Beautiful you’ve helped me get through so much

This is the best poetic work I've ever listened to

everything by me
been working on a lot
seriously way more to come
hope you enjoy. 
thank you so much for listening.
your support means beyond any means to me.

i know i can't keep killing me off slowly
putting my dreams behind me
i find it so damn unlikely; 
remind me
quiet lifestyle, but defiled by this thoughts of mine
memories are heaven
'till you are what you forgot in time
don't care..
you don't care
you don't care, anymore.

i can see appeal
conflicted with the feeling
a burden on myself
it feels like i just killed me
get over that hill
down another cup of coffee
relive how it felt
to think, see, hear, and feel nothing

over-sensitized and ill
aye, when's it my turn to heal?
insinuate that better place you've always dreamt of only kills
until we fall and call it quits
by stone or gun that don't exist
i was here for all of this
(i was here for all of this)

i know i can't keep killing me off slowly
putting my dreams behind me
i find it so damn unlikely; remind me

how i got here, and who i am to stand by
'cause with fragile ears and hearts,
we've always been paralyzed, paralyzed
no wonder, why.

(killing me off slowly)
(putting my dreams behind me)
(i find it so damn unlikely)
(remind me)

all of this

pillow pit

thanks for listening. i didn't just abandon this page, just have other stuff i enjoy a little more right now. but i appreciate everyone on here <3 love u mfs

nothing i can do

let me set the scene
its 2am this thick black veil is over everything 
theres nothing here except the wind and faint sounds of the creek
this light glows when i spark it 
i spend life fighting this darkness
i might come back a little scratched but life is never easy 
i found this me then watched myself split into seperate things
scattered all around the fields to go collect again
im almost all together now except some little cracks 
aint shit change im still out back 
ashing joints on back door steps
got some love but will it last 
i can only really guess 
my landlord is garbage 
fuck this house u can ash on the carpet
my brain skips and short circuts 
this life is one big circus  

by the highway we watch shadows pass
and the light bends round your silloette
imma smoke till i cant breath any air
sometimes i dont wanna be anywhere
but i wont leave just please do not turn off the show
this is my favorite episode
lets just close these curtains slow 
   
i just get so scared that youll go 
i cant help its how i cope 
i got habits i cant fix    
i just cant help but self destroy 
i had friends i could have helped  
so i let new ones in my life 
take advantage of me now
and it all looks so clear now
seeing it from this vantage point 

ill be out soon 
im in deep but im making big strides 
i took more than 2
like whats gonna happen this time 
by the highway we watch shadows pass
and the light bends round your silloette
imma smoke till i cant breath any air
sometimes i dont wanna be anywhere
but i wont leave just please do not turn off the show
this is my favorite episode
lets just close all these curtains slow 
stuck in a never ending game
im lost in the bits and code 
someones in my computer screen
and she calls to me i know

rip myself into a million different little pieces (prod. danbarry)

Bitcrush

[Intro]
Ough, ough, woah
(Morteh, hmm)

[Chorus]
Smokin' on a motor stripe (Phew, phew, phew), she gon' get the dick tonight (It's her)
Homie washing cup but still he sipping on a dirty sprite
All the gas I brought is mine, this high is a private flight
Half an ounce will do me right, if we talking just tonight

[Verse 1]
All annoying bitches in my dm's be like Navi (Hey, listen)
I ain't do a feature just to fucking make you happy
Said "I like your music" it does not mean you can dap me (Dap me up)
Might take it to Maury with the way she call me daddy

[Bridge]
Ayy
Smokin' on a motor stripe (Yeah), she gon' get the dick tonight (Woah)
Homie washing cup but still he sipping on a dirty sprite (Smokin' on a motor stripe)
All the gas I brought is mine

[Verse 2]
Propane hit me hard, tastes like fuel from cars
Exclusive Gmail beats, rip that bitch apart
Your smoke smell like farts, my smoke smell like sharts
Fucking up my heart, crush a blunt like it's a dart
Bitch, I come through, and I fuck it up
You could really do the damage if you suck it up (Suck it up)
Shooter on the roof, see your face and muck it up (Woah)
Hennessy and Gas Cross a fade like it's a double dutch

[Chorus]
Smokin' on a motor stripe (Phew, phew, phew), she gon' get the dick tonight (It's her)
Homie washing cup but still he sipping on a dirty sprite
All the gas I brought is mine, this high is a private flight
Half an ounce will do me right, if we talking just tonight

9TAILS - drop zone (prod. oaker & morteh)

Got to see what this prevails
Sure I'm gonna talk about it even if I fail
Pour my fucking heart in this shit
I don't follow trails
Never gonna walk without this crutch until I'm pale
Deep inside the forest, take a tour
I'll see you there
Empty bottle snoring, rain be pouring
You'll forget that
Only course of action is to step beyond the tree lines
These pines hold
The might to unmold

You're just a fraction of perception
Everything you know deception
Ego craving that intention
Overthinking that inflection
Loving every each obsession
But it's all in your mind
Nothing really fucking matters
I'm not lagging behind
Spending every waking second
Ask me how could I pass judgement on another
If I stare up in the mirror
Scared. Don't suffer
Crazy but it's all in your head
Project your fucking consciousness to where you will head

Stay afloat
Thoughts flow down stream quick
Choosing what you focus on
Let decay the other songs
Too much get you sea sick
Throwing up Hennessy; quick
Tomorrow got work at three; quit
Learning nothing with my time
I'm tired of trying to fit in line
Scared of not succeeding
Must learn to walk all on my own
Fear sets I faulter
Mask my tone
We all living on this planet till we're cold like stone
Better learn to love yourself
Conscious melts off the cone
Everything is fake, there's no meaning to it
You're your own god, best believe it
Cause we look back to the past

Try to grasp, running fast
You are leaving from the place you once knew
Now the sky isn't blue
And you cry every night wishing that you had knew
Things forever changing
Always temporary
Look past all the pain
It's only memory

The Forest (bonus track)

[Intro]
YEEHAW!!!
Raise it high — not for the world, but for the Word!
Let the redeemed of the Lord say so!!!
I DRINK TO THE HOLY JOY OF BEING FREE!!!

[Verse 1]
I used to pour it up tryin’ to fill the hole
But nothin’ ever fixed that broke-down soul
Tried the whiskey, the women, the wild nights too
But I still woke up feelin’ empty and blue

Then one Sunday mornin’, grace hit me fast
Like a train from heaven, wiped out my past
Now I drink deep from a different stream
And it flows with fire, truth, and dreams!

[Chorus]
I DRINK TO THE HOLY JOY OF BEING FREE!!!
To the chains that broke and the blood that set me clean!
From the well of mercy, I raise my cup
With a shout of praise that won’t shut up!
Ain’t drunk on sorrow, ain’t high on pain —
I’m filled with the Spirit in Jesus’ name!
I DRINK!!! I DRINK!!!
TO THE HOLY JOY OF BEING FREE!!!

[Verse 2]
This ain’t no buzz that fades with the dawn
It’s a fire in my bones that keeps pressin’ on
I ain't stumblin' ‘round — I’m standin' tall
Was blind, now I see — I’ve got it all!

I got peace that pours like a waterfall
Grace that answers when the devil calls
And when the world says “You’ll never be,”
I shout back loud, “I’ve been made free!”

[Chorus]
I DRINK TO THE HOLY JOY OF BEING FREE!!!
To the cross, to the crown, to eternity!
Let the heavens hear it, let the rafters ring —
I'm a child of God, and I love to sing!
Ain’t raisin’ a glass to my old mistakes —
I’m lifted up by amazing grace!
I DRINK!!! I DRINK!!!
TO THE HOLY JOY OF BEING FREE!!!

[Bridge]
No hangover, no regrets
Just a soul the Lord ain’t finished with yet
So whether I’m in boots or on my knees
I’ll praise the One who gave life to me


This joy don’t come from a bottle or bar…
It comes from the scars that saved who we are!

[Final Chorus]
I DRINK TO THE HOLY JOY OF BEING FREE!!!
To the King who died and rose for me!
To the grace that found me in the flood
To the Lamb who washed me in His blood!
So raise your voices, saints and friends —
Our story’s just gettin’ good again!
I DRINK!!! I DRINK!!!
TO THE HOLY JOY OF BEING FREE!!!

[Outro]
— To freedom!
CHEERS!!!
— To Jesus!
CHEERS!!!
— To the holy joy that lives in me!
I DRINK TO THE HOLY JOY OF BEING FREE!!!

I DRINK TO THE HOLY JOY OF BEING FREE!!!

Give Me A Sign 2 (2024)

Track 11 from "Digital Flowerings Vol. 5"
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-Z9uuNBhrl4&list=PLbKIh585gb8pwb77gaKfu1UehRB5OiBZ-

Softheart/Truett (Artist/Producer)
https://twitter.com/Truettthehuman
https://soundcloud.com/softhert

Internet Hippy (Channel)
https://twitter.com/InternetHippy
https://soundcloud.com/internet-hippy

Softheart - My Poisin Is My Medicine [Prod. By Truett]

Crimson Fury

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rip myself into a million different little pieces (prod. danbarry)

Softheart

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