this song was inspired/interpolated from a softheart type beat i found on youtube, please go give some love to w1nter/shy: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UChPhqiihr2QL0nMOr5FmlbQ

New Terrain

produced by @jolst and @sainttomorrow <3
out now on youtube through biteki & static:
https://youtu.be/DWpNablizm0
https://youtu.be/nEK_a4oFms8

music video:
https://youtu.be/95Kayd1Rpiw

hope u enjoy :)

lyrics:
i let my soul drift away just to feel something again
i sold my conscience for free, nothing to see but a man without his skin

cuz im nothing like him
you’re not the person i remember
i’ll just disappear into the trees
like i did back in december
my voice is cracking as i talk,
on the phone, i watch the clock
why won’t time just ever stop
why wasn’t i enough?
enter the forest, forget life,
i’ve done this shit for the last time. 

plenty people consider hitting my phone again
i don’t mind but i’d rather just be alone again
findin peace in my soul life ain’t that innocent
if i wanted em to be, things would be different
quiet nights in my attic, now the static is loud
i just wanna see my dad again and make him proud
tired of the recycled life i’m bottling up
smoked a little bit too much and now i’m throwing up

whats in the water, i wonder...
sink to the river, discover
see my reflection in ripples
i think i need you a little
more than i’d admit
i find it hard to reminisce
feel my stomach start to twist
and now i’m back with those i miss
woahhh

cuz im nothing like him
you’re not the person i remember
i’ll just disappear into the trees
like i did back in december
my voice is cracking as i talk,
on the phone, i watch the clock
why won’t time just ever stop
why wasn’t i enough?
enter the forest, forget life,
i’ve done this shit for the last time. 

enter the forest, forget life
i’ve done this shit for the last time x2

enter the forest, forget life

enter the forest, forget life [p. jolst x saint tomorrow]

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enter the forest, forget life [jolst x saint tomorrow]

the moon hates clouds and they fight sometimes

sidewalk end (prod. brody + taylor morgan)

(prod sorrow bringer)
@sorrow_bringer

its a nightmare no its not a fairytale
im an alien 
im not american
and im not ur fucking experiment
for you to discard
when the times up and youre sick of listening
its embarassing
you dont care a bit
grab my face and i scratch claw and tear at it
till i rip it off
i never liked it much when i was wearing it 
i know that they staring
i dont care a bit
and i know that i love to my own detriment 
can we just talk about something else instead
and every time i think about u i just drop dead
and now im just standing there holding my head
i dont wanna miss out if im not there
i dont wanna leave the house when your haunt it
i dont wanna leave the house when u ----
its a nightmare no its not a fairytale
im an alien 
not american
and im not ur fucking experiment
for you to discard
when the times up and youre sick of listening
its embarassing
you dont care a bit
grab my face and i scratch claw and tear at it
till i rip it off
i never liked it much when i was wearing it

drop dead

i dont wanna hesitate
wanna go with what i feel
and i look at both my hands
just to make sure im still here
and i check my pulse heartbeat
just to make sure i can hear it 
and i find the closest mirror
just to make sure im still real 
so i force myself outside
and i crawl out from my cave 
and i hear whoosh of tires
and i feel wind on my face
and i zone out for a sec
cause i was thinkin of you
i was in this nice daydream
it was only just us two
and everything was so good 
and we lived a simple life
in a little house in the woods
with the birds and butterflies

cautious and delicate 
only if its right
only if its right
let me know if

if you wanna hang sometime
on the roof of your old house
we can sit and watch the sky
n find pictures in the clouds 
when im bored i think about
how wed sit and talk for hours
but it doesnt feel that long
wasnt even keeping count 
and we held our bodies close
and you said that i was warm
and i think about it sometimes
and how i want it more
and everything is so good
and everything feels just right
like ill wake up from this dream
and its only just one night

cautious and delicate

caving in (hurt for something)

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you dont mean that 
you dont mean that

if you do then ill be be over in a minute now
you dont mean that
you dont mean that
Guess you left me with no option now i gotta shout
get out i dont wanna see you in my house
youre always under my skin make me go underground 
move south but thats aready where we said our vows

yea and then u broke em
ever since then i have been a grouch
i live in garbage every day so i dont make nobody proud
i promised that id make it but i never got up off the couch
im chillin where i lay because cuz i make the money speakin out my mouth
and u don’t understand how im only here cuz they allow

you dont mean that

i dont mean to make you think im really really bad
i had a couple awful issues but theyre in the past
i only said that part to link but i hope that we last
the last one was a robbery put my heart in a cast

i never ever thought that id get medals or a badge
while she pickin the pedals off the flower ima dash
if you dont wanna go there i wont ever come back
i been feeling like a mower i cant start without the gas

and i dont wanna be the owner of someone who only slacks
i could take you to my home or i could take you to the dance
but i dont wanna give more than that i just cant in advance 
you want my money in ur pockets oh im sorry theres no chance

out in downtown i be walkin i be stuntin wit these vans
u thought no prada on me but look at whats holdin up my pants
i got some bots around me around always steady following programs
if you dont look a lil harder u gon get lost in the sand
parents hate that im always sippin something out of the can
but they dont ever stop to think thats just the way that i am
and i dont go to parties get stressed out i dont know where to stand
and thats a part of me im always gonna need sum to relax

its an act
its an act but i dont wanna lie cant u understand that
Ima disconnect
ima log up off the net
too much problems in my chest
never ever get rest
but I need it so bad
if I wake up then I crash
yea everybody laugh
wait until like 2 or 3pm to get out bed
but I don’t feel no better 
always under weather
I don’t think a single thing will make me feel alright.

grouch (love matt x blocktane)

[Chorus]
(Woah)
Take your time
I didn't plan this life
Take your time, honey
I didn't plan this life, honey

[Verse 1]
Up dosage sevenfold
Keeping the centerfold paper
Bag it and save it for later, baby
You don't got get me back later, baby
Lump in my throat (Oh)
The last time they leave on the [?] gotta go
Keep looking over my soul
Protect me, don't leave me alone
Requested to leave you alone
Buzzes inside of my phone make me look at the screen before all of the words from before hit me straight from my brain to my bones
I'm all alone

[Verse 2]
You don't gotta waste your time on me
Close to being fully empty
Just look over me
Eat my heart, take hold of me (Eat all my heart)
Tasting the pain
I feel no shame when I'm supposed to feel shame
I feel no lust when you call out my name
I can't think of your body no more, get away
I bathe in the gray, sleep in the gray
You got a colorful soul, I see graves
Look at my face, picking my brain
Suck out my thoughts from my vessels and veins
Dark parking lots where we sit in the rain
Not much to say when you've said all there is to say
Already said everything
Dump out emotions and they wash away in the drain
Mix with the sewage
Therapy, sympathy felt in the music
Scarily carefully flow, but it's fluid
Married and salary over six digits
I knew you could do it

[Chorus]
Take your time (Take your time)
I didn't plan this life
Ayy, take your time, honey
I didn't plan this life, honey

[Outro]
Oh, woah
Oh, woah
Oh, woah
Oh, woah

9TAILS - take ur time (prod. jurrivh)

[Intro]
Yeah
This shit is beautiful man
Ayy, yo, yo

[Chorus]
Toss me around
Cut me up and break me down (Just break me down)
Blowing on that loud at 2 a.m
Can't hear a sound (No)
Make this floor shake, huh
Earthquake, huh
She said in her mouth, huh
Toothpaste, huh

[Verse]
Bitch, I pack a blunt
And then I lick it like a candy cane
Heart as cold as ice (Ayy, ayy)
It's only fall but feel like winter rain
Send her out the storm
And what you're feeling is my hurricane
Don't stay in the middle
You'll get killed
Just like it's Hunger Games
Numbing all my feelings
I've been dipping, numbing novocaine
I'm glad winter's here
I don't feel guilty staying in today (No)
Swear this just a pitcher
I don't really wanna mix today
This bowl is weed
I just don't really wanna trip today
Don't invite your friends if you tell me you wanna see me (Yeah)
I don't like 'em, don't you get it?
Fuck, they're friends for a reason (It's true)
And I don't need 'em
If you wanna, you can skip our plans and see 'em (Yeah)
To be honest, I was gonna hit you up and say I'm sleepin'
Real, for real, yo

[Chorus]
Toss me around
Cut me up and break me down (Just break me down)
Blowing on that loud at 2 a.m
Can't hear a sound (No)
Make this floor shake, huh
Earthquake, huh
She said in her mouth, huh
Toothpaste
Make this floor shake, huh
Earthquake, huh
She said in her mouth, huh (Ayy)
Toothpaste

9TAILS - toothpaste (prod. white shinobi)

punkstarkozy - dracos for da youth (p. roadrunner) [gaiohenken + perfectdarkzero + spillmymud]

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just happy to be here

the moon hates clouds and they fight sometimes

Softheart