extra stems came from an interpolated sorrow bringer beat! go give him a follow :) @sorrow_bringer

Sonder

[+] big city, big lights
*produced by @thersx *

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LYRICS:

I dont feel a thing yeah im soulless
I be in your dreams like a omen
Thinkin bout the days u were hopeless
I just make her scream now she chokin
Bitch i got my weed so i be floatin
Make a couple g’s now im glowin
She dont wanna feen and she know it
But she still want my dick and she show it
Yeah i keep a beam with a red sight
I wont throw no hands i dont wanna fight
I could fuck your bitch any day or night
This shit been the same all my fuckin life

Pourin up the drank and im smokin on that gas
U just hit a stain on my heart and then u dashed
Idek how you could do that!
Know i had shakin when u cum yea 

Bands on me now
Big city big lights
Couldnt hold me down
So Now you gotta pay the price
Ima be on stage with my gang thats on life
I dont wanna fuck wit but then again i might
I just hit the walk on them and i aint talkin sprite
Said he got a lot guys but i think that he lyin
Boy ima have to get u bodied ya 
Damn....

soulless

soulless (prod. thersx)

song name (prod. sorrow bringer & boyfifty)

prod. me and @xona

hmm~
i'm breaking, my bones
and my head, is filled with these thoughts
oh they kill me
oh they hurt me
oh they make me bleed
oh i feel like im dying
oh i feel like i am lying
to myself
everyday
everynight
i stay awake~

i'm breaking, my bones
and my head, is filled with these thoughts

pain on my chest
i can't fucking breathe
my head is a mess
i don't want to live
put all my emotions
under the sea
wonder why nobody
ever talk to me

a lot of anxiety
feel it deep in my bones
what has gotten into me
pls leave me alone
every single scar u see
tells u a different memory

i'm breaking my bones (xona + casperrr)

prod acey & @nate2timezz

can't tell if the room's getting big
or if i'm just small
cause it only takes a second to fall
i crawl into bed when the sun starts to rise
i simply can't handle the smoke and the smog

my ribs are transparent
must be malnutrition
i feel so decrepit
i'm clearly indifferent
yet heaving persistence
with every decision
the outcome is rigid

mortality hates
that there is an end
to everything we wanna protect
blue screens emulate when i was a kid
nothing would phase me
save me once again

verbally gone
no, i don't wanna talk
deteriorate what i ate till i rot 
it takes up a lot; my energy's shot
take in the scent of a bird that was caught
it's leading me home
mentally not or physically there
i continue to trot
i'm walking on air; mentality rose
but then i wake up to find out i'm alone

shadows approach as they
rip me apart from my desk
all they had wanted was means to an end
but i sense dishonesty filling their heads
you don't know grief till it's conquered your chest

i'm still not impressed
seventeen and counting
oh please, i digress
from everyone around me
i'll tear me to shreds;
fed up with the scowling
i'm a rodent; the fox it is prowling

it was so different long ago
i can't get rid of this vertigo
but honest to god, who would've known
that being hurt feels like home...

𝘪 𝘸𝘰𝘯𝘥𝘦𝘳, 𝘮𝘢𝘺𝘣𝘦, 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦'𝘴 𝘢 𝘤𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘤𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵-..
𝘸𝘦 𝘤𝘢𝘯 𝘨𝘰 𝘣𝘢𝘤𝘬 𝘵𝘰 𝘸𝘢𝘺 𝘣𝘦𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘦, 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸?..

endow me
endow me
and i'll be your hatred

endow me 
endow me
endow me in all your hatred

fox claws (acey x nate2timez)

prod. acey

[casperrr]
i've come to realize
that i'm dumb and i despise 
myself for all those lies 
im sorry for the fight

(chorus) [casperrr] 
i really am worthless
i can't change and im trying my best
my life is nothing more than a mess
i just can't seem to get well 


[autumn]
how do i focus when locusts are biting my neck
she cut me open and tore out my chest
"i swear to god that was not my intention"
fentanyl, over her innocent jaw
now it don't matter at all
time just isn't a road
it's all that i've ever known
so when i say goodbye
there better not be tears in your eyes
cause i warned you from the start
how we'd end before we even fell apart
before we fell apart (2x)

(chorus) [casperrr & autumn]
i really am worthless
i can't change and im trying my best
my life is nothing more than a mess
i just can't seem to get well 

[casperrr]
feeling alone
turn into ash all of these bones
my demons awoke

(a crash; the scent of metal)
(strewn across the air)
steal every moment
(strewn across the air)
but what is grief?
(if one isn't wrong)

casperrr x autumndropsdead - locusts (acey ii)

My Childhood Dog

𝘴𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘪 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘺 𝘰𝘳 𝘴𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘪 𝘨𝘰? 💔
mixed and mastered by the one and only @ghxstkid♥
go follow him pls @ghxstkid @ghxstkid @ghxstkid also s/o to @buddy_official

if you like and repost this you're the goat and ily
upping up the quality of songs soon, so stay tuned ♥
download is availble so enjoy






lyrics: 
sorry all i ever do is run away from these problems
i always thought with time we could make it back
it's like curse cause i only end up feeling worse
and the days go by we don't even talk no more
our hearts hurts and theres we can do

i'm sorry you don't care about my feelings
what's the meaning what's the reason
because i aint leaving

should i stay or should i go thats been on my mind
cause lately i've been feeling down feeling like such a waste of time
all yours lies they keep me up at night baby please tell me we'll be alright
and i can't yeah i can't nah
everytime i am feeling up something always brings me back down
and i don't know how to get back on my feet
just tell me we'll be okay, promise me you won't leave

(@guitarboi)
its been a while since i've felt heart warmed
it's been a while since i've look forward for something
you've changed me in so many ways (yeah)
i hope i don't go to waste
i don't wanna fuck up
but that's what i be doing
i don't wanna lose you
but i feel like i'm losing
it's time for me to get it straight (yeah)
it's time for me to fix myself

Should i stay

I don't wanna lose you ✨💫💙 w/ ripghosty (prod. raspo)

Check Now (it's a trap!)

healing is stagnant, like the bottom of lake crescent </3 
Out on biteki: https://youtu.be/DWQC6SGIB3Q
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/6nbMCS1Eg97diiyGRofHlY?si=7kgbfeaOSeug9rp-zYsGuw

follow me :D 
instagram.com/imissyouauras
twitter.com/aurasxix

prod by micco 
mix by myself, tnvr and cmfrt 
master by myself

support anthony: 
instagram.com/anthonysidotiofficial
twitter.com/anthonypsidoti 

support cmfrt 
instagram.com/cmfrtxcrush
twitter.com/cmfrtxcrush

support tnvr:
instagram.com/prodbytnvr
twitter.com/farhantnvr

support micco: 
https://twitter.com/prodbymicco
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCRWMWk-xx67nsacXORn2Aiw
https://www.instagram.com/prodbymicco/

lyrics:
chorus [auras]: 
as much as i wanted to restart 
i know im gonna fall apart 
and when the rain pours over my head
it comes out of my eyes again 
healing is stagnant 
like the bottom of lake crescent
where i felt myself grow distant 
why can’t we stay consistent 

verse 1 [anthony sidoti]: 
I feel this way cause I’m complicated 
Find me a way cause I’m losing patience 
sick of it all take away my demons 
Or find me a way to take away this feeling 
Take away this feeling

verse 2 [cmfrt]: 
I tried to stay up that night
I tried to stay up but im falling asleep
consistency isn't one of my virtues
i do what i do im sorry if it hurt u
can't track me like the phases of the moon
erase it all to make me feel new
I'm inconsistent and
i couldn't fix it
she said there's shooting stars tonight
i'll probably miss it

crescent w/ anthony bitchdoti & cmfrt (prod. micco)

lightswitch (with sorrow bringer)

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just happy to be here

lightswitch (with sorrow bringer)

Softheart