No longer have those jeans unfortunately 😔 Still bangin new softheart though so things will get better

“I don’t even want to be around anymore” ong

Vibes XVII

Its Gone (Prod. Trench Boy)

Fucking Up ft. Mad Kelly, Killvein (Prod Killvein)

Listen, Okay (with sorrow bringer)

lyrics ⬇️ 

every thing you told me was a lie
you can’t even look me in my eyes no more
once everything I wanted but now I been floor
i been dying from the torch 
i been flying thru the door

miss what we had
everything was perfect 
every night we would laugh
I don’t wanna burn it
cuz I’m honestly attached
god gave me a purpose
and you stabbed me in the back
why’d you do that

brand new mission oh I can't wait to get loaded in
ten more minutes til I'm out there counting dividends
yea
watch me mix it in tell me that there's more to this
before I forfeit, I don't need no more of this
I went to Florida with my family then I told them that
I don't feel much more like family when you give me crap
let me sit up by myself when I'm feeling sad
promise that ill come back i don't mean to make you mad

but never once did you ask me if I’m fine
i been smokin blunts so that I could ease My mind
every night it’s the same
I cant ever go to sleep
all the time try to change
but I never wanna leave

(casperrr)
going dummy at the function  
just so i can fuck shit
nah i can't fuckin function 
with the way u changed so quick
really thought you loved me
but i guess i was mistaken 
they way u kept pushing me back
hiding mthe fact u were taken

used to look up at people
and now most are at my level
all i have left is a house 
that's filled with air and our shadows
you left a hole inside my heart
turned from special to mental
like chaging howl for hollow 
i know it was not accidental

at this point i don't know what family is?
people stop caring about u when u stop being a kid 
i've been alone ever since i was 14 
left to deal with a bunch a shit, i don't know what i did
idk how i made it out
idk what it is
maybe i had more to do
maybe i was born for this
i just hope so cuz otherwise imma quit
life in general cause without music life is boring as shit

forfeit w/ casperrr (tiedforsilver)

feelin something Feat. Kenoga Prod.Thislandis

nothingmuchEST2016 (prod.grimgar-dx)

Your hands are full 
Your heart is cold 
Your plan fell through 
And it’s all too much i know 
Your eyes are sad 
Your lips are red 
There’s not much more i can say 
As i’m inching towards your face  
Pull back, too fast 
Let go, too slow 
My fault, i’m vein 
I don’t wanna show you my distain 
Lockjaw, refrain 
God saw, everything 
Right wrong i’m wrong 
Still i got my cross on  

Paradise cannot be given 
So build it right here where your living 
While God watched his suffered children I will not forgive him  
Gotta go and get it out of my system 
Stick to this script we don’t care if you listen 
Love is in the eyes of the one your missing 
For them i’ll live a life worth living yeah  
Your hands are full 
Your heart is cold 
There’s not much more i can believe 
Because he don’t believe in me  
Pull back, too fast 
Let go, too slow 
My fault, i’m vein 
I don’t wanna show you my distain 
Lockjaw, refrain God saw, everything 
Right wrong i’m wrong 
Still i got my cross on

GODSAW

I See No Other Way w/ TXCKA

what's the point of anything (sorrow bringer)

[Intro]
I'm not doing as good, as I really wanted to at the start
(Beam me up Scotty)
I'll probably fucking die in the next few months or something with my luck

[Chorus]
Hopeless nights tend to forget about the sickness till it's time
When I'm rid of all the fucking pharmaceuticals or prescriptions
Sliding through the real world on vomit from my system
What the fuck is wrong with my life
I'm weaning off of everything that kept me sane at night
Every scrape or cut or bruise or sore is cancer in my mind
Preemptive sick days you never know when you might die (RIP)

[Verse 1]
When you might die about a thousand fucking ways to do it everyday of life
Not a fucking lie there's shows about it on spike
Danger's real and it exists inside your mind (Fucking mind)
I don't give a fuck if you pay me, no royalties make it easy
Put every purchase on my Visa my food money could buy a Mercedes
Miles don't give a fuck and they praise me (Oh), minor fevers might phase me
Haven't ate in a couple days, so even shit could look tasty (Yuh)
Puking in a Starbucks bathroom, then I order from the menu
Organize loose plans, so they fall through
I'm really good at cancelling when I want to
At this point I don't know if I want you
Really good at fucking up when I got you
Really good at dodging everything about truth
If the book of lies exist I'll make a part two (Okay, okay)

[Chorus]
Hopeless nights tend to forget about the sickness till it's time
When I'm rid of all the fucking pharmaceuticals or prescriptions
Sliding through the real world on vomit from my system
What the fuck is wrong with my life
I'm weaning off of everything that kept me sane at night
Every scrape or cut or bruise or sore is cancer in my mind
Preemptive sick days you never know when you might die

[Verse 2]
What is this scene, I don't wanna fucking die
I'll make music about awaking to the smell of apple pie (Shit is yummy)
There's no clout in here if you're enjoying life
I don't fuck with anyone who uses sadness as a high
All emotions are my vice, firm relationships I like
I got molten lava touch if you want talk about something fire
Put piano in rewind and I can spit verses all night
I can tell you life is shit in songs it doesn't make it right
I've had friends I like a lot, but I drop them out of spite
If I block out all the guilt bet I could ghost them over night (I'll fucking ghost)
I'll fucking ghost, I'll fucking ghost (Overnight)
Okay, okay, okay

[Chorus]
Hopeless nights tend to forget about the sickness till it's time
When I'm rid of all the fucking pharmaceuticals or prescriptions
Sliding through the real world on vomit from my system
What the fuck is wrong with my life
I'm weaning off of everything that kept me sane at night
Every scrape or cut or bruise or sore is cancer in my mind
Preemptive sick days you never know when you might die (Fucking die)

9TAILS - liar (prod. scottysplash)

vercetti + iluvquinn - chaiiwalaK

Lost Heart

mixed and mastered by https://soundcloud.com/dysphora

LYRICS:
she ask me what’s it like to lose control. nothing good ion even own my soul. baby wants me bad but i put her though the torment tho. and don’t ask me that cant say love is yet. it’s fucked up. disorient. its all to frequent

slither through my thoughts then wrap into my bed. tore my head off never sew me back again go ahead pull me by my thread. wake up and the rose i left for you are dead .ok. ima grab ya by yr eyes. come speak to me in cries. slice open my soul and you wanna step inside. livin off of evil but then you suffice. she love to sin. lucifer in disguise. with ripped up tights. i think ik why i’m always high body like a sauna you my only way to get to nirvana 

fear that i’m loosing all feeling. but that face is just so damn appealing. look like a model making a million out of my breathe that she stealing 

i’m like god damn slow down. she want it now. infatuation killing me. sweat drip from my brow. 

I’m like god damn slow down she want it now infatuation killing me. 

she ask me what’s it like to lose control. nothing good ion even own my soul. baby wants me bad but i put her though the torment tho. and don’t ask me that cant say love is yet. it’s fucked up. disorient. its all to frequent

I’m like god damn slow down she want it now infatuation killing me.

INFATUATION **@_florahill**

Faced should be finished and out by the end of the month!
prod. rodger @lilrodger
9tails @i_x_t_a_i_l_s

call me loveless, i don't wanna fuck this
up for the two of us, don't you know it'd ruin us,
nothing to discuss, who's really to trust,
staring at me with that feeling of disgust,

tried to warn you, bitch i get toxic,
it starts out perfect, maybe i'm not fit,
to have a girlfriend, someone to hold at night,
cus when the world ends, you know i won't put up a fight.

could we sail away at the end of the day,
might be the only way you'll get me to stay,
out in the pouring rain, home to all this pain,
throw your troubles away, bitch, just get faced.
x2

catch me laughing, between these verses,
levity never really hurt this,
thing i called a heart, like did you even notice,
me screaming at the top of my lungs, shoutouts to lotus,

call me loveless
faded like the sunset
weak chest
red eyes
but no emotions make me upset
im not coming down
cause this is not an ego death
ill placebo you
and show you just how real it gets
you could feel the stress
thoughts that strip your happiness
strike your mind down to the core
and force a hard reset
ive entered the deep end
you not in the stream yet
im not in the industry
but workin like a branch head

could we sail away at the end of the day?
might be the only way you'll get me to stay,
out in the pouring rain, home to all this pain,
throw your troubles away, bitch, just get faced.

never felt so alone and I don't pray anymore,
I havent felt more at home since we layed on the floor,
you kept your own pace, just to save face,
honey, did you win the race, did you reach that place,

and are you living well, I know this life, it gave you hell,
but when you're never heard, you feel you always gotta yell.
but keep your distance, i don't coexist bitch,
call me loveless, i won't really miss this.

Loveless (feat. 9tails) [prod. rodger]

Or At Least Thats What I Tell Myself

Put My Things Down

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what's the point of anything (sorrow bringer)

Softheart

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