Walking With Fire

[hero]

i hop in the shower with my clothes on
sing to myself till i burst a lung
i hop in the shower with my clothes on
yeah this warm water washes it away

[@navyxower]

yeah it washes it away, when im not doin so great
yeah you takin all ur drugs, just to wipe away ur pain
sit and cry about my feelings in the shower, so i stay
i think im loosin grip and yet, deaths scaring me away
its, visual all our lives just fade away
and all my tears, will wipe away
its all i want for you to stay, oh oh
yeah i hop right in the shower with my clothes on
thinkin every night what do i try, for
i wish i had you everynight to hold me on to giving grace
i wonder in three years, can u just look me in the face

[hero x @navyxower]

i hop in the shower with my clothes on
singing to myself am i best alone
i hop in the shower with my clothes on
yeah this warm water washes it away

[hero]

i hop in the shower with my clothes on
sing to myself till i burst a lung
i hop in the shower with my clothes on
yeah this warm water washes it away

shower thoughts (ft. navyxower) (boyfifty)

pillow pit

thanks for listening. i didn't just abandon this page, just have other stuff i enjoy a little more right now. but i appreciate everyone on here <3 love u mfs

nothing i can do

(notahero)
your lips provide a memory
made it out of seventeen
save me from this hole that i’ve dug
or treat me like i’m supposed to be
impromptus and parking fees
maybe one day we can finally
get that sleep we always talk about
i’m exhausted from running all around

it don’t pleasure me to tell
i’m scared of growing older
tears surround my face
right now i wish that i was sober
i wish time could freeze in place
i need some time to think this over
cause i’m scared of everything
but she says that i just need closure

breakfast
on 9nth
but i fell in love
on independence drive

reminisce
on 9nth
but i fell in love
on independence drive

i’ll be with you till i’m dead
i know i don’t talk when i’m mad
but i don’t equate it to love lost
i turn it into a folk song

(greenwood)
if im nothing to me
who could i be for you
i just want to be here
i know that you don't want to

sorry about the fog
its the wine and the street pens
i just need to stop
we don't talk about the reasons
think i fell apart 
hear you talk when you're sleeping
everything is good and it's safe and it's easy

there's colour in your face and water on your skin
and thoughts inside my head to ruin your life again
disconnected from the body that i'm living in
i dont remember much of anything
to give me peace in Copeland
its not been easy coping
love you the more i'm told it
i know you'd never know it

just stay another night
i'm sick of sleeping on my side
and waking up alone and faking it 
scared of death like why we play with it



(notahero)

your lips provide a memory
made it out of seventeen
save me from this hole that i’ve dug
or treat me like i’m supposed to be
impromptus and parking fees
maybe one day we can finally
get that sleep we always talk about
i’m exhausted from running all around

parking fees w/ greenwood (nathanp)

Bitcrush

Got to see what this prevails
Sure I'm gonna talk about it even if I fail
Pour my fucking heart in this shit
I don't follow trails
Never gonna walk without this crutch until I'm pale
Deep inside the forest, take a tour
I'll see you there
Empty bottle snoring, rain be pouring
You'll forget that
Only course of action is to step beyond the tree lines
These pines hold
The might to unmold

You're just a fraction of perception
Everything you know deception
Ego craving that intention
Overthinking that inflection
Loving every each obsession
But it's all in your mind
Nothing really fucking matters
I'm not lagging behind
Spending every waking second
Ask me how could I pass judgement on another
If I stare up in the mirror
Scared. Don't suffer
Crazy but it's all in your head
Project your fucking consciousness to where you will head

Stay afloat
Thoughts flow down stream quick
Choosing what you focus on
Let decay the other songs
Too much get you sea sick
Throwing up Hennessy; quick
Tomorrow got work at three; quit
Learning nothing with my time
I'm tired of trying to fit in line
Scared of not succeeding
Must learn to walk all on my own
Fear sets I faulter
Mask my tone
We all living on this planet till we're cold like stone
Better learn to love yourself
Conscious melts off the cone
Everything is fake, there's no meaning to it
You're your own god, best believe it
Cause we look back to the past

Try to grasp, running fast
You are leaving from the place you once knew
Now the sky isn't blue
And you cry every night wishing that you had knew
Things forever changing
Always temporary
Look past all the pain
It's only memory

The Forest (bonus track)

demos/covers incompletos que hice en junio :)

peso

This is "2020" – a full-length album written and recorded during a year of global and personal upheaval. It is a sonic document of that time; a journey through ambient soundscapes, heavy psychedelic rock, experimental textures, and moments of quiet introspection.

This album was a lifeline and a creative outlet. It's designed to be listened to as a continuous piece, a soundtrack for late-night thoughts, or your own creative work. Thank you for listening.

06 Blue World

Crimson Fury

produced by: @yunnygoldz
featuring: @lilskeleskrrt

lyrics:

// flowrs // 

it’s so degrading 
the way you say that
you know what you want,
and you don’t want to love me

you’re so persuading,
i fuckin hate it
when you say those things
that you know 
fucking cut me 

our love is fading
and you’re evading
all these cloudy thoughts 
cus you’re so fucking lucky

just fucking say it
can’t catch a wave
so i’ll just stay afloat
cus you’re swimming above me 

fuck you,
fuck him 
fuck everything,
every thought,
don’t wanna ever think you’re fine,
i know i’m not 
tell me does he 
love you
the same way that you
loved me
i hope you fucking die 
i swear to god
i’ll kill you with my own two hands
you went too far 

but i’m here
and you’re there 
and you tell me 
that it’ll be okay 
you’re a tumour 
i can’t see you
but you kill me more
every single day 

// skele // 

it’s so frustrating 
how you push me away 
then you’re pulling me back by the end of the day 
it’s so annoying 
how u say that u need me 
then act like u hate me 
i’m tired of waiting 

so why u got act all mad for 
tell me that ur needing more 
why u gotta slam the car door 
n now ur taking off my shirt on your floor 
but i’m here 
and you’re there 
and you tell me that it’ll be okay
i don’t care

// flowrs //

but i’m here
and you’re there 
and you tell me 
that it’ll be okay 
you’re a tumour 
i can’t see you
but you kill me more
every single day

tumour w/ skele

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Walking With Fire

Softheart