RUN [Prod. blvnkface]

i try to be someone im not and
it feels wrong but im locked in
im just noxious on the rocks and
ill keep saying im doing fine

i cant even think
lights are on, i cant sleep
hiding under my sheets
to get away from my dreams
x2

dont get overwhelmed
dont feel what you felt
your faculties are breaking down
and you dont know how to help
yourself, yourself get out 
youre old, youre stuck in the route you made
i play games that no ones heard about
cant invite me to a public lobby 
cause i get scared and i dont talk for hours
i dont know how you talk so easily
fuck
thats all i can say
ive ran out of pain
i guess thats good for me
(pain)

i was the most popular ive ever been
when i was sad as fuck 
and i didnt know how to fucking vent
but now ive learned how to live 
and i grew up a little bit
so get out of my mind if youre not gonna profit it
yh.

i (prod. caves x wisssery)

@lavaproduce
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@lavaproduce

sample = Wax Poetic by Capstan

PROD ME

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me:
as monsters fall and fade away
a vicious curse that picks apart my brain
when everything feels the same
empty rooms bleed consciousness onto my face i cant resist its gaze
when i just wanna get away
please dont go i know its hard but i promise that we’ll go far
and we can all just get away
hold my hand until the bitter end and when im gone we’ll meet again
this strange facade blocks out amends
forgiveness now pretend

i woke up today, and figured id burn everything.. that made me think of you

hey its me again i feel alone
three years past since you left this world
i cherish every memory id hope that you would do the same
hoping i can see you again

lava:
ill cut every single vein
ill get deeper and deeper
mend all the scars on me
where do i go from here?

me:
a testament for bastard souls
the frail and weak who never grow old
for those who wish to fade away
familiar rooms its all the same
i try to search and make a change
feel webs build up inside my brain

sample:
she always seems to color me
the only shade she couldn’t see
i am transparent, i am a ghost
a grain of sand on the sunshine coast

Testament For Bastard Souls W/Lava

same lame excuse [+dercept]

Mixed/Mastered by me
Prod. Red Eyez

Lyrics: 
oh god, could i survive this on my own for another year?
let me break the silence that you call upon, it's only fear
hold me here in this december wasteland
rip apart the fragments of my memory
salted wounds, you'll never know what you mean to me
overbearing i hope you never thought that of me
sick to death in a second, i hope you realize
overnights at your house, it never felt so nice

uhh feelin the covenant pressure
7am filled wit longing 
inescapable terror
let her fight back, what a frightening
sight it must be to see
oh i'll yearn for the chest feeling we used to hold so deeply
learn to breathe on my own
take this coat from my arm
trade the cuts for complex sedatives
we both suck for sentiment
call for several syllables, i only need three
baby tell me that you need me

oh god, could i survive this on my own for another year?
let me break the silence that you call upon, it's only fear
hold me here in this december wasteland
rip apart the fragments of my memory
salted wounds, you'll never know what you mean to me
overbearing i hope you never thought that of me
sick to death in a second, i hope you realize
overnights at your house, it never felt so nice

oh cut deep, we'll make new scars 
baby what's that tone for 
but every sentence that spills out your mouth makes me feel the resentment a little bit more
cut from the cloth but your more like a feather
every second we're spending apart puts us closer and closer to never
uh and honestly, maybe, been feeling it lately, i wish that i never had met her
you still got my sweater don't you?
lately you been cold like weather, so cruel
let me stay inside, i hope we get some snow soon 

oh god, could i survive this on my own for another year?
let me break the silence that you call upon, it's only fear
hold me here in this december wasteland
rip apart the fragments of my memory
salted wounds, you'll never know what you mean to me
overbearing i hope you never thought that of me
sick to death in a second, i hope you realize
overnights at your house, it never felt so nice

fragments

first of many to come this year <333

lyrics

You found me among the fallen leaves that once were great
You took me in to your home and I put on a face
The moment is where I try to be, behind me, all erased 
At least I’ll try, can’t kill a tide that never wants to wave

I’m fallin in and out of love with music but I don’t take no breaks
I just keep it going coz if I stop the ground will shake 
The world around me is all that I despise but I can trick my brain
But I can’t deceive myself when i say I wanna keep u safe

I know your heights so I know you fell
I see your eyes, know you turned to hell
I hear your cries, hear them loud and well 
And if your stuck, you hear the ringing bells

The way u see me is how I wanna see myself
That’s why it’s so hard to say I love, I’ve just held back how I’ve felt
It's just the life of sacrifice, I know exactly how you felt
When you gladly watch the world you live in melt

fallen leaves

fallen leaves (purc)

Water ft. Flesh Golem

@prodbybrody @sainttomorrow

featuring screams from @imnegativezer0

you can hit me when the times right
half an ounce in a couple weeks might
keep my mind at bay
and my head underwater in a city of flames

let me go
you know that its better this way
feel my pull
i wont answer, i wont call
by myself and im evolved
keep ur distance
u wouldnt wanna miss this
i cant leave no witness
feel my heart 
beat out of my chest
when ur talkin to me
im so cold
yeah i cant feel a thing
with this ice in my veins
keep ur distance
you wouldnt wanna miss this
i cant leave no witness

all of these faces look the same
who knew itd be hard to forget a name?
dark thoughts come grey like the city sky
hung up like a wallflower every night

will power got me thru
everything i had to do
bet youd break like every bone
if youd walk in my shoes
even if it's just a step
i think u should reassess
or consider other options
its in ur interest
that u run and get as far as u can
unless ur free from attatchment
then ill be ur best friend
with a loaded hand
and a lot to say
for someone lacking attention
im inconsistent at best
well versed in tactfulness
and every line that i write
might put ur heart to rest
i think the time has come
so tuck me into my death bed
you've got ur life to live
and ur own shit to work thru
so leave me 6 feet underneath the ground

all of these faces look the same
who knew itd be hard to forget a name?
dark thoughts come grey like the city sky
hung up like a wallflower every night

you wont need anybody else
no, its not the same
since i broke that door
light my flame
ur air sign's my fuel
seal our fates
and throw away the key

Follow me <3

when the time's right (ft. Negative Zero) [prod. brody x saint tomorrow]

prod. @user-597676997


Lyrics:
Everyday im on this cold shit
All on my own i cant fuck with this
Look in the mirror cant fuck with him 
I hope one day that im something

Its special with you when im fucking 
I drink it down till im bluffing
Cause usually i feel like nothing 
Lately im so bad at trusting

Oooh 
Everythings so
Cold, alone, no one to hold,
Smoke, a, bowl, eyes they closed
A pitiful soul, let go

Eh its hard, to feel okay
The pain, the this, the that, im drained
The stress, depressed, the cuts and scars
The drinks, fucked up, under the stars


Everyday im on this cold shit
All on my own i cant fuck with this
Look in the mirror cant fuck with him 
I hope one day that im something

Its special with you when im fucking 
I drink it down till im bluffing
Cause usually i feel like nothing 
Lately im so bad at trusting


I feel like everyone hate me
Wonderin who i am lately
All these feelins drive me crazy
Time is the only thing changing

I know its not so easy
Old memories receding
Do you wanna see me
Laying here still bleeding

This ways only gonna make me drown
This pain, my blade, let it rain down

Pitiful Soul (Prod. CapsCtrl)

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just happy to be here

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