Headlights (prod. sxilence)

ever since the plane lifted its wings i kept this one song on repeat
smoking funny papers
laughing rolling out of my seat
i took a minute was out of reach 
now im as close as i can get without stepping in the same feet
i was slept but i cut my sheets into pieces and sewed this fleece
im sleek bud i tell no statements no affidavit or pleas
i was slumped out with buckles knees
i was strung on a puppets string
now i dont even wanna sing
i dont even wanna sing
looked out the window to below and i imagined falling down
and if thered be any way to save myself
i pictured in that last moment as im falling my way through the clouds
maybe id find time to do a front flip or spin around
and the years are going by they feel like minutes now
and the second i felt the high i was like im living now
the lemon sour i make faces and i spit it out
ill spend it now cause i only know im here for now
hear the sounds piercing howl oh how its fierce and loud 
hold the wheel i think im gonna let somebody else steer for now
at deaths doors but i dont fear it now
i dont even know what the fuck im feeling now
hold your tears im with the spirits now
i used to never drink and now im right up at the bottom of these spirits now
they didnt fuck with me im weird as hell 
and im smoking stank thatll get you so high you can hear the smell
open up the curtains and im peering out 
at the function i barely make an appearance now
i know its bad but it feel good so its pure as hell
bruh ill give you 50 dollars for that purel 
im outside fuckin flexing to the squirrels
and imma burn this fuckin fire till the world melts
(let it all burn down) 
berrrch

plane ride high on the redeye

this isn't really the most me kind of song
just a lot of gibberish thrown together but i did want to share at least something as it's been a hot minute
i hope i'm back to usual soon <3

Lyrics:

it's probably better
it's probably better
it's probably better
it's probably better
it's probably better you're never hearing this

could you tell me that you love me
even if you'll never mean it i need something
i been needing reassurance that i'm something
this shit is fuel for giving up please
so could you tell me that you love me
it's fucking lonely in this body so i share it with her lusting
oh could you fuck me

could you fuck me right back
i won't get attached
just need to make it thru the night without a rollie or a pack
at least the music has my back
yuh
cuz i know people never last
yuh
i made this shit so in a week i'll have a song to cry to
i made this shit so in a year i'll be at peace and i won't mind you
she said that she'd be right there nothings ever right there
i'd honestly be dead if i found another life there

so let me know if you relate
or i'm alone to fight my fate
i tend to fall in love too quickly
have the habit getting clingy
have a habit sort of sticking
it's probably something that i'm missing
from my childhood or misery
and now i can't remember much
but i know i never really wanted this
and the things i'd give to run back life again
now i fantasize bout the corny lovey shit
but it's probably better you're never hearing this

yuh it's probably better you're never hearing this
yuh it's probably better you're never hearing this

it's probably better
it's probably better
it's probably better
it's probably better
it's probably better you're never hearing this

something, anything.

gown on

P4STTIME

Fake Friends (prod. bruferr x nonbruh)

Id Rather Just Not Be A Problem

Outside Lately (theydontknowme)

Check Now (it's a trap!)

scrape my knee

there ain't enough room in this town for the both of us, partner

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just happy to be here

scrape my knee

Softheart