prod @nate2timezz <3

hope you enjoy
thank you for listening, like seriously, so much
gotta keep moving, somehow

irregulation; my heart, it still beats though
necromancy like i'm beyond the grave
sleeping a 14, or i'm up for days
but either way, i'll still feel the same
i'd rather feel burnout over withdrawals
repression, it kills me a lot, i can't sing it off
and it never stops
never stops
and it never stops
it never stops

how'd another worm get caught in the rain?
sun come out to enhance that pain
shame, shame
all that you wanted was someone to save
now that you're lost, you treat them as god
paying your dues, they've been clogging like clots
don't care about being 'part of your mirage
fuck an applause, this all i got

that weight upon the water's nothing more than just a storm
so what we drinking for? 
what we drinking for?
those ideals are everything you've only felt with utter scorn
so i can't take no more
i can't take none

fluid ghosts, i can feel them haunt my bones
i cannot break through the drapes though
radiation burn my halo
don't you go ask how my day goes
you're not concerned anyway
you're plastic as legos

quiet down while break the seal
'cause i'm numbin' down from what they claim is real
every day i wake just to fuckin break, then rejuvenate
i'm in shock, kinda like an eel

hit em with a swift so fast like an aipom
they went from a real to fake in a day; gone.
rollout like an autobot, waiting for december sun
who am i depending? 
honestly, not anyone anymore

so, you like to target? 
trust me there's no need to implore
inside my cartilage, there's already arrows galore
you're my narcotic, the thought of you imposes me warmth
or so i thought it; ultimately leaving me sore


irregulation; my heart, it still beats though
necromancy like i'm beyond the grave
sleeping a 14, or i'm up for days
but either way, i'll still feel the same
i'd rather feel burnout over withdrawals
repression, it kills me a lot, i can't sing it off
and it never stops
never stops
and it never stops
it never stops

so i can try to fill in all the blanks
when shrouded in mirage, i'll take the blame
poison in the pot,
love it 'till you hate the fact that you forgot
what mattered anyways

aipom (nate2timez)

love song 4 the ghost i see in my room sometimes 

original beat by killedmyself (chopped and pitched)
additional violin by my good friend Mohini 

its not somethin else
its exactly whats the most obvious
its so easy to tell
and im no good at hiding it
its rly not that hard to figure out
the obsessions not mutual 
i know u like me but not as much
i wanna be what you think about
i cant help but fall in one sided love 

and im stuck in it  
i get so dumb in it 
there might be something
to make me feel more whole 
somehow 
your touch that feels like home 
but then u cast me off and i end up more alone
strung up
im just a puppet
u can make me dance 
im happy to perform 
in ur bed
im nestled up and warm
hoping 
the night can last more long 

ive been numbed up i dont feel it 
i dont feel the touch im too hollow
can u help me get more human 
maybe some emotions to borrow 
i think im the worlds best escapist 
back then i just didnt wanna exist
so i buried my head in the sand
look at all the time i wasted

. . . . .

when im in your arms it felt so warm like home

clouds & concrete

I Just Dont Want To Do This Anymore

did it again

[Intro: 9TAILS]
Yo (Yo)

[Chorus: 9TAILS]
Shit way too real
Overloaded, I forgot how to feel (Feel)
Mental forcefield of high grade steel
Show me how you work, baby, looking like a meal snack
Girl whatchu wield, weapon defection, you kill me with feels
Cracked (Cracked), open exposed
How you look hot when you fill me with cold (Burr)

[Verse 1: 9TAILS]
Touchin' the toes
Locking the door when I'm packing a bowl
Don't let me go, I'll tell you the facts
When I say I love you, I love you to death (Death)
Look at your breath
Why are we freezing outside in the back
Get in the bed and she biting my ears
Take control of my head and just play with the fear (Fear)
Got her singin', phone ringin', no time for the loved ones
Stone cold like shogun, like Austin
Bad bitch head of Princeton, got a clout hit list
Miss this, I don't really do long distance
Washed up rappers lookin' like dishes
Witness, the birth of a wave
Come with the ammo or you get erased (Erased)

[Chorus: 9TAILS]
Shit way too real
Overloaded, I forgot how to feel
Mental forcefield of high grade steel
Show me how you work, baby, looking like a meal snack (Meal)
Girl whatchu wield, weapon defection, you kill me with feels
Cracked, open exposed
How you look hot when you fill me with cold (Fill me with cold)

[Verse 2: shattered]
She's always chasin' weed
Yeah, she be a fiend
Hope on any dude that says he's got some speed
She gives neck for free after she had told me
I broke her heart in two, I'm bugged and I get through
When I blow up, will I see you again? (See you again)
I knew you bitch, I'd drop that dude giving head (Giving head)
I know that you wish that I would be dead (I would be dead)
But I hope you know that I already bled
Level my brain, I'm so numb
I can't feel a thing, my eyes start to bleed
My heart turns to black, I can't even attack
I can't even believe what you've done to me
Heart palpitations, my room of carnations
The breaking foundation of this creation
Feeling like Goku, now I'm Super Saiyan
Get out my way, I don't care what you're sayin'

[Chorus: 9TAILS]
Shit way too real
Overloaded, I forgot how to feel (Feel)
Mental forcefield of high grade steel
Show me how you work, baby, looking like a meal snack (Meal)
Girl whatchu wield, weapon defection, you kill me with feels
Cracked (Cracked), open exposed
How you look hot when you fill me with cold (Fill me with cold)

9TAILS - vision (ft. shattered)

9TAILS - sunday ft. richywitch (prod. scottysplash)

poof (prod me)

DONTTALK_rough

I Hate Highways

Anything But Subtle

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just happy to be here

I Just Dont Want To Do This Anymore

Softheart