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Softhearted

VEXATION

Bjergtoppens tråde

softheart❤️

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this song was inspired/interpolated from a softheart type beat i found on youtube, please go give some love to w1nter/shy: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UChPhqiihr2QL0nMOr5FmlbQ

New Terrain

but nothings for nothing. 

@waitingoncisco did some extra guit stems

lyrics: https://genius.com/Softheart-nothings-really-everlasting-lyrics

Nothings really everlasting

BACK TO HER [prod. TinyPalm]

im in my bag of excuses for bad decisions i made  
bad actions stemming from trauma that doesnt justificate  
i look around and see all of this destruction and decay 
but i think the only difference is i didnt see what was right in my face 
at some point you have to face it
used to think fixing my problems was caving
i used to think that my problems were what made me special and that shit is dangerous
and i used to think that if i got better my art would suffer as a trade and
it got to the point where i thought that my mental well being aint even worth saving 
but honestly i was mistaken 
what the fuck was i on 
how could i be so wrong 
i was down for so long
i dug myself too far 
what the fuck was i on 
how could i be so wrong 
i made myself the problem 

i was a victim of temptation and my own temperament
i get too passionate i come off batshit and 
im just a magnet for tragic infatuation 
almost had it but i couldnt capture it 
dont wanna trap it  
dont know whats happenin
but when youre laughing
its great distraction 
i think we might just be moving to fast and 
keep your hands in at all times and belts fastened 
i dont know 
what the fuck i was on 
how could i be so wrong 
i was down for so long
i dug myself too far 
what the fuck was i on 
how could i be so wrong 
i made myself the problem 
and honestly i dont know
what the fuck i was on
how could i be so wrong 
i was down for so long
i dug myself too far 
what the fuck was i on 
how could i be so wrong 
i made myself the problem

my big bag of excuses for this hole I dug myself into

Home Alone 2

Desire

blastoff ft 2gaudy (p jug x nash)

No Plan <prod. woodpecker>

Weather Patterns (prod. notmorgn)

all i want 

EDEN - all i want

Gustav Ahr's Album

overdose ft lil peep & lil tracy (prod by yung cortex)

marykate

guitar by : @waitingoncisco

lyrics:

i could be fake too
just not how i make do
it's not that i hate you 
well i don't know
hard to be great you know 
it's hard to be grateful
it's hard to be thankful
so i don't show
you know we all hurt it's just life
baby i get lost in the midnight
we all got problems i just admit mine
at night my eyes wont close

if i'm a star i'm burnt out and looking down
just cause she love me right now
don't mean she'll always be around
always stoned and in my house 
don't got nobody i can count on 
just stay tucked off by myself
oh i 
only get in my zone when i get on my own
all alone
she hit me up at all
and i shut off my phone
i go ghost
i swear she got those words you feel in your bones
who would have known
the prettiest face would have the ugliest soul

yeah but im a loverboy what'd you expect from me
i swear pretty girls will be the death of me
step to me i'm in the sky
baby i been hearing lies 
all my fucking life
so i always treat them nice
so when they fuck me over i don't even think twice
i just cut em off i don't even want a slice
imma leave her blocked
wish my heart weren't so soft 
wish you weren't my first fuck
all the shit is so dumb

now i just find safety in how 
these memories start all fading
put a knife inside my back
then ask why i'm so filled with hatred

anything but give you space and i'd rather erase myself
put the hurt of my back
chasing feeling's never helps

i could be fake too
just not how i make do
it's not that i hate you, 
well i don't know
hard to be great you know 
it's hard to be grateful
it's hard to be thankful
so i don't show
you know we all hurt it's just life
baby i get lost in the midnight
we all got problems i just admit mine
at night my eyes wont close

ghostboy. (with waitingoncisco)

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//誰も長く滞在しない//

i keep looking for love in all the wrong places. maybe one day things will be different.

lyrics
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and i know that you want me to leave
but it's cool cause we're through and i'm high in the trees
i escape with a vape cause the smoke stains my teeth
yes i know that i probably talk in my sleep
probably talk in my sleep when we kiss i awake
but i'm dreaming again it was all fuckin' fake
and i'm thinkin' too much of the way that you taste
cause the flavor of you isn't one to replace
and i think imma waste

more time scrollin' down my timeline
wish that i could hop up in my whip and go to five guys
somethings gotta give when i'm sky high
i'm not something super in the uber playin' i spy
disappear from everybody for a while
cause the air is getting thick within the radius of miles
suicide is on my mind & i can't bare to even smile
i can only get a taste cause happiness is versatile

and i know that you want me to leave
but it's cool cause we're through and i'm high in the trees
i escape with a vape cause the smoke stains my teeth
yes i know that i probably talk in my sleep
probably talk in my sleep when we kiss i awake
but i'm dreaming again it was all fuckin' fake
and i'm thinkin' too much of the way that you taste
cause the flavor of you isn't one to replace
and i think that i

probably could've tried harder
i tend to fall in love too quick with everybody's daughter
take my heart and they begin to slaughter
i'm a fuckin' wreck and my neck is lookin' like every other
boy that they've been bruisin' for a bit
i've been smooth cruisin' catalytic tendencies are in
love is just a four letter word that don't mean shit
cause i open up a bit too much & they just wanna dip

they just always fall back
i don't think i'll ever get a call back
why the fuck i go through all that
just for what we had to fuckin' fall flat

in my sleep

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ＩＮ　ＤＲＵＧＳ　ＩＮ　ＭＹ　ＣＯＡＴ

//この曲はあなたのことです//

show my mans some luv @tothegood

lyrics
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your love can't save me now i'm broken
lost and was never found i'm hopeless
your love can't save me now i'm broken
i'll never come around you know this
i'm broken (x8)
i'm tired of loving someone
who don't care bout enough
so i take my drugs and i
numb the fuck up love

your love can't save me now i'm broken
lost and was never found i'm hopeless
your love can't save me now i'm broken
i'll never come around you know this

this was a curse from the get-go
my head is a trip and i feel like i'll let go
of everything that i care about
and if i wanna leave then i'll get the fuck out
and i'll pack up my shit and i'll go
run with the feeling of feeling alone
missin' your touch when i know that you don't
i just want love but i find it in drugs in my coat

and i hide inside
and i cry every night i'm alive
cause the flesh in my chest is a lie
when i smoke and i look to the sky
this'll be the end of everything we know
i can't really think about the future and i won't
waste another day inside just scrollin' on my phone
stitch my broken heart and then you wrap it with a bow

your love can't save me now (x4)

follow tothegood

pyramids (prod. by tothegood)

lyrics: https://genius.com/Softheart-the-next-morning-lyrics

free download

the next morning

lyrics: https://genius.com/Softheart-the-first-time-i-met-a-ghost-lyrics

guitar done by @noahwalker

the first time i met a ghost

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soundcloud is dead, long live soundcloud

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so hold on if you want
i dont want to play this, no
i dont have the patience
and last year was a long one
and these days are re runs
a fine time for a breakdown
find word to tear these walls down and i threw them all away
cos if i start then i probably wont stop cos the world moves on
and the lights stay on
for the next one and the next one
its an ocean
no i dont wanna waste forever
but i can if i want to
theres so much that can change my mind so much of me has changed
how could i ever feel the same?
so dive in
to my home
its all that i have
(coming up for the weekend
running as far as we can)
so drive me
til the shore
spoken like a real life savoir
(we'll get it right for the next time)
nascar were just racing in circles again

bleed out its a cold night
city views killed the starlight
sleeping at the wheel for the first time terrifying when you wake up
few years later its a new time
hard to see how it stands from the inside its tried
if its tiring
you
then
leave

/too young to know better
/two three too close to feel teenaged again /few things on my mind better
/left unsaid

so dive in
to my home
its all that i have
(coming up for the weekend running as far as we can)
so drive me
til the shore
spoken like a real life savoir
(we'll get it right for the next time)
nascar were just
/cassini dont come home
/you dont want to say it /and i dont want to know /but i feel it
/i feel
/and i dont want to be here /but i dont want to go
/cos i need

EDEN

stream + download

lyrics: https://genius.com/Softheart-growth-spurts-lyrics

Growth Spurts

lyrics:
https://genius.com/Softheart-still-dont-know-what-im-running-from-lyrics

this song is from around 2017 and it's one of the first songs i made under softheart, i deleted it a long ass time ago and thought it was gone forever but someone happened to upload it to youtube and a fan sent me the link asking about the song so i decided to redo it.

still don't know what i'm running from

lyrics: https://genius.com/Softheart-insecure-lyrics

guitar by noah walker!

Insecure

there is light in us

NÜ X NVR/MND -  She Didn't Stick Around

main guitar loop by Sorrow Bringer! @sorrow_bringer

Nosedive 2

maniac

guitar and drums performed by Cisco
@waitingoncisco

One Day Youll Get What You Deserve (with waitingoncisco)

Beautiful Innocence

I Will Never Feel Like I Did In 2016

art by denevikart

lyrics:

hey hey
i been pullin through
why wassup w you?
im unteachable
seated in stone
carcass past i reap and sew
golden caps i took 3 o those
brand new pack i breath in slow
so much smoke i couldnt see thru the door
theres closure 
ill never find and shit i dont need to know
uuurg
i light up this cape on me and burn
i got so much weight on me it burst
pictures of those days hit me in blurs
man back in the days i was the worst
i still remeber when i heard about when 
there was a village on the top of the mountain
i almost fell to the cold when i found it 
but you if you saw it trust me its astounding 
there was a tale of heartbreak and denial when 
there once was someone that he let close around him 
he closed himself off from fear of letdowns  
and thus closed off love he would have found then
they just dont see it though
why he always seem so low
its insatiable 
no signal up here im unreachable 
its nothing you need to know
noone even knows me yeah thats me you know
damn i used to think you didnt love me enough
how much you hurt me shit i beleive you now  
im unteachable
seated in stone
carcassed past i reap and sew
golden caps i took 3 o those
brand new pack i breath in slow
so much smoke i couldnt see thru the door
theres closure 
ill never find and shit i dont need to know
give me something doc say it straight
give me somethin i can work with
act like i did it on purpose 
like its all purpose 
and its all just context
no its not all words said
we just all want purpose 
we just all want purpose
we just all want purpose
its a gift and a curse idk which side id put first
i know ill be searching
till im in my hearse 
sometimes i feel like life plays out like its all rehearsed 

(chorus)

Little stone statue (prod. LR beats)

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just happy to be here