i have dis whole album on repeat 😔💗✨

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kill me
take me out of my own misery
baby you know that you miss me
baby i know that you miss me
i don't want this to be simply
put but i miss you so dearly
i just want you to be with me
i just want you to be with me

projecting my thoughts on the ceiling
i watched as the paint started peeling
it couldn't withstand all the weight i'm afraid it's too late
now the structures revealing
the stars beyond boards in the distance
i reach to the sky for assistance
but heaven is lightyears away and the sky's rather gray
so i think that i missed it
i sit & i ponder bout whether
i'm able to predict the weather
cause if i am capable of it 
my dearly beloved we'd belong together
but that's only half of the story
i wish i could soak up the glory
but anxiety's got a grip on my shoulders
and shit i don't know if i'm sorry

and they say you miss all of the shots that you don't ever take
so i've been photographing every moment spent while i'm awake
i'm a critic my worst enemy my hours decimate
i'm afraid of running out of time it's hard to explicate
expediting life expectancies like how much can i take
i set standards while i drown myself compile all the weight
this discography's disgusting i'm ashamed of all i make
but this sequel subsequently pieced together all the breaks
breaking down inside my bedroom nothing new upon my plate
repetitious vicious cycles i'll recycle all my hate
channel every fucking ounce back towards myself oh what a waste
god if i could only disappear without a single trace

it'd be bliss
i would not be missed
they pretend they like you you disgusting piece of shit
salvage all the cargo from this busted rustic ship
so i can sail away upon whatever i equipped

phantom's return

prod deadfish <3

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lyrics:

I need therapy
I am going numb
could you look at me
and maybe dm me from time to time

I don't think I'll be okay
I think it's needless to say
that I need someone to stay
is it bad that I'm afraid

I never wanted
to end up like that
alone and aching 
with no one to talk about stuff
that troubles me and I can't
deal it with on my own
I've been to therapy
didn't listen now I'm at the start

I never wanted to feel like a burden oh no
so sick of hearing that I'm better off dead
Don't need your pity, no
I Don't want any meds
I know I'm god damn numb
but pills just won't help

I need therapy
I am going numb
could you look at me
and maybe dm me from time to time

I don't think I'll be okay
I think it's needless to say
that I need someone to stay
is it bad that I'm afraid
x2

Afraid

Produced, Mixed, Mastered, & Written by me :)

Lyrics:
It's 4AM
How did I get here?
Stare at the moonlight I fear she won't wake up now ...
She's blacked out on the curbside
We're lost cause my phone died
I'm locked out my own ride
~
Vomit and blood
I'm high off the bud
She was too faded to notice I'm anxious
Patiently waiting
Derealization
My ego is fading
I'm hoping we'll make it out
~
Oh no It's catching up again ... 
The monster lurking from inside me when I'm caving in
I think that I can run away when I just smoke that potent 
But that just makes things worse
I cannot live inside the moment

i want to live life but i
can't seem to get outta bed 
im so sick and tired so sick and tired
of living in my head 
i want to live life but i
can't seem to get outta bed 
im so sick and tired so sick and tired
of living in my head 

i swear, i tried
but i can't forget her 
being honest no lies
i want to have  her 
with me all day
so she can steal my sweaters
can't sleep alone
w her i sleep better

can't sleep alone
with u i sleep better
sick of this place i call home
it never gets better
plus my heart of stone
makes it hard to remember
hwo u were, but ur the one 
i want to be with forever

i want 2 live life (king theta)

“EMBER” burns slowly, a dark trap anthem of pain, loss, and lingering fire. The track is heavy with distorted 808s, atmospheric synths, and deep aggressive vocals. It explores the remnants of passion and rage, the kind that smolders long after the world has gone cold. Every beat feels like a spark in a dying flame, raw and unrelenting.

EMBER

mil puertas

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//私たちは病気です//

three weeks till outsider. i hope this holds you guys over till then & i hope you all are having a great week. i love you <3

show some luv to the homie @mewsyc

check out the music video <3
https://youtu.be/viPhOnb73jk

lyrics
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summer's dead 
the winter fed my ignorance & left me cold
in my head you toss and turn 
my jacket pockets full of gold

all i know is i was comfortable 
but comfort only stays as long as you are home 

as long as you are home (x4)

always said i wish my head
would stop pretending i'm alone 
i could call but i don't want to
i'm afraid of dial tones 

all i know is i was comfortable
but comfort only stays as long as you are home 

as long as you are home (x4)

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STAR-BOUND

lyrics: https://genius.com/Softheart-the-first-time-i-met-a-ghost-lyrics

guitar done by @noahwalker

free download

the first time i met a ghost

girl chasing butterfly

maybe itll work if i keep saying it out loud (feat. harvest & killedmyself)

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just happy to be here

maybe itll work if i keep saying it out loud (feat. harvest & killedmyself)

Softheart

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