Thank you, ...keep pushing your music, everything has been incredible.. im here for the journey 

prod deadfish <3

socials:
https://www.instagram.com/deadfishig

lyrics:

I need therapy
I am going numb
could you look at me
and maybe dm me from time to time

I don't think I'll be okay
I think it's needless to say
that I need someone to stay
is it bad that I'm afraid

I never wanted
to end up like that
alone and aching 
with no one to talk about stuff
that troubles me and I can't
deal it with on my own
I've been to therapy
didn't listen now I'm at the start

I never wanted to feel like a burden oh no
so sick of hearing that I'm better off dead
Don't need your pity, no
I Don't want any meds
I know I'm god damn numb
but pills just won't help

I need therapy
I am going numb
could you look at me
and maybe dm me from time to time

I don't think I'll be okay
I think it's needless to say
that I need someone to stay
is it bad that I'm afraid
x2

Afraid

Produced, Mixed, Mastered, & Written by me :)

Lyrics:
It's 4AM
How did I get here?
Stare at the moonlight I fear she won't wake up now ...
She's blacked out on the curbside
We're lost cause my phone died
I'm locked out my own ride
~
Vomit and blood
I'm high off the bud
She was too faded to notice I'm anxious
Patiently waiting
Derealization
My ego is fading
I'm hoping we'll make it out
~
Oh no It's catching up again ... 
The monster lurking from inside me when I'm caving in
I think that I can run away when I just smoke that potent 
But that just makes things worse
I cannot live inside the moment

Forestdale

prod me :)

lyrics:

it takes a lot to understand
and a lot just to forgive
i got a song stuck in my head
and the words just make me sick
because it makes me think of you
and that's the last thin i wanna do
we were kissing til we can't 
making angels in the snow
now i've got an empty hand 
and a lump within my throat
and i just can't seem to renew
because there's no one else like you

i
don't wanna cry
so leave me inside
where i'm without harm
lie
i hate when i lie
i'm feeling like ice
i'd like to be warm

so
where u been at, where u been at?
cold
i'm used to that, i'm used to bein
alone
will you be back before i turn to stone?

no
i don't think that you'll make it even close
and god i wish i didn't have to know
i didn't have to know

i don't wanna go
but i don't wanna stay
cuz everywhere i look i see your face
i don't wanna go
i guess i'll stay the same
i've never felt like more of a disgrace


I GUESS I'M TALKING TO MYSELF, LOVE
HAVING CONVERSATIONS WITH A GHOST
I SWEAR THE THOUGHT OF YOU'S A PARASITE
AND I'M A VERY WILLING HOST
I'D GIVE IT ALL TO SEE YOU BACK HERE
BUT I DON'T HAVE A LOT TO LOSE
I GUESS I'M TALKING TO MYSELF, DEAR
BECAUSE IT CLEARLY ISN'T YOU

Echo 419

i want to live life but i
can't seem to get outta bed 
im so sick and tired so sick and tired
of living in my head 
i want to live life but i
can't seem to get outta bed 
im so sick and tired so sick and tired
of living in my head 

i swear, i tried
but i can't forget her 
being honest no lies
i want to have  her 
with me all day
so she can steal my sweaters
can't sleep alone
w her i sleep better

can't sleep alone
with u i sleep better
sick of this place i call home
it never gets better
plus my heart of stone
makes it hard to remember
hwo u were, but ur the one 
i want to be with forever

i want 2 live life (king theta)

losing meaning

Biographie – MCL

MCL est un artiste originaire de Chelles, en Seine-et-Marne, qui façonne sa propre musique depuis l’âge de 13 ans. Très tôt, il s’immerge dans l’écriture et la composition, trouvant dans la musique un terrain d’expression brute et authentique. Autodidacte, il développe progressivement une identité sonore singulière, faite de mélodies sombres, d’émotions assumées et d’un sens aigu de la narration.

Il fait ses premiers pas sur la scène sous le nom de Fuckson, avec lequel il sort un album solo qui marque son entrée officielle dans le paysage musical indépendant. Cette période devient pour lui un véritable laboratoire artistique, lui permettant d’explorer sans limite, d’expérimenter et de se forger une vision plus claire de ce qu’il souhaite transmettre.

Désireux d’évoluer et d’affirmer une image plus mature, plus fidèle à son univers actuel, il opte ensuite pour un nouveau nom de scène : MCL. Ce changement marque un tournant dans sa carrière, symbolisant à la fois une rupture avec son passé et une ouverture vers une nouvelle étape de création. Sous cette nouvelle identité, MCL assume pleinement son style : des textes personnels, une production soignée, et une envie constante d’offrir une musique honnête, directe, et sans filtre.

Déterminé et indépendant, MCL continue de tracer sa route avec le même moteur qu’à ses débuts : la passion, l’authenticité et l’ambition de laisser une empreinte durable.

Cindy

lyrics:
genius.com/Oftheart-star-bound-lyrics

STAR-BOUND

lyrics: https://genius.com/Softheart-the-first-time-i-met-a-ghost-lyrics

guitar done by @noahwalker

free download

the first time i met a ghost

girl chasing butterfly

maybe itll work if i keep saying it out loud (feat. harvest & killedmyself)

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just happy to be here

the first time i met a ghost

Softheart

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