna find a way to make the great escape
but thats just the way it go
only really love it when it goes
baby tryna ease my minds like turning water into wine cause its not
working
its not working
im just waisting time
im just waiting for a sign but its not
working

left in the dark i get it
you deserve nothing but the best
and im not
perfect

Candy

Id Rather Just Not Be A Problem

Or At Least Thats What I Tell Myself

Outside Lately (theydontknowme)

Check Now (it's a trap!)

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just happy to be here

hide the tears

Softheart