LOVE

A Collection of Softheart Songs
Guest Starring: Truett, Participation Trophy, and SalemJournl [diary]

softheart [and friends] <3

Slucham sobie tego ^^

coolers

Dying Ft Lil Peep (prod by LIL PUKE)

crybaby (prod. lederrick x lil peep)

Gustav Ahr's Album

worlds away (prod. horse head)

9.Napalm (Bonus)

teach me how to sleep
this life aint what it seem
taught me how to leave
now u taking all ur things...

Teach Me How To Sleep (Prod by y0se)

i recorded this with a fever

its 2 in the morning I’m racing down the block now
n I’m screaming out ur name hoping that u wanna come out
cuz i got two henny bottles 
and I’m riding in that benz truck
good white shawty and i do it for my lil bruv
and they won’t  understand this aint what we had planned
we don’t ever make plans
we jus fuck and hold hands

bitches on me but i do not pay attention
I’m staying late like u got me in detention
and there shit aint to do in this little hell
so won’t u make my night and get high as hell
with me 
with me
cuz i cant sleep
they don’t believe in me
but u do for some reason  

i swear that i just can’t hide it
but everytime i talk its silence
on ur carpet floors we get so violent
til ur legs get sore and u can’t stay silent 

and if my brothers need me then I’m sliding
diamonds wet feel like poseidon
and i don’t feel right when u not beside me
so if i  go seek then girl stop hiding  

cuz its 2 in the morning..

2am (Prod By Jayyeah)

all i see is trouble
i dont see the love 
yeah i dont need to know
yeah i dont need the truth
i just stay alone between these four corners
i just stay alone making beats in my room
and i cant get back those days spent 
dazed and chasing around with you
and i cant no i wont pretend
every single day i would waist it again
i would waist it again

sometimes i wanna die
but i dont like to think about that
cause of fear for it
and sometimes i cant recognize 
the face thats looking back
in the mirror x3

wanna end the pain so bad 
but im scared and i dont wanna let all these people down
every time i come around smell the weed in the air 
yeah my lungs are full of loud
yeah
i just wanna know
baby i just wanna know
no wait i dont wanna know a thing

repeat

all i see is trouble

lyrics 4 the fan that asked for em shout out to you 

nightshade
and my Styrofoam in twos 
i change
and when i go home with you i'll stay

these nights in this waistland, ay
keep me right by your waistband, ay

ooo, leave me on my own too high
leave me make me start a new life
seen it far to much it aint right
too many times

nightshade (prod. truett)

MUSIC VIDEO:

https://youtu.be/sncR0BS40i0

jealous mess

nothing much

Music video:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ctOyErSZ4Wk

guitar by noah walker and chris p
bass by coleman
violin by mohini 
lyrics: 

I go ghost 
It's like myself haunt me I 
I, I let the snow fall on me 
Run from love it's like my heart harm me i
I 
Don't wanna hurt nobody
(repeat)

Don't really like what the truth is 
Better if we just pretend 
Looked in her face and I knew it
That's it she'll never be with me again
Somethings whispering to me
Said go where the road meets with the grass
There's nothing for me where streetlights shine on the highway 
Swear Nothing that feels good lasts

I just look up in the mirror thinking god damn how the hell did I get here 
Says she sincere but I look and can't see her
Wish I woulda back then now I see it so clear 
Ooo 
Walking with a hole in my heart
I know that im over my head
why I'm always upset  
If i told you know youd say you wanna help
But I look around and the only one i see is myself  
Oh well
I really don't understand anymore 
No I don't even really know who I am anymore 
Letting go and falling back 
If youre ever holding out your hand 
I Bet you could understand its just
So much easier to
Hate us just
Moving through the cold like it
Ain't nothing 

I go ghost 
It's like myself haunt me I 
I, I let the snow fall on me 
Run from love it's like my heart harm me i
I 
Don't wanna hurt nobody
(repeat)

Don't really like what the truth is 
Better if we just pretend 
Looked in her face and I knew it
That's it she'll never be with me again
Somethings whispering to me
Said go where the road meets with the grass
There's nothing for me where streetlights shine on the highway 
Swear Nothing that feels good lasts

MUSIC VIDEO

spooky! (video in desc.)

guitar by : @waitingoncisco

lyrics:

i could be fake too
just not how i make do
it's not that i hate you 
well i don't know
hard to be great you know 
it's hard to be grateful
it's hard to be thankful
so i don't show
you know we all hurt it's just life
baby i get lost in the midnight
we all got problems i just admit mine
at night my eyes wont close

if i'm a star i'm burnt out and looking down
just cause she love me right now
don't mean she'll always be around
always stoned and in my house 
don't got nobody i can count on 
just stay tucked off by myself
oh i 
only get in my zone when i get on my own
all alone
she hit me up at all
and i shut off my phone
i go ghost
i swear she got those words you feel in your bones
who would have known
the prettiest face would have the ugliest soul

yeah but im a loverboy what'd you expect from me
i swear pretty girls will be the death of me
step to me i'm in the sky
baby i been hearing lies 
all my fucking life
so i always treat them nice
so when they fuck me over i don't even think twice
i just cut em off i don't even want a slice
imma leave her blocked
wish my heart weren't so soft 
wish you weren't my first fuck
all the shit is so dumb

now i just find safety in how 
these memories start all fading
put a knife inside my back
then ask why i'm so filled with hatred

anything but give you space and i'd rather erase myself
put the hurt of my back
chasing feeling's never helps

i could be fake too
just not how i make do
it's not that i hate you, 
well i don't know
hard to be great you know 
it's hard to be grateful
it's hard to be thankful
so i don't show
you know we all hurt it's just life
baby i get lost in the midnight
we all got problems i just admit mine
at night my eyes wont close

ghostboy. (with waitingoncisco)

MUSIC VIDEO : https://bit.ly/2wY59yY

HUGE thank you to everyone that's supported me so far
this album is a favorite for sure, i hope you all feel the same <3


album credits:

huge thanks to @noahwalker, this album wouldn't be what it is without him 

instrumentation: noah walker, quinn, chris p, coleman, mohini 

production: something worth living for (prod. killedmyself)
all other production done by me

somewhere with you (video in desc.)

HUGE thank you to everyone that's supported me so far
this album is a favorite for sure, i hope you all feel the same <3


album credits:

huge thanks to @noahwalker, this album wouldn't be what it is without him 

instrumentation: noah walker, quinn, chris p, coleman, mohini 

production: something worth living for (prod. killedmyself)
all other production done by me

purple

music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sy6F-hKr3Y4

violin by mohini

something to live for (prod. killedmyself)VIDEO IN DESC.

produced by idealism

lyrics:

man we really out here
damn its chilly out
get ahead of myself
always end up down here

round here
no one give a fuck about your feelings
youre numbers
no one get to know you think about it your nothing

i move forward hard head
its scary any day u could wind up dead
i put my money in the bank
if there was no saving me id save a little change
help the family with the pain
that was before my current angle on my brain
that was before i got too busy for the pain
way before when everyday would feel the same

feel like everybody like me more
real life friends would ask me what im crying for
said they said i need the sadness just to feel the force 
making garbage i dont like so you would like me more

is not the way it works
i put my feelings first
i put em in the words
persuasion never works
opinions rarely hurt
bitch ill die before i spin another persons thought into the works

okok alright alright
blueberry packed in the pipe
rain sounds coming from the night
damn

this track is completely non-profit

side street (prod. idealism)

produced by @scottysplash

lyrics:

scotty sending spooky beats and filling up his drive
we just scratching april im on halloween vibes
video game silence
socom night
she looking like a cosplay with the knee highs
with the green eyes
music playing when we fight
clever lines
but ill just counter every time
wordplay is my speciality
just step over the line
by the 9 divines'll
ill show you how i shine

50/50 grind
i been looking like i skateboard
like i surf board
spark it in my board shorts
where the woods
put the log in like its neopets
smoky air my hair is tangled like a headset

i made 100 songs they say i havent heard of you
if i dont blow up soon wont have ideas when i do
scene is clogged and some these rappers need some food
they just make a friend to make him number 2
they say im rude
im just saying what is true
you either do it or its happening to you
ignore the drama theyll just put your name in too
if ur silent theyll just
say your piece for you

get on your big boy shit
this a real deal life im spitting big boy spit
air max 95's 
i got big boy kicks
interogate your man
like a bad boys script

this is big boss shit
man i think i lost it
rapper beefing
like some undercover boss shit
you dont know my capabilites
my secret projects
in enemy lines like im dennis rodman

im wobblin
greened out like a goblin
stoned just like an onyx
sobers not an option
im moshin
im moshin in the club
while i keep sippin my concoction
im flossin pinky up i drink my shit until my fallin

know alot but youll never know me
my talk is not a code i garuntee u got me
master cheffin with this shit i serve it extra saucy
text her should i drop it hit back with the yes please

yes pls (prod. scottysplash)

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ＭＡＫＥＳ　ＴＨＥ　ＮＩＧＨＴ　ＤＡＮＣＥ

//落ちるのを恐れる//

i've been feeling some type of way recently. i don't know what to call it.

s/o young taylor
click that link up there & check him out 

thanks for 13k <3

lyrics
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how you gonna say that you like that
just to walk away when the tide casts
just to disappear well the forecast 
is cloudy today but the way that she talks makes the night dance 
girl you're an angel from hell
bad to the bone baby i couldn't tell
ooo mamasita she sweet to the cell
she on my dick cause i look like drake bell
whisper my name 
grippin' your neck & i'm slappin' your face
pull on your hair as i slide your panties off your waist
sit on my lips cause i love how you taste 
baby girl just take off on my rocket 
when you pop it back you better lock it 
we could spark the jay inside my pocket
fuck all night & we ain't ever stoppin'

got a feelin this is it 
got me feelin like a kid
spark another in a bit too high i'll admit 
rollie rollie rollie rollie rollie rollie on my wrist
jk maybe ravioli in my dish

i'm never hungry 
only for pussy and money 
i thought that bar was so funny 
i'm still laughin' like a dummy 
nothing makes sense to me lately 
stuck in my room someone save me 
i'm a fiend cause this weed got me shaky 
smoking it daily 
cause i cop big bands 
and i got big plans
and i can not stand you
being this far away
from the shit that you say 
that you think that you can't do 
just try a little harder and you'll see
turn your dreams into reality 
fuck the hate and negativity 
i believe in creativity

so when the sun comes up will you be here in the morning
love
x2

i can't sleep without you in my bed
and lately you've been wandering inside of my head 
so maybe i'm falling all over again
and i fear you'll leave me for one of your friends

follow young taylor

lately (prod. by young taylor)

produced by 9TAILS

samples from kingsway music library

talking up just to talk backwards
actor
i remember when the enemies were not a factor
gotta move different cause some outbursts of my temper
i might be an asshole but the truth's what matters
splatter
all my deep down thoughts get scattered
on my new reeboks plant matter
in a coned out raw
smoke the spliff than make this song
holding in smoke face blue man group
loud way too loud man it smell like poop
enough about me tell me more about you
did your friend text back did you link that dude
do you treat him like a main or a strong number 2
you aboutta break with the weight on you
did you put the faith in him but he always fell through
lately i just hope that im not that dude
"you aint really do nothing bad" says you
i been getting pew pew'd every other song
drop *boom* drop bombs and support is gonna cease i guess
profit increase so do ever bodies needs i guess
vampires when i bleed i guess
when i fuck off, now you fuck me i guess
smoke my weed then kiss your teeth whats next

sorry friend
could we make amends
this the second call
but imma call again
im on a variety of shit
its only 2pm
bottles, conscious, and a spliff
all beside me in the whip

i want december
there wasn't as many plans 
that i felt bad for missing to really see what i can
do with these hands
do with this brain
and the subject matter inside
you leave im working im eager something i could never hide

i get too deep in it
mind overdrive my thoughts overwrite as fear overides my shit
coarse cough got me fucked with the blood spit
yuck

sorry friend
could we make amends
this the second call
but imma call again
im on a variety of shit
its only 2pm
bottles, conscious, and a spliff
all beside me in the whip

sorry friend
could we make amends
this the second call
but imma call again
im on a variety of shit
its only 2pm
bottles, conscious, and a spliff
all beside me in the whip

some missed calls

guitar by noah walker

art done by @marksonwalls on instagram!!

Love You If You Listen

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just happy to be here