lyrics:

Take me my brain and you break me to bits
Break me to bits
Take me away in the middle of this
Dodging the fist
Stand in the rain with my face in the mist
Draining my wrist
Blood in the rain you can’t look at this shit
Look at me bitch
Bring me the pain i cannot feel my limbs
I’m going limp
Dust and propane i’ll be burnt to a crisp
Blissfully slept
Do not tell me what you want me to do
Blank as a ghost and my feelings are through
Maybe you should have just listened to me
Instead of telling me listen to you (instead of telling me listen to you)

9tails - 9tails (prod Skel)

i dont wanna hesitate
wanna go with what i feel
and i look at both my hands
just to make sure im still here
and i check my pulse heartbeat
just to make sure i can hear it 
and i find the closest mirror
just to make sure im still real 
so i force myself outside
and i crawl out from my cave 
and i hear whoosh of tires
and i feel wind on my face
and i zone out for a sec
cause i was thinkin of you
i was in this nice daydream
it was only just us two
and everything was so good 
and we lived a simple life
in a little house in the woods
with the birds and butterflies

cautious and delicate 
only if its right
only if its right
let me know if

if you wanna hang sometime
on the roof of your old house
we can sit and watch the sky
n find pictures in the clouds 
when im bored i think about
how wed sit and talk for hours
but it doesnt feel that long
wasnt even keeping count 
and we held our bodies close
and you said that i was warm
and i think about it sometimes
and how i want it more
and everything is so good
and everything feels just right
like ill wake up from this dream
and its only just one night

cautious and delicate

dont have much more time now
so im begging please just listen
youre the only one that gets me
in a world that feels like prison

i know we're shackled up in here
its empty deep inside
i swear that i would die the day
you ever say goodbye

so stay, just stay
dont go away
you found me as a ghost
inside this house in which i lay

if you left me here
i think i might just go insane
wait im there already
but you get it, so just stay

you can scream in my face
take me up, walk away
then come back, i dont care
i just want you

all the pain in your bones
please dont do it alone
if you just let me try
i just might be your home

Chai tea in the murder house

Recorded 11/3/24, 7:38am somewhere in Virginia. #LLD #LLBR

4Leak (Prod.N/A)

im so tired. (demo) prod.idly blare

I Hate Highways

Stray Cats In La

Outside Lately (theydontknowme)

Basement (Live from Home)

Waterleaf

Walking Distance

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just happy to be here

Walking Distance

Softheart