😪 Guardin

sadmannnzzzzz bannnguuurs 6

Drown Me In Your Love

my heart is soft

this song was inspired/interpolated from a softheart type beat i found on youtube, please go give some love to w1nter/shy: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UChPhqiihr2QL0nMOr5FmlbQ

New Terrain

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//あなたは私の日差しです//
//あなたは私の月です//

i was gonna wait & release this when we hit 200k total plays, but i felt like you guys deserved something for reaching 2k followers. thank you so much for every single ounce of support. i don't know what i'd do without you guys. also a huge thanks to my love for influencing a vast majority of my writing & always pushing me to do better & keep going no matter what. i love you more than this music could ever express.

https://genius.com/guardin-clarity-lyrics

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VTjOt3IGA30

just a lil' somethin' to hold you guys over for what's in store in these next following weeks. i love you guys so much. thank you for everything. be sure to show hk some love as well.

s/o to valarice for the inspiration

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danny phantom (prod. by hkfiftyone)

lyrics: https://genius.com/Softheart-want-it-lyrics

guitar by schiavonp

Want It

stream: https://spoti.fi/2FT8LZs

lyrics: https://genius.com/Softheart-right-back-to-the-beginning-lyrics

piano loop used by dusthill

Right Back To The Beginning

guitar by @noahwalker

thank you everyone that's been showing love lately

Nightlight

ALBUM VERY SOON

guitar by @noahwalker

lyrics: https://genius.com/Softheart-deadbeat-lyrics

Deadbeat

Nocturnal

follow jody

kidz bop (prod. jody)

prod LCS
https://youtube.com/LCSprod

lyrics
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i try so fucking hard to relax
but every time i try i relapse
sip whiskey till i fucking feel it
my head is fucked i hope you see that

follow LCS

relax (prod. LCS)

prod. by @taylor x @taxpurposes

s/o @garden_avenue

lyrics
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i’m still lost & existin'
kush still make me feel different
i call your name you never came
cause the spring to summer weather brought a lot of fuckin' rain
and everybody told me bout chu
worried bout the probability of all my fears becoming truth
and inside me lies a monster built behind my point of view
can’t escape it when the hate is building up inside of you
hold up wait one minute cause there’s shit i gotta say
put my feelings to the side so i can just articulate
ain’t so pretty when you sittin’ in a city full of snakes
and you think too much about em every night & fucking day

but my girl an angel she tell me she ride or die
why my thoughts be heading south when i’m thinking about those eyes
does she lay em on another or is it just in my mind
can i live one fucking second without this fear in my life
why is everything irrational with me
i got scars inside my heart from where my ex got up to leave
if i set my brain on autopilot does it start to bleed
if the televisions on can i still fall right back to sleep

parked up in your driveway
come over to my place
kick it till it’s sunday
stay up all night monday

driveway 2 (prod. taylor morgan x taxpurposes)

Fireflies

When You Smile (with waitingoncisco)

@curtainss @taxpurposes

you were on the phone
and i was in the back seat
gettin rly stoned
thinkin bout my last week
how i was alone
sleepin on my friends couch
tryna move along
when i know this isnt lasting
somethings wrong with me
i wont give it up, not easily
take my hand
just breathe
i wont give u up, so easily

gimme a way out or give me a sign
every word you rehearsed
remembered all of the lines
bullshittin me ab love every night
and im better off without you in hind sight
i wasted so much time
playin all these games
puttin up a fight
hopes a dangerous thing
when its all u got
just leave me be

just leave me be
im better off without u
hangin out to dry
while someones in ur bedroom
covered in the sheets
that hid me just last week
funny how it works
youre so quick to forget me

you were on the phone
and i was in the back seat
gettin rly stoned
thinkin bout my last week
how i was alone
sleepin on my friends couch
tryna move along
when i know this isnt lasting
somethings wrong with me
i wont give it up, not easily
take my hand
just breathe
i wont give u up, so easily

i know how it goes
one day im ur everything
and the next im just some dead weight
we just started and u fold
ik ur still in love with ur ex and o’s
and i deserve so much more
so u can see urself out thru that door
then ill drink so much that ill hit the floor
and do it all again
dont know what for

you were on the phone
and i was in the back seat
gettin rly stoned
thinkin bout my last week
how i was alone
sleepin on my friends couch
tryna move along
when i know this isnt lasting
somethings wrong with me
i wont give it up, not easily
take my hand
just breathe
i wont give u up, so easily

somethings wrong with me
i wont give it up, not easily
take my hand
just breathe
i wont give u up, so easily

Follow me <3

BREATHE (prod. curtains x taxpurposes)

AUGUST 20, 2020

I've Been Missing Your Name On My Phone (feat. https://soundcloud.com/blondumb) (prod. https://soundcloud.com/recyclexbin)

LYRICS:
(kami oshie)
I’ve been missing ya name on my phone, yeah
I’ve been missing ya name on my phone, yeah
I don’t think that ya stay on your own, yeah
I don’t think that ya stay on your own, yeah
I’ve been missing ya name on my phone, yeah
I’ve been missing ya name on my phone, yeah
I don’t think that ya stay on your own, yeah
I don’t think that ya stay on your own, yeah

Oh my god, all I do is I try and fail at every little thing
Every little thing that I do
Yeah I do…

I’ve been missing ya name on my phone, yeah
I’ve been missing ya name on my phone, yeah
I don’t think that ya stay on your own, yeah
I don’t think that ya stay on your own, yeah
I’ve been missing ya name on my phone, yeah
I’ve been missing ya name on my phone, yeah
I don’t think that ya stay on your own, yeah
I don’t think that ya stay on your own, yeah

All I wanna do
All I wanna do
Text you
Text you
After this is said and done
We could fall in love

(Blondumb)
Where do I go?
Where do I stay?
I've got it all
All of this pain
I need it all
All of this bank
I need it all…

I've been loosing all my mind, I’ve been telling ya, nah it's not not easy
I don't really know, but find my thoughts they just teasing
Life is getting hard, I don't know if I want to stay or go
if I want to stay or go, if I want to stay or go

(kami oshie)
I’ve been missing ya name on my phone, yeah
I’ve been missing ya name on my phone, yeah
I don’t think that ya stay on your own, yeah
I don’t think that ya stay on your own, yeah
I’ve been missing ya name on my phone, yeah
I’ve been missing ya name on my phone, yeah
I don’t think that ya stay on your own, yeah
I don’t think that ya stay on your own, yeah
I’ve been missing ya name on my phone, yeah
I’ve been missing ya name on my phone, yeah
I don’t think that ya stay on your own, yeah
I don’t think that ya stay on your own, yeah

follow:
https://twitter.com/kamioshie
www.instagram.com/kamioshie/
www.youtube.com/channel/UC_gh1_oXL45tXJSxPhtRc3A
open.spotify.com/artist/7grb7j4O44MurFMtPknN9r

Blondumb:
https://soundcloud.com/user-951040794
https://twitter.com/LucaJohnsMate
https://www.instagram.com/luca.johns/
https://open.spotify.com/artist/021mK0NgHckx1TwdmzH6sl?si=jFZtTXhWRPCyndBdrttQ9g

recycleBin:
https://soundcloud.com/recyclexbin
https://twitter.com/martinn_jr2
https://www.instagram.com/martinjrsen/
https://www.instagram.com/recyclexbin/
https://open.spotify.com/artist/1qB8BJOcuJuNQw0cPy5RZ2?si=8J-zQeDqTp2-6l2wCu1rHQ
https://traktrain.com/recyclebin
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCFztYTzZsPflqbQQ2Lisaew?view_as=subscriber

Stream on Spotify

I've Been Missing Your Name On My Phone (feat. Blondumb) (prod. recycleBin)

STREET LOVE EP

Passionate (feat. HRTBRKFEVER & FRVRFRIDAY)

produced by heylog

lyrics:
can u keep a secret don't tell anyone
these butterflies around me resting on my thumb
i think they're a sign that i've made it from numb
dodging my own hatred but i fail to duck
we've tried but its so hard
i'm just another kid reaching for ur arms
like i said can we try again
i swear to u ill make it up
but this is probably the end

into light
hold my hand
for the fight
wars ahead
file line
hold the stance
here, the monsters like to dance
viruses vs pesticides
i'm hoping ill sleep through the night
hold my hand as we go high
do not look down just close your eyes

so if u keep this secret will u go n tell
cause if that's the case i'll keep it to myself
but u can tell me yours i wont tell anyone
this stays between us and no one else
i miss talking with our eyes it hurt like hell
so are u doing fine cause i'm wishing well
i have ur turtle neck but it lost your smell
i think of you too much ur killing my brain cells
when i was a child i had everyone
now i'm older and i don't feel like growing up
i've changed since i've hidden for a couple months
and they still been the same try it for yourself
the war is on its way, can u hear them run
they're raging but they laugh when the job is done
and the boy who's in his gut sobbing cus he lost
cus everything he did had no purpose and not even a cause

into light
hold my hand
for the fight
wars ahead
file line
hold the stance
here the monsters like to dance
viruses vs pesticides
i'm hoping ill sleep through the night
hold my hand as we go high
do not look down just close your eyes

the war
is done
set fire
to them all
silence
peaceful
finally
you've escaped
ur so lucky
you've run from me

spotify

the war

support paroxysm: 
twitter.com/ProdPAROXYSM/

follow me: 
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twitter.com/aurasxix

SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/track/4eACLjZUXdXNndvlBaqoaT?si=oivpWXY5R_in9PGyBfyavw

BITEKI: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_FrbalrV0U0

ty to blue rxse for the cute lil vocal chop @ 2:06 hehe 

i see through the dim lights, oh my 
every time you confide, its alright 
its alright, its alright, its alright 
getting harder to sleep all by myself now 
sorry i won’t catch you when you fall down 
i can’t stand it anymore i won’t come around 
reassuring every instance when i make a sound

chorus:
ima break away 
yeah ima break away 
ima start to fade
yeah ima start to fade 
gotchu in my sights now i see you run away

climbing mountain tops just to try and talk to you
now im at the top and you’re still out of view 
coming down i see the stars start to dim out 
i see the city start to die im on the wrong route
its getting dark 
no end in sight 
will i be lost with tired eyes? 
i start to cry there goes my light 
i think its time to stop the fight

break away (prod. paroxysm)

[chorus:]
i cant help but think bout callin u
i dont know where i went wrong with u
dont know why i follow U
cuz when i see your face yeah my heart breaks
and u know what to say just when i cave

verse:
maybe i should find a new bitch
or i could fall right inside your trap like im stupid
fucking useless, i dont wanna do this
i knew all along he was your man
i still act clueless when im fucking u
tell me is he loving u?
i just want the best 4 u
but othertimes i hope u feel my pain
so baby tell me if this is a game

hook:

outro:
i cant help but think bout callin u
i dont know why i still bother u 
now im up on top of you
you grabbin on my waist
im not easy to replace

calling you (prod. thersx)

i already tried my best, so why try again

prod: https://soundcloud.com/iofmusic

wake up
i can see my breath
cold hands
i can't feel my skin
shaking, body aching
pull me closer
breaking
i can't take anymore
this isn't the life that i wanna live
i already tried my best 
so why try again
is it over yet?
can i call it quits?
it's
seasonal depression
sick of everyone telling me it's a lesson
i should make more of my life 
cause "it's a blessing"
"and you'll be fine once you stop with all the stressing"
nobody understands
i can't get out my bed
i hate the helping hands
i've lost my fucking mind so don't you get it man?
they know nothing about me 
"he's just having a bad week"
it's lovely 

hide my problems in the alcohol 
drink myself away till i can't even feel a thing at all
i'm becoming just like you
it scares me to death,
i don't wanna but i have to

seasonal depression (prod. iof)

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just happy to be here