Slam The Door On You! Lyrics

Lost cause you told me you don't want to hold me no more
foot in the door
Splinters and bruises; You left me here clueless
Get drunk till my head on the floor
Passed out
Woke up late and now I am the last out
Dashed out
Driving home alone
I'm going 90 on the dashboard
Missing school assignments
Big fat 0 on the blackboard
I just wanna run away I'm coping me a passport
(feels like I don't know you, why you gotta do me like that x2)
~
Slam the door on you
I do not want you
Get the fuck up out my life I wish I never met you
Swear to god I'm fucking striving easy to forget you
Disregard, I got scars
Why'd I ever let you hold me?
Lately I've been by my lonely
Can't let nobody control me
Thankful that this girl has shown me I can do better
~
EKEON
Lately it's been feeling like I never really knew you
Lying cheating snake of a bitch I'll never really miss you;
Cause I never really knew you
EKEON & WEEPINGS
And I fuck up now
Go out
I don't hate you now
If you can't give me reason to stay than I'm gone
Going to sleep very late see the sun
~
WEEPINGS
Sunrise, new day
Throwing on my blue swede shoes
Few screws lose, couldn't handle the abuse
Changed my mood when I saw the hard truth
When I felt my heart bruise, got me changing my views
Switch up quick like a flow
I know I have a purpose
I'm knee deep in the snow crawling to the furnace
I regain all my hope cause I'm willing to risk
I'm writing out these notes to the sound of the kick
(feels like I don't know you, why you gotta do me like that x2)
~
Slam the door on you
I do not want you
Get the fuck up out my life I wish I never met you
Swear to god I'm fucking striving easy to forget you
Disregard, I got scars
Why'd I ever let you hold me?
Lately I've been by my lonely
Can't let nobody control me
Thankful that this girl has shown me I can do better
~
Outro


Written by Weepings & Ekeon
Featuring https://soundcloud.com/s-nset-b-y
Produced by Weepings
Mixed by Weepings
Mastered by Weepings
Cover art by Jack Cox & Weepings

Slam The Door On You! w/ Ekeon

Stop lying to yourself at night
It's okay to be not alright
When you're laying in your bed
The thoughts, they creep into your head
Until the 6am morning lights
Oh I promise that you're not alone
Although you hide behind that bottle of Patron
I could see it in your eyes
Your broken mind lets out a cry for help
Quit chasing feelings find yourself

Lately it's been hard to move on
Think about your lips for too long
Stay awake until dawn break
Feelings that I cannot shake
Dread up in my head tonight

Kissing on a blunt; Wishing it's your thighs
Still taste you on my tongue
Now back to lonely nights
I write a song or two and get so fucking high
But if I'm not with you
I think I'd rather die
I can think clearly now
I am just falling down
Stop that
Waking up sober now
Wishing I never found
Smack pack
Picking up straps on my backpack
On with my day and it's twelve past
3 in the pm
I'm checking my dm, and
Baby you still haven't snapped back
Thinking of me and
It's don't want to see them
Can't handle this I'm on my bag
Thoughts will come right back
I'm just going to cop me the next bag
Smoke it up good, I don't puff pass
Stuck in these cycles I must ask
Are you content with yourself
Running from thoughts
With the woods, face yourself
Don't let ego dwindle
Acquire the wealth
Love, Knowledge, Happiness
Fill up the shelf

Oh I promise that you're not alone
Although you hide behind that bottle of Patron
I could see it in your eyes
Your broken mind lets out a cry for help
Quit chasing feelings find yourself

Lately it's been hard to move on
An effigy of me inside of these songs
I always love until my heart is all gone

Morning Lights [yunnygoldz]

Lyrics:
i got the thought of the summer in my mind
walk down the street in the middle of the night
whole place to ourselves it might as well be high tide
remember at the shore when your burnt vape fried

i supposed i should float far away
in my head stuck in bed, watch myself decay
a vagabond im doomed to wander cause ive gone astray
the pain inside im feeling gutted like a fish filet

what do you know, i had to forego all i held inside
but you never knew, when i looked at you all i felt was pride
and now that its over still pray for your safety and they all be wondering why
im fragile, im broken so know that i care, im just not good at saying goodbye

but that was then and this is now and its like still the same
the flame was snuffed my dear beloved its such a fucking shame
remember walking to your place soaked in the fucking rain
the last id see you before im stepping on that lonely plane

fly alone, im going home
i left your town, im on my own
we came so far, but now its done
its always nights, wont see the sun

honestly, wanna be deceased
suck it up fucking punk, im just me
tell myself be a man dont fucking speak
keep it in where i been and what i seen

now i float in my bed, got no purpose
sleeping in, staying up, feeling worthless
giving up, cant give in, feeling nervous
just my shell, all you see, on the surface

cant you see im doing my best
please ignore the effervescence
its as good as mine what your guess is
meds and cups and ghosts take your presence

Far Away

SPELL CASTED BY JOHN TRUGLIA 3Y3AM888 BEAST 

DEVIL SHELL (EXODUS)

WRITTEN IN FINAL FORM AND SOUL FLOW JAY TRUGLIA 3Y3AM888

COSMIC NIGHTS (TIMESNOT)

Music video:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ctOyErSZ4Wk

guitar by noah walker and chris p
bass by coleman
violin by mohini 
lyrics: 

I go ghost 
It's like myself haunt me I 
I, I let the snow fall on me 
Run from love it's like my heart harm me i
I 
Don't wanna hurt nobody
(repeat)

Don't really like what the truth is 
Better if we just pretend 
Looked in her face and I knew it
That's it she'll never be with me again
Somethings whispering to me
Said go where the road meets with the grass
There's nothing for me where streetlights shine on the highway 
Swear Nothing that feels good lasts

I just look up in the mirror thinking god damn how the hell did I get here 
Says she sincere but I look and can't see her
Wish I woulda back then now I see it so clear 
Ooo 
Walking with a hole in my heart
I know that im over my head
why I'm always upset  
If i told you know youd say you wanna help
But I look around and the only one i see is myself  
Oh well
I really don't understand anymore 
No I don't even really know who I am anymore 
Letting go and falling back 
If youre ever holding out your hand 
I Bet you could understand its just
So much easier to
Hate us just
Moving through the cold like it
Ain't nothing 

I go ghost 
It's like myself haunt me I 
I, I let the snow fall on me 
Run from love it's like my heart harm me i
I 
Don't wanna hurt nobody
(repeat)

Don't really like what the truth is 
Better if we just pretend 
Looked in her face and I knew it
That's it she'll never be with me again
Somethings whispering to me
Said go where the road meets with the grass
There's nothing for me where streetlights shine on the highway 
Swear Nothing that feels good lasts

MUSIC VIDEO

spooky! (video in desc.)

lyrics: https://genius.com/Softheart-the-first-time-i-met-a-ghost-lyrics

guitar done by @noahwalker

free download

the first time i met a ghost

lyrics: https://genius.com/Softheart-smile-more-lyrics

Smile More

suffocate in my sheets

SPOTIFY

Choked Up Feat. Sewerperson (Prod. SPLASHGVNG)

Lunar

https://soundcloud.com/shinpuru
^ Show him some love

Lyrics:
walking in dark at 2 am without a clue to where I'm going
raining, snowing I don't care
the street lights on these nights will help me repair
the damage you delt, take that belt off I sweared
I was done with this, come back for you baby I'm a masochist
running so damn fast from this
cause baby you the catalyst
alcohol the agonist
pain I cannot manage it.
kiss your glowing lips again
aware that you're a basilisk

now it's 9 am at the station
in my chest I feel no breathe the space is vacant
got no recollection on how I awakened
on this bench said fuck that wench I cannot take this
why I always find myself
downing all the shelf
going 85 inside the residential belt
walking home alone again, I'm talking to myself
I can't find no home until I'm greeted by the 

BLINDING LIGHTS
GLOW SO BRIGHT
I FLY UP HIGH
I TOUCH THE SKY AGAIN
*
coming down
she never come around
I just wander and I ponder If I'm better drowned
leave my body in the lake
I live my life and I'm half baked
and I just wonder If she faked each day she said we're bound

running the in dark at 2 am without a clue to where I'm going
raining, snowing I don't care
the street lights on these nights will help me repair
the damage you delt, as I belt over snares
rip out my hair
everything I came to know was fucking lies
anxious as a mother fucker, rather die
missing every touch and every fucking lie
now I now the truth behind each every line

Street Lights [prod. shinpuru]

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just happy to be here