a bunch of small scattered hearts among the piles of ash (b-sides)

lyrics:

Lately im having doubts about the fast life and my health
People I know get worried about the way that I been treating myself
My mom told me she scared for when im all on my own
And my friends get tense whenever I dont pick up the phone
Now im in New York City in this apartment alone
And I know I dont talk too much but life gets hard
If our words could damage Id be covered up in scars
But baby im just like u if we were standing in the dark

I feel like I failed one too many in my life
If u cut me lose in these times well u were right to
I cant love no more I felt so bad when u tried to
Cause really I love u dearly I just dont work how im meant to
Please pass the blunt im gonna smoke till im sleepy
And im pouring cups of liquor while they hit me kinda creepy
Im just tryna relax inside this party but I cant now
Because how Ive lived my life thus far im unable to turn down

If I die and they tell me what im worth now
Im pretty sure ill be owing shit first now
I am so wavy I spill shit on my shirt now
I cant pick up the phone cause im in turks now
Lately im having doubts about the fast life and my health
People I know get worried about the way that I been treating myself
My mom told me she scared for when im all on my own
And my friends get tense whenever I dont pick up the phone
Now im in New York City in this apartment alone
And I know I dont talk too much but life gets hard
If our words could damage Id be covered up in scars
But baby im just like u if we were standing in the dark

Im not me in the slightest
And she had just wanted to fight
She told me
But I won’t stay here and rot
Ill just love me for once now
Why would they choose me go for peak instead
I cannot get that paragraph from my head
I wonder if u think about me in bed yea
Im not bad my angel wings just made of lead

If I die and they tell me what im worth now
Im pretty sure ill be owing shit first now
I am so wavy I spill shit on my shirt now
I cant pick up the phone cause im in turks now
Lately im having doubts about the fast life and my health
People I know get worried about the way that I been treating myself
My mom told me she scared for when im all on my own
And my friends get tense whenever I dont pick up the phone
Now im in New York City in this apartment alone
And I know I dont talk too much but life gets hard
If our words could damage Id be covered up in scars
But baby im just like u if we were standing in the dark

infraRED (taylor morgan x punk)

the-man-that-breaks-mirrors-still-looks-no-different

mirrors

Hansel (prod. sorrow bringer)

i needa go to work my girl if u hear me now 
i’ll be back at 6
make u food if u want it 
woke up in a good mood 
but shortly after lost it 
this table and this screen 
keep me in like a coffin 
at my 9-5 way too high to be conscious 
broke another streak
i feel bad for my sponsors
need to put this bottle down
head spinnin like a comet
2 litre sprite
pinewood then cherry drop it 

like run your diagnostics 
on my friends 
anythin u want girl
i’ll buy it 
can’t afford a prada bag
so i rolled this 10 
will u hold me down when i get indicted
pass the gas to my homie only smoke fire
hold the knife in my hand and i get excited 
pass the gas to my baby yea she light it
she put flowers on the grave that i’m inside inside in

and it’s like lately
idk, i can’t explain 
i been - 
ugh

i mean, like lately,
i been low once again 
i feel like things are starting to fall into place
then they slip and i drop them 
they smash like a vase
always just a fuck up 
yea i cannot explain
why do i always think people want me this way
then they cut and they stitch n they try change my shape
i pop pills n im lazy 
the fuck can i say
either take me 
or leave me 
stop playing this game 
i’m a person i deserve to be loved and- 

tf am i sayin 
just pass me a 30 n get out my way 
i’ve gone cold through these years that you’ve shredded my brain 
what’s a life without fighting 
feel fuckin insane
did you see how he fell when i hit him again 
i got blood on my hands wash it off in the rain
i can’t make a fist or hold my phone a few days 
but i promise that pussy won’t try it again
all i need in this life is some weed and a pen

i’ll be back at six (nevrfall)

prod. nevrfall and branwen  
@nevrfall 
@branwenmusic

i take this small one and bend 
its like this battle dont got a end
i can get so in my head but still fuck what they say 
i dont know you and you not my friend
i know that i said i wouldnt get fucked up today
but look at me here i am 
i always end up just going the opposite way
if they try to tell me that i cant 
ill do that shit just to spite you and laugh
fuck out my face bout that i give a damn
i dont know you i dont trust you thats facts 
that shit is just how it is 
i would change it if i could but i cant
i let the world try to make me abandon myself
just to be something for them 
just to be something for somebody else

i push away
everything because i need help
bleed out
on the tile i left a big puddle
i love something
and it gets me into big trouble 
do u need enough 
all these tests i hope i bleed enough 
i left that old part of me where 2016 was 
reasons 
i dont need to ever speak of
leave me 
in a big clump
ima big cluts 
bleeding 
from these thick cuts
i can get rid of 

when i stretch
and this conflict eats me to my bone
cant this toxic world leave me alone 
its ingrown 
if its wrong 
let me reap what i sow

dont go closing your eyes
you never know whats gonna wanna come n hurt you right
and when your outside keep some sort of weapon close to your side
im so sick of hearing bad news somebody died 
and it goes like 
dont go closing your eyes
you never know whats gonna wanna come n hurt you right
and when your outside keep some sort of weapon close to your side
im so sick of hearing bad news somebody died

dont go, closing your eyes

Sourface

my head has clouds in it

nothingmuchEST2016 (prod.grimgar-dx)

chase

Hotboxing This 07 Camry Like Its Our Fucking Job (sorrow bringer x pizzle)

harvest blood moon
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0111011101101000011001010111001001100101011000010110110101101001 (prod yakside)

mindless (prod. taylor morgan)

taylor morgan made the original beat and the synth is sampled at the end, all credit to him!!

eaturheartout (version 2)

They say

SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/track/3GX2YTKgzIh1KP4ZFVpQND?si=e1d4486089a1438d

[CHORUS]
My bitch got something to say!
Cover my bitch in designer, yeah she stay!
Deadass, what she wanna say?
I got shit I wanna pay!
Fuck that bitch and all her friends it never go her way!

[VERSE 1]
I... wonder what number I am on her roster!
Fuck... her so good maybe it's me she wanna foster!
Gave... her my favorite hoodie, now she repping Stussy!
Yeah... we get fried together give me another cookie!
I know how this shit boutta end, bitch I ain't a rookie!
Know I love all her other features 'side her pussy!

[VERSE 2]
Yeah but fuck this shit you heard?
Tie my neck just like a sir!
All my exes not long term!
Fuck wit' me just like you were!

[BRIDGE]
Yeah! Ha! Like you were!
Ha! I ain't fuckin' wit' no other bitches like you were!
Yeah! Ha! Like you were!
Ha! I'm gon' tie 'round my neck like a sir!

[CHORUS]
My bitch got something to say!
Cover my bitch in designer, yeah she stay!
Deadass, what she wanna say?
I got shit I wanna pay!
Fuck that bitch and all her friends it never go her way!

[VERSE 3]
That's right shawty, show them strippers how to do it!
Shawty sippin' lean while we fuckin' full of fluids!
Fuckin' full of weed, feel like dream, feelin' lucid!
Shawty textin' dry, on the gang, finna lose it!
Shawty like the weed to my lungs, hella oozing
I fuck shawty's pink tape, bitch, like I'm Uzi!

something to say

мой второй микстейп в архивкорстиле, слушайте !!!

mixed by me ^-^ 

тгк: https://t.me/ja3b4l
инст: https://www.instagram.com/d_diloren


NIGHT LOVE (feat. invise, soulsniper, prod. by fiftyzeros)

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just happy to be here

my head has clouds in it

Softheart

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