Basketcase - Softheart

love song 4 the ghost i see in my room sometimes 

original beat by killedmyself (chopped and pitched)
additional violin by my good friend Mohini 

its not somethin else
its exactly whats the most obvious
its so easy to tell
and im no good at hiding it
its rly not that hard to figure out
the obsessions not mutual 
i know u like me but not as much
i wanna be what you think about
i cant help but fall in one sided love 

and im stuck in it  
i get so dumb in it 
there might be something
to make me feel more whole 
somehow 
your touch that feels like home 
but then u cast me off and i end up more alone
strung up
im just a puppet
u can make me dance 
im happy to perform 
in ur bed
im nestled up and warm
hoping 
the night can last more long 

ive been numbed up i dont feel it 
i dont feel the touch im too hollow
can u help me get more human 
maybe some emotions to borrow 
i think im the worlds best escapist 
back then i just didnt wanna exist
so i buried my head in the sand
look at all the time i wasted

. . . . .

when im in your arms it felt so warm like home

slowkeel (prod. wintfye)

... and for my last trick (prod. dash)

heart drawn in chalk (prod. irisv)

[Intro]
(Beam me up Scotty)

[Chorus]
Ayy, changes you made to me
Yeah, that's irreversible
No, why you afraid of me
Yeah, I think you're beautiful
Ooh, chaining the celery
Yeah, that's irreversible
No, why you afraid of me (Why)
Yeah, I'm not that powerful
Ayy, changes you made to me
Yeah, that's irreversible
No, why you afraid of me
Yeah, I think you're beautiful
Ooh, chaining the celery
Yeah, that's irreversible
No, why you afraid of me (Why)
Yeah, I’m not that powerful

[Verse 1]
Woah
Energy release
It’s purely emotional, you made it physical
Never talk sheep, never talk scheme, never talk we
Never talk ‘bout me
It’s all about you
All about who fucking who
And a lot of our time
Really your time
Talkin’ bout blue
Look at my life boo hoo
Well I been lookin’ at it
Look at your life again
'Cause I'm in there too
You just gotta get past you
Gotta look deep, gotta go through
All the DM and the voicemail
So you could see me right here in front of your vision, it’s cool
I’m easy to miss, so I’m told, yeah
I’m easy to block out of view, ayy
Easy to block, uh
Red lips with the peach taste
Black jeans with the shoelace belt (Ayy)
Rubbin’ on ‘em got ‘em red face (No)
No waste for the love he felt
Pick love for the G string well
Chose wrong now it hurt deep down
Heartbreak gonna curve his health
No waste for the love he felt, cold ass hell

[Chorus]
Ayy, changes you made to me
Yeah, that's irreversible
No, why you afraid of me
Yeah, I think you're beautiful
Ooh, chaining the celery
Yeah, that's irreversible
No, why you afraid of me (Why)
Yeah, I’m not that powerful
Ayy, changes you made to me
Yeah, that's irreversible
No, why you afraid of me
Yeah, I think you're beautiful
Ooh, chaining the celery
Yeah, that's irreversible
No, why you afraid of me (Why)
Yeah, I’m not that powerful

[Verse 2]
Hey
Time is up, ayy
Give it up
Triple coffee cup
I’m throwing up (Burp)
Truly boot cut
Polo pony stuck in mud
Ashy from the bud
Spongey spitting out my blood
Man, I'm more than just the suds
Down the blue to power up
Blowing powder off the dash
OG said it just to dust
If you smelling lines, I’ll be asking you to cut
No more snow that man is geeked
All my boys prefer that run
Remember when you joined me
Remember when you used to crack it slowly (Crack)
Remember you would out smoke me
3 grams in the blunt, no kobe (Shoot)

[Bridge]
(Woah, woah, woah, woah)
3 grams in the blunt, no kobe (No kobe)
Now you don’t even know me (Ayy)
(Now you don’t even know me, yeah)

[Chorus]
Ayy, changes you made to me
Yeah, that's irreversible
No, why you afraid of me
Yeah, I think you're beautiful
Ooh, chaining the celery
Yeah, that's irreversible
No, why you afraid of me (Why)
Yeah, I’m not that powerful
Ayy, changes you made to me
Yeah, that's irreversible
No, why you afraid of me
Yeah, I think you're beautiful
Ooh, chaining the celery
Yeah, that's irreversible
No, why you afraid of me (Why)
Yeah, I’m not that powerful

9TAILS - irreversible (prod. scottysplash)

[Intro]
(Beam me up Scotty)
Woah, ohh
Yeah, uhh, uhh, uhh (Uhh)

[Chorus]
Same old fleece
Same old jeans
Same old club with the same old team (With the same—)
Salmonella with the same old beef
Shoot the same old shots
In the same sub tweets
Same old tears
Same old scene
Same old thoughts
Same old stream
But I'm bringing new waves from the same old me
Same old weed from the same brown leaves

[Verse 1]
I just want you—want you to feel fine
Heard you will take to the grave, fine, yeah
You needa unwind
Don't have to be [?] red eyes, yeah
Blow that smoke, make you choke
Yeah, you will wake but now you been woke
Held her throat when she spoke
Sleepin' on words, baby, jus let 'em go, wow (Ohh)
I'm on loose
Lock all the doors, I got nothing to lose (Lose, lose)
I'm looking for food
All of this music keep draining my juice
Chasing my visions and changing my views (Changed that)
This shit is not what I'm used to
All of the ways that I used to move
Faded away in the process
Faded away in the progress
Got no eyes and no name, yeah
No path and no pain, yeah
No loss and no gain, yeah
I'm somewhere in the empty space between
I remember him and never rang a bell, yeah (Ring, ring)
Allow me to ring a bell for my same old self and I

[Chorus]
Same old fleece
Same old jeans
Same old club with the same old team (With the same—)
Salmonella with the same old beef
Shoot the same old shots
In the same sub tweets
Same old tears
Same old scene
Same old thoughts
Same old streams
But I'm bringing new waves from the same old me
Same old weed from the same brown leaves

[Verse 2]
Let the street light guide us back home
I can't go alone, I barely stand on my own
It's an alright, fuck though
Summer night, I'm pourin', cryin' out on a sideroad
Tight rope living
Worn night tight visions, ayy
Like, water through the forest
Man, I might go missing, yeah
Cellphone digits don't work out
Where we heading?
I got ounces at the cottage, yeah
Trade off for the coverage, yeah (Ohh)
Wearin' these boots
Making these moves
I ain't want fashion
Might cop shoes
Might cop Bape
But I might cop blue notes
Open up shop when I open up new tones
No new phone, bought a new EQ and my headphones
Homie like Pichu if I'm like Raichu
Rap game, Thai food
They just wanna bite dude, fuck you

[Chorus]
Same old fleece
Same old jeans
Same old club with the same old team (With the same—)
Salmonella with the same old beef
Shoot the same old shots
In the same sub tweets
Same old tears
Same old scene
Same old thoughts
Same old stream
But I'm bringing new waves from the same old me
Same old weed from the same brown leaves

9TAILS - same old 2 (prod. scottysplash)

SoHo

tune up

Millpond interlude - rkkt [ prod:Nino]

Put My Things Down

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just happy to be here