Lyrics:

[Yokai Dreams]

something's been eating me up as of lately
i'm never enough and i feel like they hate me
can't blame anyone but myself
i don't have no one else
i don't take no ones help
i won't take yours
after it all i am still just the same me

weak
maybe i'm an asshole
i'm scared but i won't let that show
no king
sick of this castle
i'd leave but it's too much hassle

got a tortured mind and a broken heart
i barely recognize me
u wouldn't understand a thing
mind over matter but both mine are weak

[hero]

if it's really what you wanted then there's nothing to forgive (AAAA)
trapped in cells of condemnation my mind is gonna give
depression comes in cycles
2nd guessing come in sweeps
what my friends are spouting
you'd have to torture outta me

everything
i think
i say
and all i said
i meant
i'm not jus gonna skim right past it
go get fuckin bent
"you wouldn't understand it"
bitch it's happening to me
"mind over matter"
but both of mine are weak

mind over matter w/ yokai dreams (prod. vowl x brothel)

_City Overture (Intro)

iTunes

Pay 4 Pain (Prod. Sourkidd)

HUGE thank you to everyone that's supported me so far
this album is a favorite for sure, i hope you all feel the same <3


album credits:

huge thanks to @noahwalker, this album wouldn't be what it is without him 

instrumentation: noah walker, quinn, chris p, coleman, mohini 

production: something worth living for (prod. killedmyself)
all other production done by me

purple

these days they dont make sense
but its okay 
know its gon be worth it in the end
might as well wear my heart out since she ripped it out my chest 
but now i know that bitch just bad news petty as it gets
but its okay
hope she knows i still wish her the best
theres power in the peace i dont feel angry or upset
no its okay
its hard not to hate you
when i know you hate me
it's so hard to care
when youre so fake

lost with the wind like  
everybody get lost set the mood right hey
baby watch me get lost in the midnight rain
need someone who likes to dance in the moonlight rays
in the moonlight hey
(x2)

i bet your boyfriend bite me in his raps
i aint impressed
im packing bowls with your bitch i think we might just have a sesh
want the gold on my neck 
want this weight up off my back
ay
imma make a check and turn the pain right into cash 
repping that 508 but
living like im upstate
imma get high today
i felt the high one day
and i been high to date
if the show aint tomorrow
you can bet im up late
double cross me one time
bitch thats all it take

lost with the wind like  
everybody get lost set the mood right hey
baby watch me get lost in the midnight rain
need someone who likes to dance in the moonlight rays
in the moonlight hey
(x4)

Lost in the Wind

lyrics:
genius.com/Oftheart-it-gets-better-young-existential-crisis-lyrics

It Gets Better (young existential crisis)

Or At Least Thats What I Tell Myself

Timeout

There's A Monster Inside Of Me

The Way That You Use It

main guitar loop by Sorrow Bringer! @sorrow_bringer

Nosedive 2

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just happy to be here

It Gets Better (young existential crisis)

Softheart