i dont wanna hesitate
wanna go with what i feel
and i look at both my hands
just to make sure im still here
and i check my pulse heartbeat
just to make sure i can hear it 
and i find the closest mirror
just to make sure im still real 
so i force myself outside
and i crawl out from my cave 
and i hear whoosh of tires
and i feel wind on my face
and i zone out for a sec
cause i was thinkin of you
i was in this nice daydream
it was only just us two
and everything was so good 
and we lived a simple life
in a little house in the woods
with the birds and butterflies

cautious and delicate 
only if its right
only if its right
let me know if

if you wanna hang sometime
on the roof of your old house
we can sit and watch the sky
n find pictures in the clouds 
when im bored i think about
how wed sit and talk for hours
but it doesnt feel that long
wasnt even keeping count 
and we held our bodies close
and you said that i was warm
and i think about it sometimes
and how i want it more
and everything is so good
and everything feels just right
like ill wake up from this dream
and its only just one night

cautious and delicate

dont you think its passionate the sounds of the crashing from the will of gravity 
the buildings down and in ruble among ashes and the long deceased
the smashed together metal beams all torn to shreds like pedals of a flower   

when ur in my bed
and its not right
cause its not me
and this love brings dread 
on this tripwire
in this lust finds
something in myself 
you said you saved me but i dont think i agree
i couldnt tell who my friends were cause i wasnt me 
i kept that dress in my backpack for years and years
i think theres something about that but idk

dont you think its passionate the sounds of the crashing from the will of gravity 
the buildings down and in ruble among ashes and the long deceased
the smashed together metal beams all torn to shreds like pages on the ground 
with bolts and wires  
dress floats by
white silk and laced chiffon 
spotless and dry

the sounds of the crashing from the will of gravity the buildings down and in rubble

thanks for listening. i didn't just abandon this page, just have other stuff i enjoy a little more right now. but i appreciate everyone on here <3 love u mfs

nothing i can do

slowkeel (prod. wintfye)

... and for my last trick (prod. dash)

sometimes idk why i say such fucked up stuff in my songs, i'm really sorry if i give a bad impression with it. i try to work on it but i always end up making stuff when im at my lowest and it's this weird thing where i don't want to hide what i want to say, but i also dont want to say anything thats too dark, idk i just want to say i hope everyone does good in life and makes it out of whatever rut their in (if you're in one that is)

i really don't want to make things worse, add to negative feelings or give bad ideas to anyone thats struggling. i really dont want anyone to get that impression. i really wish the best for people

sometimes when shit gets really bad, i just sit down and make music. its a good distraction and i try and turn the feelings or what im going through into something positive, if i miss the mark on it then i try again.

ghost inside the screen (prod. ocurie + xtasane)

Loco Love [2024]

tune up

link?

Anything But Subtle

Put My Things Down

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just happy to be here

slowkeel (prod. wintfye)

Softheart

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