prod @lilpunstr fellow new zealander :)

lyrics

im ok, peace of mind
its ok, im on th grind
sleep during the day
nrg at night
fighting this pain
been doin my life
so its jus th same
but ill b alrite
use this pain
to succeed in this lie
this shits a game
and i cant wait to die
the shit is so lame 
im just so sick and tired

im so sick of playing it safe baby
now im out the mud, they think that im crazy
no-one really cares, u been the same lately
at least with all the hate, i get to wake daily 

woah 
she said u gon glow
bae thats just the ice shards, u know me im better cold
this is how i break uh
this is how i fold
pain is my whole blood stream
not a thing that i could out grow
9tails down to bones

pain
but ill b alrite
use this pain
to succeed in this lie
this shits a game
and i cant wait to die
the shit is so lame 
im just so sick and tired

belong (punny)

06

theres always an otherside

lyrics

roaming on these muddy waters many i lands convince to see

anxiety in mind tho its like im surfing shallow reef

im having hard times to grasp the things she feels for me 

we live 2 worlds yet we can say the same story

/

packing boxes on top of shelves

many options many hells

wishing wells. now store memories and memoirs 

are jus pleanetrys. heart warming. so heavenly 

heart burn and it’s killing me. this fire that u placed been attended so unwillingly

/

i lay down but with slumber im comfortable and comfortably

sure that this the only place where i can have some peace

i said these things, well these things take time

lifes to short to do null she replies 

/

my hearts bruised

this world is blue

my minds in 2

but I still love u

/

im losing pateince

my heart isnt waiting 

ill wait for u

/

many times ive checked the tide

rest assured its under control

i told u bout it last time, oh and last night

still u had to go 

these seven sees turned to five roads with this december snow

sit beside the rails and let the ocean breeze 

just take ur soul

/

sail the coast

let the sharp rocks just scrape the boat 

we have this path just let it flow 

i love u but its gettin old

/

its like date nights turn to great fights

and this moving home just kept moving ‘long

and we dont speak bout dark trail

coz theres 2 views and a sparked tail

/

i see green hues u see blue lights

i forgive but u say no ties

sirens going off must be system error 

but ik right

/

ik u this is not like 

how i saw u that one night when the trees paved a way for beauty 

that could be comprehended by eyes

i love u but im gettin tired 

/

she sent a signal to me that i wasn’t alone

now urs to take 

all my flesh, yeah my skin and my bone x2

/

im outta time in this world im outta time 

and its just me by myself on this grind

and its time to let the pen down

write my final words coz im just out of time

/

in this world the pages starting to fold 

i loved u once but my heart is growing old

heartwarming pleasantries that will go down with me

heartwarming pleasantries that will go down with me (empty roads)

[intro]

Awake with northern lights 
My body is alive 
I now feel things inside
The mud is all my life

[chorus]

Outside, I can hear the steps of death
I hide, hoping he can’t hear my breath 
Decide, if it’s worth leaving the nest 
So bright, his lantern shows his every step 

[verse]

The sludge that I made from it comes from the Earth
I’ve always been running since the day of my birth
It’s only for game, they do it for earnings 
Vicious the cycle it’s all just absurd
Bullets they hurling from iron they stole 
Feeling parts of me flying by, that’s my soul 
Shattering when they fly by and they miss me 
Parts of me of gone that’s just causing me misery
Walk alone while I try to visit this city
No eye contact, they’ll know that they’re missing 
I don’t want no one to see me and pity 
But I know that they won’t 
They’ll try to kill me with the sorrow I hold 
The monster I am they just see me as coal
The longer this go on the worse it gets it’s getting old 

[chorus]

Outside, I can hear the steps of death
I hide, hoping he can’t hear my breath 
Decide, if it’s worth leaving the nest 
So bright, his lantern shows his every step 

[verse - vails]

Maybe I won't get it wrong
If there's a next time
Then maybe we could get along
But I've facing all this pain
I'm seeing faces in the rain
You tell me I was all to blame And that's why i have gone insane
Outside, I can hear the steps of death And it's been beating in my chest My heart is failing like a test
Yeah
I hide, my thoughts of running out of town Don't want to ever be around
Can't keep my feet off of the ground

[chorus]

Outside, I can hear the steps of death
I hide, hoping he can’t hear my breath 
Decide, if it’s worth leaving the nest 
So bright, his lantern shows his every step

mud (feat. vails) (cxrter & yunny goldz)

lostcause (prod. michael harrison)

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/xelfiy/eye

ALL PLATS

produced by me
guitars/etc by rjpasin

i dont know where my heads at no more
i dont know where to go no more
coz im rotting in my brain
im going insane
this weight that i feel
went distant again
cant cope with this pain
what is my deal
will this feeling subside
im sick of always lying to your face
i see in your eyes in the starry skies in everyway

im floating up
can touch the sun

i dont know where my heads at no more
i dont know where to go no more

(synth/saxophone solo)

there's something wrong with my head

vacant

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