Venusaur (jabarionthebeat)

@cay2o snapped, follow this man

lyrics:

do you remember when I would tell you everything that I felt?
I put my feelings all over your shelf
I felt alive and I came out my shell
but now, I dont know what got into me
pressure from pressure I was stuck and you were pissed at me
but right now thats history

starin at the ceilin
babe where are you?
I want you in my arms
but ig ill call you

like yeah, I been fucked up for almost a year
this life aint shit but I’m here for you
stumblin off track cause I fear the truth
that I’m only here to prove myself

I dont wanna be that
I know that i'm lyin when i tell myself that I need that
you care for me a lot it's not really hard to see that
baby you the best and im sorry that I just cant be like you
im gettin why you tell me what to do
cus we never really talk things thru
we both know thats not like you

like damn
why the fuck you look at me damn
I be doing what I want cause I can
I do what I want cause I'm me
I don't care if you hate you can leave

the ceiling

spotify

the ceiling (prod. cay2o)

'87 Benz
I just sit back, I hit the gas
Ride through the wasteland broken down buildings and piles of trash
I moved as far away as I could to get away from the past
I'm just a scavenger looking for copper and metal to scrap
And I don't wanna be that, but I don't wanna be that
Pack up my bags like don't worry I'ma be back
Can't find no home I can't find anywhere that I wanna be at
Home's where the heart is but I'm fucking heartless so that don't mean jack
Kill my throat from all this nicotine and vapor I inhale
I never used to but this stress got me not doing well
Work so much but this self motivation it can be hell
I roll my mary and I just put myself up in a spell
My weak brittle bones, I need phosphorus
I just need some love but I can't foster it
And i do what I love but I just lost the bliss
They only show the love when it’s posthumous
Tell me it means
Tell me it means
Tell me your train of thought when you shut yourself off from me
Save it please don't talk to me
Please don't talk to me
I don't know what it was but something's been off with me
And I don't wanna be that, but I don't wanna be that
Pack up my bags like don't worry I'ma be back
Can't find no home I can't find anywhere that I wanna be at
Home's where the heart is but I'm fucking heartless so that don't mean jack

phosphorus (with brody)

Idektho (prod. sorrow bringer)

next episode...

Sourface

[Intro]
Nothing new I do is really new to me (Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
See shit fucking coming so preemptively (Pussy, now I ride)
Marijuana got me thinking heavily (You fucked just for, ayy)
I'm the only one a step ahead of me

[Verse]
Pussy, now I ride (Ride, ride)
We get fucked up just for fun (Just for fun)
I forget the feeling of the sun (Of the sun)
Excess dopamine is on my veins, feeling pain
If I think it in reality, I'm numb (I'm numb)
I know you got bare mans, but I'm the one (I'm the one)
You know I hate the childish shit, it's never fun (Shit is not)
I'm the boy, I'm the kid, I'm the one (I'm the one)
Try to take the throne and you get shunned (You get shunned)
Double-stuffed blunt, get me buzzed
Keep feeling the feeling of my limbs all being fuzz (Fuzz)
Holding something potent, I can't take it on the bus (Bus)
You think we McDonald's, how we carrying the nugs
Brain splat, face black, tell me where my place at
Someone else was driving, though he doesn't know the way back
Drop top, Maybach
Girly throw her waist back
Whole zip, face that, I'm not one to waste that

[Chorus]
Nothing new I do is really new to me (New to me)
See shit fucking coming so preemptively
Marijuana got me thinking heavily (Heavily)
I'm the only one a step ahead of me (Skrrt)

[Open Verse]

[Outro]
Nothing new I do is really new to me
See shit fucking coming so preemptively
Marijuana got me thinking heavily
I'm the only one a step ahead of me

9TAILS - one (prod. pilgrim)

hurts 4

TIRED OF L;S

Painting da city wit currency of me ‼️

LostSoulsInMyEmpire.m4a

some guitar n stems by cisco
@waitingoncisco

Cynic Little Cycles (with waitingoncisco)

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just happy to be here

phosphorus (with brody)

Softheart