song name (prod. sorrow bringer & boyfifty)

Damn

damn (prod. King Theta)

lyrics:

this is me sending a letter
jot down your name and the sender
i hope that you get this you better
the signals been fucked like forever

shout through the void if you hear this
im dodging my demons i near missed
count myself lucky im fearless
dont care anymore bout the sheer jist

of everything thats really going on
im only alright when my phone is on
the way that im thinking i know is wrong
i wish i was dead but im going strong

i hope you is too, i stare at the moon
i think bout the time by the river in june
the sound of your laugh always brighten a room
alright now you get it ill shut up real soon

hello out there, im still fine
talk in present, like youre still mine
like where are you, i cant see straight
and youre far too, and im too late

ill hold it in, cause im tough these days
i cannot sin, if theres no price to pay
im cold within, soon my mind will break
im falling in, save me from my fate

i promise im trying but i give up
it takes all my spirit just to get up
and you will not find me where ive been stuck
it will not define me it still got me fucked

hello out there, im still fine
talk in present, like youre still mine
like where are you, i cant see straight
and youre far too, and im too late

Hello Out There

hello out there

mindless little conversations
i can see you hiding what youre thinking about 
im sick of you staring at me
like youre tryna figure something out 
i fucking hate grocery shopping
sometimes i cant tell if they wanna kill or fuck me
i left my keys at your apartment
and i think i forgot to pay for the parking
i feel so much its impossible
cant describe without sounding obnoxious 

but the world looks different from outside of the love
outside its rough
all scars and flaws
my heart shaped glasses they distract enough 
i saw the glow the light shines in dark 

they said someones gonna rip ur heart out if ur not careful
either if its someone else or it just gets dull
never cared that much about all of that pessimism
rather get the flood now then see how long the dam holds
lets go make ourselves whole
see how long we can hold
lets make something special 
keep it just for us two
i hate people so much
but i fuckin love u
because i just do

porcelain mask

i dont wanna hesitate
wanna go with what i feel
and i look at both my hands
just to make sure im still here
and i check my pulse heartbeat
just to make sure i can hear it 
and i find the closest mirror
just to make sure im still real 
so i force myself outside
and i crawl out from my cave 
and i hear whoosh of tires
and i feel wind on my face
and i zone out for a sec
cause i was thinkin of you
i was in this nice daydream
it was only just us two
and everything was so good 
and we lived a simple life
in a little house in the woods
with the birds and butterflies

cautious and delicate 
only if its right
only if its right
let me know if

if you wanna hang sometime
on the roof of your old house
we can sit and watch the sky
n find pictures in the clouds 
when im bored i think about
how wed sit and talk for hours
but it doesnt feel that long
wasnt even keeping count 
and we held our bodies close
and you said that i was warm
and i think about it sometimes
and how i want it more
and everything is so good
and everything feels just right
like ill wake up from this dream
and its only just one night

cautious and delicate

what's the point of anything (sorrow bringer)

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heartache

Track 11 from "Digital Flowerings Vol. 5"
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-Z9uuNBhrl4&list=PLbKIh585gb8pwb77gaKfu1UehRB5OiBZ-

Softheart/Truett (Artist/Producer)
https://twitter.com/Truettthehuman
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Internet Hippy (Channel)
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Softheart - My Poisin Is My Medicine [Prod. By Truett]

guitar by @noahwalker

thank you everyone that's been showing love lately

Nightlight

misery loves company

Current (with harvest)

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