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Vulkanens tråde

Springs over summer starts

Its Gone (Prod. Trench Boy)

but nothings for nothing. 

@waitingoncisco did some extra guit stems

lyrics: https://genius.com/Softheart-nothings-really-everlasting-lyrics

Nothings really everlasting

im in my bag of excuses for bad decisions i made  
bad actions stemming from trauma that doesnt justificate  
i look around and see all of this destruction and decay 
but i think the only difference is i didnt see what was right in my face 
at some point you have to face it
used to think fixing my problems was caving
i used to think that my problems were what made me special and that shit is dangerous
and i used to think that if i got better my art would suffer as a trade and
it got to the point where i thought that my mental well being aint even worth saving 
but honestly i was mistaken 
what the fuck was i on 
how could i be so wrong 
i was down for so long
i dug myself too far 
what the fuck was i on 
how could i be so wrong 
i made myself the problem 

i was a victim of temptation and my own temperament
i get too passionate i come off batshit and 
im just a magnet for tragic infatuation 
almost had it but i couldnt capture it 
dont wanna trap it  
dont know whats happenin
but when youre laughing
its great distraction 
i think we might just be moving to fast and 
keep your hands in at all times and belts fastened 
i dont know 
what the fuck i was on 
how could i be so wrong 
i was down for so long
i dug myself too far 
what the fuck was i on 
how could i be so wrong 
i made myself the problem 
and honestly i dont know
what the fuck i was on
how could i be so wrong 
i was down for so long
i dug myself too far 
what the fuck was i on 
how could i be so wrong 
i made myself the problem

my big bag of excuses for this hole I dug myself into

new place, same scenery (prod. sorrow bringer)

New slapper cuz it's been a while! maybe one more song before the year is over sorry i almost died and was braindead for half the year 😂 full project 2022 <3 i promise

Dumb Friends (Prod. Living Puff & King Theta)

I don't wanna get back into this
Tell me what you've been doing with him
Said it didn't mean anything, that he's just a friend

And now I'm feeling like I'm better off dead
Yeah we should have just stayed as friends
Some things better off left unsaid
But I still want you in my bed
And now I'm feeling like I'm better off dead
Yeah we should have just stayed as friends
Some things better off left unsaid
But I still want you in my bed
(And now I'm feeling like I'm better off dead)

Maybe it'd be better if we let things die
But I won't be mourning you
I already have a back full of thorns
Its true, romance favors no man
And it feels like he's left with no chance
At redemption
Maybe that's because he's still resenting you
(He's still resenting you)

Hope to read between the lines
You sent me
I know where he lives so don't tempt me
Really need you here when I'm empty
If I come around could we talk it out
Or is it better off left unsaid
Your apology would still be accepted
Because you're exceptional
It's hard to see you go

And now I'm feeling like I'm better off dead
Yeah we should have just stayed as friends
Some things better off left unsaid
But I still want you in my bed
And now I'm feeling like I'm better off dead
Yeah we should have just stayed as friends
Some things better off left unsaid
But I still want you in my bed

And now I'm feeling like I'm better off dead
Yeah we should have just stayed as friends
Some things better off left unsaid
But I still want you in my bed
And now I'm feeling like I'm better off dead

unsaid w/poptropicaslutz (frevel x mampitsu x orora x northeast lights)

@evertheghost

(nevrwrld)
Don’t try and captivate my soul 
Don’t wanna fight
Please take it slow 

To late gotta keep it low 
To late gotta keep it low 

I ain’t messing the problems in my head 
Take my breath and punch me in the chest 

Pull my tongue and rip it out my head 
Take my heart rip it in a half 

You try to invite him over 
Got 3 screenshots from last October 
Don’t lie to my face 

you know you ain’t right
You know you ain’t right

I exercise my full right 
To keep on dying inside 

Please take your stupid thoughts
And shove them right up your ass 

Your always so full of shit 
I tried my best to make things right 

You fill my head with harmful thoughts 
And act so innocent in the dark 

I’m so tired of falling 
I’m so damn exhausted 

I cry so damn often 
My life keeps on falling 

(Ever The Ghost)
no peace
no remorse
only a flame to devour a forest
no remnants of life
captivate me on a fast decline
opening portals
unlocking powers
restless souls
all figure out after hours
lost and searching for my soul as it roams
got me backed in a corner
I just want to be alone

(nevrwrld)
Don’t try and captivate my soul 
Don’t wanna fight
Please take it slow 

To late gotta keep it low 
To late gotta keep it low 

I ain’t messing the problems in my head 
Take my breath and punch me in the chest 

Pull my tongue and rip it out my head 
Take my heart rip it in a half

Captivate [+ sogimura]

black magic

I Hate The Internet (prod. Living Puff)

This song is about the world being your canvas, meaning a true artist never limits themselves.

-- lyrics --
Canvas

I sacrificed my life and gave it everything I got…

I sacrificed my life
gave it everything I got
Now I got a fuckin bag
And I got a big ass spot
So I throw it in the bag
I fuckin love to shop
But I don’t 6-9
I don’t fuckin talk to cops

Got damn it
I just got becky from a Janet
I Been fightin anxiety and panic
Why I always feel I’m being underhanded
I don’t understand it
I always had the cash when you was empty handed 
So you stab me in the back and say it’s just semantics 
I don’t fuck wit that and my private jet just landed
I been makin out like bandit 
at the top gettin top from a Candice
the world is my canvas

The world is my canvas
Cuz I’m a true artist
The picture I paint it
I go in the hardest 
give a fuck what you say
Imma do me regardless
It‘s more than my ex girl
That’s left me so heartless

And I don’t even fucking want her back
I just wanna keep on making stacks 
I just wanna keep on spitting facts
What’s your problem that’s no way to react

Got damn it
I just got becky from a Janet
I Been fightin anxiety and panic
Why I always feel I’m being underhanded
I don’t understand it
I always had the cash when you was empty handed 
So you stab me in the back and say it’s just semantics 
I don’t fuck wit that and my private jet just landed
I been makin out like bandit 
at the top gettin top from a Candice
the world is my canvas

I copped a goyard bag 
to put my heart in
I don’t beg for shit
So Fuck your pardon
I earned every lick
Life got me hardened
I don’t ever quit
I hunt like I’m starvin

I sacrificed my life
gave it everything I got
Now I got a fuckin bag
And I got a big ass spot
So I throw it in the bag
I fuckin love to shop
But I don’t 6-9
I don’t fuckin talk to cops

Got damn it
I just got becky from a Janet
I Been fightin anxiety and panic
Why I always feel I’m being underhanded
I don’t understand it
I always had the cash when you was empty handed 
So you stab me in the back and say it’s just semantics 
I don’t fuck wit that and my private jet just landed
I been makin out like bandit 
at the top gettin top from a Candice
the world is my canvas

Canvas

Canvas (Prod. STARINTHESKY)

One of many

mixed/mastered: @lilspudxlp

[Chorus]
You made me realize
That everything is gonna be alright
I don't know what I was so afraid of
I think I just needed to clear my mind
I started to feel better when I read through your text
Whatever you wrote me did something to my head
I almost thought I would never get out of that mess
You always make my problems seem like they're not a threat
[Verse 1]
You reminded me that I'm still human
I can't expect everything to always be perfect
We all make mistakes and learn from them
It's the only way to be a better person
I wish someone had told me all this when I was young
I wouldn't have ever considered pulling the plug
Sometimes all we need is just a simple hug
I used to think that opening up wouldn't be enough
[Verse 2]
I used to hate looking at myself
I was insecure if you couldn't tell
You showed me how to have confidence
The cold shoulder was all I ever felt
The only person you can really change is yourself
You can't force your agenda on someone else
Trust me, I had to learn the hard way
If I never reflected I wouldn't be here still
[Chorus]
You made me realize
That everything is gonna be alright
I don't know what I was so afraid of
I think I just needed to clear my mind
I started to feel better when I read through your text
Whatever you wrote me did something to my head
I almost thought I would never get out of that mess
You always make my problems seem like they're not a threat

you made me realize (prod. 2001)

Lyrics:

you cant match my flow if you wanted to
labels hit my phone on the low im not in the booth
sippin on patron all alone while im on the move
gettin to the bag on my own like i oughta do

but yall dont even know so its lonely
do it by myself on my own G
fuck everyone else im a lone G
always try to drown but it wont leave

like fuck it ill just live with this sickness
like fuck it it aint none of your business
i swear that i get pushed to my limit
i hate it but i dont wanna give in

if only sorrow could build a staircase
or tears could show the way (shoutout BMTH)
you know id take it all right back
so we could see some better days
i know its really not worth leaving
they say goodbye anyway
i know that life can get real fucked
but im just hoping that you stay

Sickness

sickness

Cyclone (prod. TAC 4)

ME VS THE WORLD FREESTYLE

ayyy another sadboi anthem by jakkyboi! This is the 2nd single off my album dropping this year
lyrics:

gotta get away sometimes (repeated)

ya remember babe 
remember how we lost it babe i don’t even know 
i don’t don’t really wanna hurt you babe i’m just feeling low 
and soon i’ll be on the road for 2 months what are we saying

and i’m sorry about getting too wasted
and i take back all the shit that i was saying 
about how I need you in my life
ya you hear that all the time
and I don't even know if it's worth saving

because nothing turned to something 
then something turned into nothing 
how the fuck does that even work its confusing babe 
now i’m so drained out from loving 
stop asking me bout the what ifs 
if it didn’t work the first time it’ll end the same 

and i’m sorry bout the outcomes but i feel just fine 
and didn’t mean to hurt you but i feel alright
and I don't think you'll understand
babe it's not my master plan
and i don't even know how we gonna save this ya

gotta get away sometimes (repeated)

I don't wanna lose you babe
I don't wanna lose you baby you don't even know
I don't even wanna go
trust me I'd slide by but i'm living on the road
I don't even wanna tell you bout her you already know

I faked this I faked this all
I hate myself for letting go
I faked this i faked the way that i was feeling

because nothing turned to something 
then something turned into nothing 
how the fuck does that even work its confusing babe 
now i’m so drained out from loving 
stop asking me bout the what ifs 
if it didn’t work the first time it’ll end the same 

and i’m sorry bout the outcomes but i feel just fine 
and didn’t mean to hurt you but i feel alright
and I don't think you'll understand
babe it's not my master plan
and i don't even know how we gonna save this ya x2

gotta get away sometimes (repeated)

How We Gonna Save This

your appetite is not easy on me

holy snot! thats devin malone [prod. yung jza]

WHY DON'T U FOLLOW ME ON INSTAGRAM YET HOES :( @JAKKYBOIII
JK LOVE YOU BUT ACTUALLY THO 💖
VIDEO LINK: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qD2tCSQ_CkE

fuck another hoe
i still feel alone
u think that i’m fine but i just don’t let it show
ya why u gotta mean so much to me 
why u gotta mean so much to me 

I was always there
no one really care
don’t act like u did baby don’t u fucking dare
ya why u gotta mean so much to me 
why u gotta mean so much to me, ya

i feel like i’m dead when i wake up in the morning
take it as a joke but should see it as a warning
i’m a pretty boy but so fucked u aint don't see
i don’t give a fuck if i did nobody’d know me 

She just make me feel like these girls did in highschool
throbbing on my heart like a bad bitch I hate you
she gon tell me lies after all that we been thru
I thought it was lust then i started to fall too

DEEP
IN LOVE
u got my heart like beating like on and on and on

GET OUT
MY WAY
i can’t let pain take back the truth
(and) it’s so far gone
can't replace u

Why u gotta mean so much? (VIDEO OUT NOW!)

lyrics: https://genius.com/Softheart-the-next-morning-lyrics

free download

the next morning

lyrics: https://genius.com/Softheart-the-first-time-i-met-a-ghost-lyrics

guitar done by @noahwalker

the first time i met a ghost

new pop punk slap from dad <3
lyrics:

omg omg

i don’t x4 wanna think about it 
u be blowing up my phone then i leave you on read
i don’t wanna let her go i just wanna forgot 
girl i wanna let u know but it hurts to admit 

i don’t x4 wanna think about
i don’t x4 wanna think about it
i don’t x4 wanna think about it 
don’t wanna think about it don’t wanna think about it 

go and fuck it up like all the rest
but this one really counts this time 
i love you but i’m such a fucking mess
i guess that it’s a sign to 
move on
fuck this spot it feels off
got me staying up thinking about it 
yeah

and it’s always the same 
waking up and tryna make it change
try to hard to hide it now shit getting in my way
she thinks that i’m crazy she think that i’m insane 
baby don’t u fake it anymore i know u hate me 

shut up, set straight, it’s a new day
fuck you, i'm off in my own lane 
i’m just tryna get over this cuz it’ll never be the same

so i don’t wanna think about it
u be blowing up my phone then i leave you on read
i don’t wanna let her go i just wanna forgot 
girl i wanna let u know but it hurts to admit 

i don’t x4 wanna think about
i don’t x4 wanna think about it
i don’t x4 wanna think about it 
don’t wanna think about it don’t wanna think about it

i don't wanna think about it

lyrics: https://genius.com/Softheart-growth-spurts-lyrics

Growth Spurts

lyrics:
https://genius.com/Softheart-still-dont-know-what-im-running-from-lyrics

this song is from around 2017 and it's one of the first songs i made under softheart, i deleted it a long ass time ago and thought it was gone forever but someone happened to upload it to youtube and a fan sent me the link asking about the song so i decided to redo it.

still don't know what i'm running from

lyrics: https://genius.com/Softheart-insecure-lyrics

guitar by noah walker!

Insecure

goblin (+ nezu x malori)

@qqqu1ncy
yuppp ty for the support lately <3

she wont call me 😐😔 (qqqu1ncy)

weight of the world on my shoulders
and i cant get it off
i tried to do this shit different but i cant move along
like what am i now
do i see enough in myself to be loved

i just dont wanna worry of whats out of my control
i been off
an awful lot
and idk where imma go
the chance to stay srong
idk if imma do it right
but im all alone im all alone
but my fate we’ll never know

like i dont wanna do this
i was goin stupid
now im nowhere off it
whatd you do it for
we were so exclusive
i went through all this bullshit
i dont wanna do this shit no more
i dont wanna do this anymore

walking on a tight rope
i do it w my eyes closed
u dont wanna be here
so why do u keep near
heads running off track
but you dont even know that
dont wanna be here
then stay clear

i wonder why
im wasting time
im losing it
u cross my mind
i cant forget
like all you did
like what am i doing

weight of the world on my shoulders
and i cant get it off
i tried to do this shit different but i cant move along
like what am i now
do i see enough in myself to be loved

i just dont wanna worry of whats out of my control
i been off
an awful lot
and idk where imma go
the chance to stay srong
idk if imma do it right
but im all alone im all alone
but my fate we’ll never know

like i dont wanna do this
i was goin stupid
now im nowhere off it
whatd you do it for
we were so exclusive
i went through all this bullshit
i dont wanna do this shit no more
i dont wanna do this anymore

unfortunate (nothere + cozin)

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just happy to be here