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the homie @guccihighwaters

lyrics

(gucci)
I build static
I go crazy
Can't put it out if it doesn't sound amazing
and life's too fast baby hold me till it's over
tell me that you love me maybe once when you're sober
Don't wanna die as a memory
I can't leave without my legacy
Leave love letters lying on my tombstone
death is only physical I'd like to have a new home

Anxiety make my body go numb now
I sleep early withdraw on the comedown 
when I was younger it left me in hunger
but now I'm older 
desire to be under x2

(softheart)
you dont even care like you used to 
you aint even there like you used to be
hard like the usual 
you just give me stares like you're used to me

anxious probably up late
tryna hide my face
tryna bring it back
i was thinking that
life is always moving so fast
before you knew it had passed
doing better still bad

i guess im just scared it wont come
true so i dont think it
i swear its so lonely when its snowing
in new england
thought you called me it was just a 
dream was just a figment
of back when you would hold me 
like the only thing you need is
me 
is me 
is me
hate me you hate me so bad
its over hard to stay sober 
as i get older just grow colder
weed make it okay so i stay stoned
just like a boulder

chorus

anxiety (feat. guccihighwaters)

MUSIC VIDEO:

https://youtu.be/sncR0BS40i0

jealous mess

nothing much

hide the tears

produced, mixed & mastered by @notmorgn

i’m nervous
i do not like when the nerves hit
skippin’ on meals is the worst shit
i fall asleep when im swerving
still searching
for myself is it worth it?
i’m still learning
about myself as a person

i hit a bump in the road
got problems with people at home
i don’t speak on my feelings
it’s best if you leave me alone
isolation and anger issues
soak emotion up in the tissue
isolation and anger issues
something that i was always used to
and if there’s a problem
i know there’s a cause
i just gotta find it
put all my plans into force
start with me you’re crazy
fuck text fights i’m too lazy
can’t play no games
she play me
everyday in hd
my peers don’t like me
that shit is obvious
i hate this fighting
reminds me that my time is up

i’m nervous
i do not like when the nerves hit
skippin’ on meals is the worst shit
i fall asleep when im swerving
still searching
for myself is it worth it
i’m still learning
about myself as a person

i’m nervous
i do not like when the nerves hit
skippin’ on meals is the worst shit
i fall asleep when im swerving
still searching
for myself is it worth it
i’m still learning
about myself as a person

got my mind on track again
build character breathe assonance
i feel a rapture when you’re holding me
it’s happiness
got my mind on track again
build character breathe assonance
i feel a rapture when you’re holding me
it’s happiness

nervous

produced, mixed & mastered by @notmorgn
guitar by: @caspr

i feel like shit again
like shit again
my words burn like they sizzling
i can’t take notes i’m scribbling
i ball with bands you dribble
flow so cold it can’t ripple
i got the the slight of hand
flying like im peter pan
waste entire days
can’t find purpose anyway
can’t find shit I’m in a haze
40 oz right to my face
i’m isolated
why they think they famous?
blame it on the numbers
sometimes i can’t take it

you’re like a blast from the past
i’m so temporary baby
feel like this is dying fast
so temporary
i’m so temporary

off that shit again
off that gin again
till i can’t pour it up
till i can’t see my cup
is it fun to treat me like a dub
to treat me like shit
treat me like another one
and what’s the point in love
when you can’t feel a thing?
can’t feel a thing
baby i can’t feel my face
and what’s the point in love
when you can’t feel a thing?
can’t feel a thing
baby i can’t feel my face

you’re like a blast from the past
i’m so temporary baby
feel like this is dying fast
so temporary
i’m so temporary

you’re like a blast from the past
i’m so temporary baby
feel like this is dying fast
so temporary
i’m so temporary

so temporary

produced, mixed & mastered by @notmorgn

seem to be the best me
at 4 in the morning
seeking while the rest
in bed just dozing
alarm ring hit that 9-5
lost the urge to even open your eyes
no not for me
i’m really sorry
i let you down again, mom
but I’m trying

driven by the damage
by the damage
you’ve been hurt before me
i can imagine
we’ve all been hurt before
it don’t make you a savage
we’ve all been hurt before
it’s just the way you handle

driven by the damage
by the damage
you’ve been hurt before me
i can imagine
we’ve all been hurt before
it don’t make you a savage
we’ve all been hurt before
it’s just the way you handle

it might take a minute or a life-time
it could take a month or a week
for the right time
and baby when i’m falling you’re my life line
breaking down from my thoughts
in the night time
i would waste away
all summer
look for faces in the crowd
to kill the hunger
block that bitch out
she was tryna bring me under
but then again i was always
down to smother

driven by the damage
by the damage
you’ve been hurt before me
i can imagine
we’ve all been hurt before
it don’t make you a savage
we’ve all been hurt before
it’s just the way you handle

driven by the damage
by the damage
you’ve been hurt before me
i can imagine
we’ve all been hurt before
it don’t make you a savage
we’ve all been hurt before
it’s just the way you handle

driven by the damage
by the damage
you’ve been hurt before me
i can imagine
we’ve all been hurt before
it don’t make you a savage
we’ve all been hurt before
it’s just the way you handle

hurt before

produced, mixed & mastered by @notmorgn

i fell asleep
swear i woke up dying
think about life
prolly end up crying
tear stains inflated eyelids
i dwell in the dark wide iris
bitches call me daddy
i ain’t billy ray cyrus
spawning all these fake
sad boys like a virus
you can never be double g highwaters
you can’t tread like me you’re underwater

got me writing raps
should be talkin bout my problems
should be finishing songs
before i tossed them
should be talking bout
how much this shit costed
but i ain’t built that way
cus it’s garbage

i don’t flex like that
yeah i don’t flex like that

i think i’m doing this wrong
cus i wake up sad every time
lack of serotonin in my system
keep a smile on my face the only mission
i got attachment issues
i won’t lie everyday i really miss you
forget it i can through flex
through the pain
hearts on my eyes
right behind the gucci shades
born with sauce
with you can’t aquire
can’t be born with talent
you a liar

got me writing raps
should be talkin bout my problems
should be finishing songs
before i tossed them
should be talking bout
how much this shit costed
but i ain’t built that way
cus it’s garbage

got me writing raps
should be talkin bout my problems
should be finishing songs
before i tossed them
should be talking bout
how much this shit costed
but i ain’t built that way
cus it’s garbage

don’t flex like that
yeah i don’t flex like that

should be

produced, mixed & mastered by @notmorgn

woke up at 2 PM
forgot to drop my tape
i’m a stupid mess
forgot the day of the week
wouldn’t be surprised
if i forgot to breathe
stupid mess
my head is filled with stress
stupid mess
they ask if i’m depressed
stupid mess
my head is filled with stress
stupid mess
can’t tell if i’m depressed

stupid mess
my head is filled with stress
stupid mess
they ask if i’m depressed
stupid mess
my head is filled with stress
stupid mess
can’t tell if i’m depressed

to keep 100
i’m so slumped bitch
i’m so slumped
made 5 tracks 1 single week
i can barely even speak
that’s how i work
i move fast
see the fakes
see the snakes in the grass
fake laugh when in lookin at my stacks
it don’t make me feel like it did in the past
grew up
now i’m older
ps side note
i should’ve told her
that when i broke her
i turned way colder

woke up at 2 PM
forgot to drop my tape
i’m a stupid mess
forgot the day of the week
wouldn’t be surprised
if i forgot to breathe
stupid mess
my head is filled with stress
stupid mess
they ask if i’m depressed
stupid mess
my head is filled with stress
stupid mess
can’t tell if i’m depressed

stupid mess
my head is filled with stress
stupid mess
they ask if i’m depressed
stupid mess
my head is filled with stress
stupid mess
can’t tell if i’m depressed

stupid mess

feature: @guccihighwaters

lyrics:

(softheart)
why would i trust in anything
i dont feel the love it dont mean a thing
feels so good then it really sting
i dont really talk but i really sing 
she got me thinking like
oo she had me
cut me off so bad
leave me messed up in my head
only miss us when were bad
i be in my room smoking loud sitting silent
you should be adressed as your highness
i swear every time we touch just mitus
im just roaming through the ridges of your irus
violence got your eyelids looking violet
promise ill get rid of him ill leave him where i find him
i be with the blinds dimmed hidin
vibin

unimpressed and always bored
it aint here yet so i'll wait for it
im depressed and always stoned
im always stressed i can't control it 
uninterested always alone
fire in my chest and my heart cold
bedroom unkept ash all over my floor
i got kush in my breath merijuana my decor


(gucci)
oh
i’m all alone my phone dead
i got thoughts of the end 
and my eyes sell a forfeit
thoughts of brain matter
stain my mattress
thoughts you drown me
like a baptist

girl im sorry
oh yeah im sorry
im not the one you love
i’d be the one to fuck you 
then ignore you
for a month

girl im sorry
oh yeah im sorry
im not the one you love
i’d be the one to fuck you 
then ignore you
for a month

(softheart)
yeah and im just an outcast 
only fit in with the skyline 
cause im always lighting up
never really gets me numb enough
sorry i wasnt the one you loved

(gucci&softheart)
girl im sorry
oh yeah im sorry
im not the one you love
i’d be the one to fuck you 
then ignore you
for a month

i'm not the one you love (feat. guccihighwaters)

genius.com/Softheart-you-dont-know-me-lyrics
thank you everyone for the support, it really means the world to me love ya

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other instrumentation done by Noah Walker

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guitar loop by shiki
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additional guitar by @noahwalker
extra sample used by @killedmyself

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