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i hate highways (second version) prod. sorrow bringer

i dont wanna hesitate
wanna go with what i feel
and i look at both my hands
just to make sure im still here
and i check my pulse heartbeat
just to make sure i can hear it 
and i find the closest mirror
just to make sure im still real 
so i force myself outside
and i crawl out from my cave 
and i hear whoosh of tires
and i feel wind on my face
and i zone out for a sec
cause i was thinkin of you
i was in this nice daydream
it was only just us two
and everything was so good 
and we lived a simple life
in a little house in the woods
with the birds and butterflies

cautious and delicate 
only if its right
only if its right
let me know if

if you wanna hang sometime
on the roof of your old house
we can sit and watch the sky
n find pictures in the clouds 
when im bored i think about
how wed sit and talk for hours
but it doesnt feel that long
wasnt even keeping count 
and we held our bodies close
and you said that i was warm
and i think about it sometimes
and how i want it more
and everything is so good
and everything feels just right
like ill wake up from this dream
and its only just one night

cautious and delicate

Made a puppet
That paper mache's now cracking
In the ocean
These waves keep pulling me deeper
It's a teacher
It's a book in how both sides open
Waves crashing
I swam down and just said fuck it 
Years are passing
Like a flashes when I get past 'em
In the fountain
I'm sinking but i'm not drowning 
In the mountains
35 miles from where the border is
In the ocean
saw blackness and i swam towards it
In the whirlpool, I move through the endless darkness
In the hourglass, I watch as it turns to nothing
In the pitch black, big waves pull me in by force now
In the vortеx, I fall back out to the surface

03 and the view from the bottom of the ocean

Sourface

[Intro: 9TAILS]
Yo (Yo)

[Chorus: 9TAILS]
Shit way too real
Overloaded, I forgot how to feel (Feel)
Mental forcefield of high grade steel
Show me how you work, baby, looking like a meal snack
Girl whatchu wield, weapon defection, you kill me with feels
Cracked (Cracked), open exposed
How you look hot when you fill me with cold (Burr)

[Verse 1: 9TAILS]
Touchin' the toes
Locking the door when I'm packing a bowl
Don't let me go, I'll tell you the facts
When I say I love you, I love you to death (Death)
Look at your breath
Why are we freezing outside in the back
Get in the bed and she biting my ears
Take control of my head and just play with the fear (Fear)
Got her singin', phone ringin', no time for the loved ones
Stone cold like shogun, like Austin
Bad bitch head of Princeton, got a clout hit list
Miss this, I don't really do long distance
Washed up rappers lookin' like dishes
Witness, the birth of a wave
Come with the ammo or you get erased (Erased)

[Chorus: 9TAILS]
Shit way too real
Overloaded, I forgot how to feel
Mental forcefield of high grade steel
Show me how you work, baby, looking like a meal snack (Meal)
Girl whatchu wield, weapon defection, you kill me with feels
Cracked, open exposed
How you look hot when you fill me with cold (Fill me with cold)

[Verse 2: shattered]
She's always chasin' weed
Yeah, she be a fiend
Hope on any dude that says he's got some speed
She gives neck for free after she had told me
I broke her heart in two, I'm bugged and I get through
When I blow up, will I see you again? (See you again)
I knew you bitch, I'd drop that dude giving head (Giving head)
I know that you wish that I would be dead (I would be dead)
But I hope you know that I already bled
Level my brain, I'm so numb
I can't feel a thing, my eyes start to bleed
My heart turns to black, I can't even attack
I can't even believe what you've done to me
Heart palpitations, my room of carnations
The breaking foundation of this creation
Feeling like Goku, now I'm Super Saiyan
Get out my way, I don't care what you're sayin'

[Chorus: 9TAILS]
Shit way too real
Overloaded, I forgot how to feel (Feel)
Mental forcefield of high grade steel
Show me how you work, baby, looking like a meal snack (Meal)
Girl whatchu wield, weapon defection, you kill me with feels
Cracked (Cracked), open exposed
How you look hot when you fill me with cold (Fill me with cold)

9TAILS - vision (ft. shattered)

9TAILS - tainted (prod. oilcolor & tothegood)

9TAILS - friday night (prod. blvk)

Dark Country Boom Bap

Yeah… shadows creepin’ in the heartland
From the mosques to the malls, they plantin’ flags in our sand
Radical whispers turnin’ to roars
Time to wake up, America – this ain’t your daddy’s war.[Hook]
Rise of the crescent blade, cuttin’ through the stars and stripes
From the cities to the plains, they preachin’ holy fights
Why? ‘Cause freedom ain’t in their book, it’s chains and lies
How? We stand as one, no divide in our eyes
Should? Hell yeah, before the blood runs rivers wide
Need? To keep our soil clean, no room for genocide pride
White, black, brown, native – brothers in the line
Don’t bring your bullshit here, this land’s ours by design![Verse 1 – The Rise]
Started slow, visas and dreams, but underneath the scheme
Mosques poppin’ up like weeds in the American dream
Preachin’ peace on Sunday, but Friday it’s jihad fire
Convert or conquer, that’s the radical wire
From Minnesota streets to Cali shores
They buildin’ cells in the shadows, knockin’ on our doors
Why it rose? Open borders, weak knees in DC
Let ‘em in with smiles, now they plottin’ on you and me
Imported hate, twisted faith, call it what it is
Ain’t about God, it’s control, wrapped in a terrorist kiss.[Hook]
Rise of the crescent blade, cuttin’ through the stars and stripes
From the cities to the plains, they preachin’ holy fights
Why? ‘Cause freedom ain’t in their book, it’s chains and lies
How? We stand as one, no divide in our eyes
Should? Hell yeah, before the blood runs rivers wide
Need? To keep our soil clean, no room for genocide pride
White, black, brown, native – brothers in the line
Don’t bring your bullshit here, this land’s ours by design![Verse 2 – The Why & Should]
Why eradicate? ‘Cause it poisons the well we drink
Twists minds of the young, makes ‘em martyrs in a blink
Sharia shadows over Lady Liberty’s light
Honor killings, stonings – that ain’t our fight
Should we? Damn right, for the kids in the yard
For the vets who bled red, white, blue – hit ‘em hard
It’s hate disguised as holy, dividin’ us by design
But we see through the veil, time to draw the line
No mercy for the madness that bombs our parades
Eradicate the root, before it escalates.[Bridge – growled with beat drop, heavy bass rumble]
Black fists raised with white rifles cocked
Brown boots marchin’ with native war hawks
From Harlem to the Rez, from farms to the hood
We built this blood, sweat – now we understood
Unity’s the weapon they fear the most
One nation, under fire, coast to coast.[Verse 3 – The How & Need]
How? Close the gates, vet ‘em like hawks on prey
Deport the preachers spittin’ venom every day
Educate the masses, expose the hidden hand
Arm up legally, stand your ground on this land
Need it? Like air in our lungs, or we

Desert Reckonin

OTW- JohnE

these days they dont make sense
but its okay 
know its gon be worth it in the end
might as well wear my heart out since she ripped it out my chest 
but now i know that bitch just bad news petty as it gets
but its okay
hope she knows i still wish her the best
theres power in the peace i dont feel angry or upset
no its okay
its hard not to hate you
when i know you hate me
it's so hard to care
when youre so fake

lost with the wind like  
everybody get lost set the mood right hey
baby watch me get lost in the midnight rain
need someone who likes to dance in the moonlight rays
in the moonlight hey
(x2)

i bet your boyfriend bite me in his raps
i aint impressed
im packing bowls with your bitch i think we might just have a sesh
want the gold on my neck 
want this weight up off my back
ay
imma make a check and turn the pain right into cash 
repping that 508 but
living like im upstate
imma get high today
i felt the high one day
and i been high to date
if the show aint tomorrow
you can bet im up late
double cross me one time
bitch thats all it take

lost with the wind like  
everybody get lost set the mood right hey
baby watch me get lost in the midnight rain
need someone who likes to dance in the moonlight rays
in the moonlight hey
(x4)

Lost in the Wind

Signs of Spring

Let The Sun In

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I Hope The Grass Is Always Green

lyrics: https://genius.com/Softheart-smile-more-lyrics

Smile More

lightswitch (with sorrow bringer)

I’m mysterious I’m a winter wolf, Lib,NWTs,WF

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just happy to be here

lightswitch (with sorrow bringer)

Softheart

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