softheart

Sad Mix

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i'm still just a kid and i'm trying my best

Music video:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ctOyErSZ4Wk

guitar by noah walker and chris p
bass by coleman
violin by mohini 
lyrics: 

I go ghost 
It's like myself haunt me I 
I, I let the snow fall on me 
Run from love it's like my heart harm me i
I 
Don't wanna hurt nobody
(repeat)

Don't really like what the truth is 
Better if we just pretend 
Looked in her face and I knew it
That's it she'll never be with me again
Somethings whispering to me
Said go where the road meets with the grass
There's nothing for me where streetlights shine on the highway 
Swear Nothing that feels good lasts

I just look up in the mirror thinking god damn how the hell did I get here 
Says she sincere but I look and can't see her
Wish I woulda back then now I see it so clear 
Ooo 
Walking with a hole in my heart
I know that im over my head
why I'm always upset  
If i told you know youd say you wanna help
But I look around and the only one i see is myself  
Oh well
I really don't understand anymore 
No I don't even really know who I am anymore 
Letting go and falling back 
If youre ever holding out your hand 
I Bet you could understand its just
So much easier to
Hate us just
Moving through the cold like it
Ain't nothing 

I go ghost 
It's like myself haunt me I 
I, I let the snow fall on me 
Run from love it's like my heart harm me i
I 
Don't wanna hurt nobody
(repeat)

Don't really like what the truth is 
Better if we just pretend 
Looked in her face and I knew it
That's it she'll never be with me again
Somethings whispering to me
Said go where the road meets with the grass
There's nothing for me where streetlights shine on the highway 
Swear Nothing that feels good lasts

MUSIC VIDEO

spooky! (video in desc.)

guitar by : @waitingoncisco

lyrics:

i could be fake too
just not how i make do
it's not that i hate you 
well i don't know
hard to be great you know 
it's hard to be grateful
it's hard to be thankful
so i don't show
you know we all hurt it's just life
baby i get lost in the midnight
we all got problems i just admit mine
at night my eyes wont close

if i'm a star i'm burnt out and looking down
just cause she love me right now
don't mean she'll always be around
always stoned and in my house 
don't got nobody i can count on 
just stay tucked off by myself
oh i 
only get in my zone when i get on my own
all alone
she hit me up at all
and i shut off my phone
i go ghost
i swear she got those words you feel in your bones
who would have known
the prettiest face would have the ugliest soul

yeah but im a loverboy what'd you expect from me
i swear pretty girls will be the death of me
step to me i'm in the sky
baby i been hearing lies 
all my fucking life
so i always treat them nice
so when they fuck me over i don't even think twice
i just cut em off i don't even want a slice
imma leave her blocked
wish my heart weren't so soft 
wish you weren't my first fuck
all the shit is so dumb

now i just find safety in how 
these memories start all fading
put a knife inside my back
then ask why i'm so filled with hatred

anything but give you space and i'd rather erase myself
put the hurt of my back
chasing feeling's never helps

i could be fake too
just not how i make do
it's not that i hate you, 
well i don't know
hard to be great you know 
it's hard to be grateful
it's hard to be thankful
so i don't show
you know we all hurt it's just life
baby i get lost in the midnight
we all got problems i just admit mine
at night my eyes wont close

ghostboy. (with waitingoncisco)

HUGE thank you to everyone that's supported me so far
this album is a favorite for sure, i hope you all feel the same <3


album credits:

huge thanks to @noahwalker, this album wouldn't be what it is without him 

instrumentation: noah walker, quinn, chris p, coleman, mohini 

production: something worth living for (prod. killedmyself)
all other production done by me

purple

HUGE thank you to everyone that's supported me so far
this album is a favorite for sure, i hope you all feel the same <3


album credits:

huge thanks to noah walker, this album wouldn't be what it is without him 

instrumentation: noah walker, quinn, chris p, coleman, mohini 

production: something worth living for (prod. killedmyself)
all other production done by me

scary stories to tell in the dark

music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sy6F-hKr3Y4

violin by mohini

something to live for (prod. killedmyself)VIDEO IN DESC.

meet me by the moonlight
watch me beat the heartbreak, start a new life
change it if it aint right
way too high
how i spend my late nights
who are you to think
you can give me good advice
tell em goodbye
just tryna have a good time 
keep my good side
somewhere in the sunshine
having mood swings
only good sometimes
i stay true to me
not that hard for you to lie

i just wanna go
get somewhere out of this place
i just want some gold on my chest
to help balance the weight on my back
hear it all
just don't give a fuck what you say that's my bad
getting over it
just gotta get myself on the right track
you can't make it up 
i like making love
i don't wanna fuck
my heart in my hand i act like i can't love enough
was it fun?
i don't know how i could be so dumb
i thought you were the one
but know i know that you're nothing but trouble
yuh yuh
better off dead baby leave me in the ground
i just need a girl that can hold me down
act like i dont see you tryna bite my sound
and my haters all just wondering when i might slow down
fuck em
watch me put my face in a pound like its nothing
she keeps spreading rumors all around me like she love it
all that shit is week baby 
i could give a fucking shit what they think
they em they can all suck it

meet me by the moonlight
watch me beat the heartbreak, start a new life
change it if it aint right
way too high
how i spend my late nights
who are you to think
you can give me good advice
tell em goodbye
just tryna have a good time 
keep my good side
somewhere in the sunshine
having mood swings
only good sometimes
i stay true to me
not that hard for you to lie

i spend each day 
tryna push back this weight but nothing happens
dont get why its still so bad
its not like i dont get the practice
practicly
dead up in this half plastic seat
i sit back and
back to back i pack and ash it
can't feel shit but i keep packing, ay
she gon rip my heart up out my chest
and i still wish her the best
cause i know one day i'll be dead and i'm not leaving with regrets
but the pain ain't nothing less 
bitch 
in the end i just hope that you're impressed
bitch

meet me by the moonlight
watch me beat the heartbreak, start a new life
change it if it aint right
way too high
how i spend my late nights
who are you to think
you can give me good advice
tell em goodbye
just tryna have a good time 
keep my good side
somewhere in the sunshine
having mood swings
only good sometimes
i stay true to me
not that hard for you to lie

Lies, Rumors, and Gossip

guitar by @noahwalker

lyrics:
genius.com/Oftheart-keep-your-head-up-lyrics

Keep Your Head Up

feat. @softhert
prod. @softhert & @notmorgn

(guccihighwaters)
i got toxins running through my veins
keeping me alive but also eating at my brain
maybe i’m the one that fucked it up but girl you changed 
and i’m looking down the barrel when you aim

this time ill try for you
last time last time i died for you
but it’s all my fault
and i’ll take that blame
cause i’m too fucked up
I can’t feel my face
it’s all my fault
(yeah ill take that blame)
it’s all my fault
(i’ll change my ways)
it’s all my fault
it’s all my fault

(Ȿoftheart)
you a keepsake
imma keep you safe
imma hold on
till my bones break
i stay by my lonely 
most my homies out of state
i saw one the other day 
gotta say shit aint the same
dont know what you did to me
only hurts more when she tell me 
that she misses me
im just hers to you 
and your just his to me
save me pull me up and out my misery

(guccihighwaters)
we can’t fight forever
one of us is gonna fall
i’ll make sure it’s not you
keep you safe at all cost
i’ll make it all up
i’ll throw up my guts
if it means i’ll get a touch
if it means i’ll get a touch
(touch from you)
i promise that i'd be enough
(be enough for you)
if it means i’ll get a touch
(touch from you)
i promise that i'd be enough
(be enough for you)

(Ȿoftheart)
dont wanna hide anymore
dont wanna lie anymore
so sick of fighting
i don't wanna try anymore
so two faced
so double sided i swallow my pride every time that we talk
then send me off
you left a void in my life
and this music the only way i can fill up 
all the silence inside of my room
okay i'm gone
get what you want ill play dead
wont stop until ive made it
same shit
inside im screaming for help outside i dont say shit
save it
wish i could erase it
couldn't face it
uncomplacent

(guccihighwaters & Ȿoftheart)
this time ill try for you
last time last time i died for you
but it’s all my fault
and i’ll take that blame
cause i’m too fucked up
I can’t feel my face

(guccihighwaters)
it’s all my fault
(yeah ill take that blame)
it’s all my fault
(i’ll change my ways)
it’s all my fault
it’s all my fault

all my fault (feat. Softheart)

Prod. @munchrill
artwork done by: ondetwo
ig:onedetwo

Dr. Driip - Jon Wal Baller (Produced by BE$Gang)

a love letter to u

lyrics: what a world i live in now
the stars are falling from the heavens

bright lights
take away my vision
im blinded from it all

its just my luck
my lucks been running out
now the tides begin to turn

its my fault
and i know that this is none if your concern

im better off sleeping in my bedroom
wide awake since the day i met you
i dont know if i can make it thru this year

make it thru this year

i think about how much has changed
i cant hold onto these distant memories

letting go of all this takes time
im not in a rush at all

im growing up
and growing older 
everyday feels like a blur

it makes me sick
but i know that this something i must learn

im better off sleeping in my bedroom
wide awake since the day i met you
i dont know if i can make it thru this year

make it thru this year :(

idk if i can make it thru this year :(

lyrics:
https://genius.com/Softheart-try-my-best-lyrics

Try My Best

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just happy to be here