Fuck you Haters 😒 Taking my Life Back.

Vibes XVIII

FEB 25

Cr1tter

feature from @820
mastered by @0rch_id
prod me

(avast)
I think i’m tired need to lay down
ill make it thru somehow
its too much, i’m gonna drown out
u looked a lil deeper tell me what u found

i’m in the club, ur not invited
its gone, if i dont like it
I call the shots, dont need a sidekick 
I wanna be alone and hide it

gone again, u wouldn’t know
all the feelings I couldn’t show
i’m going out in the snow
need to go on whats showing

all alone in the sky
sticking to myself I’m shy
falling through in the night
do i tell her when its over? say goodbye?

(nosgov)
im pouring some substances
i pour too much just to exist
cant wait to go all wrong with it
i have to go along with it

please walk with me please dont leave
and when its getting hard to breathe
addiction taking over me
please hold my soul when i cant breathe

im screaming outloud
i stay in the dark
fucked up on my part
end up in a fight

gone again ft. nosgov

[VERSE I: Anthony Mars]
yo light that cigarette
i'm tripping
ash it on my bitches
taking my dose
i never skip it
still in my hood up pistol gripping
still got 100 blunts
got that bape up in my cup
stay with a bitch in the cut who stay with my dick in her guts
wetto the king of the GREY
self park i don't fuck with valet
sheesh
private jet fuck a delay
went to paris and back in a day
okay
no i'm never okay
bitch stop asking
came up and supported my family
just for that they should give me a grammy
running and ducking the slammer
thinking bot cocking the hammer
the lights the glitter the glamour
none of this shit even matters
none of this shit made me happy
wound up in rehab instead of a casket
locking me up and they had the rooms padded
made a straight jacket my fashion

[VERSE II: Norman Atomic]
ruby that motherfucker
grim reaping
i'm undercover
soul seeking
i found another bitch who's thinking that i'm her lover
no
reason i keep on shrugging
blunt is cashed let's keep 'em coming
only weed keeps me from bugging and from seeking out more destruction
i'm a pro at self doubt but i doubt i'll ever know 
that these bitches want me to fly 'em out all because i upped the glow
all these fuckbois wanna be me but they keep it on the low
and talk shit about me and my cousin while we're thumbing through our dough
all this fame is such a curse sometimes i wish i was a ghost
watch me raise the fucking dead next time i'm on stage at a show

[OUTRO: Anthony Mars & Norman Atomic]
haunted, haunted
i can't escape my mind
it's like i'm doing time all the time
exhausted, lost it
just one little line
have this talk with god all the time

Sing Me a Lullaby, My Sweet Temptation

1000 Blunts

1000 BLUNTS

Bad 4 Every1 (prod.fishnarc & keyblade808)

Crack It Open (prod.remghost & keyblade808)

I’d Rather Overdose

I’d Rather Overdose (feat. Z)

produced by Saint Patrick 

lyrics:(Hook)
I know what girls like 
I know what girls want 
they want that real shit 
They want that true love 

I know what girls like 
I know what girls want 
No I can’t feel shit 
nothing for no one 

wish I could deal with 
All these emotions 

(Verse)
even when I cried 
She never left my side 
the Dragon weeps 
She asking me 
To be her shining knight 

We can play pretend 
we can fuck 
But just as friends 
Cuz I’ll never let you in 
This is a temporary win 

I want to be wanted 
I need to be needed 
What is this obsession 
And how do I defeat it ? 

Give me your affection 
But only when I crave it 
remember when I 
Got so high I laid down on the pavement?

She never fucking judge me 
even when iss ugly 
Strung out 
 I’m a junkie 

(Pre Hook)

Why do you love me ? 

do you even love me ? 

I need you to love me . 

(Outro) 
her hair was black 
She died it blonde 
I want it back 
She wants it gone 

I’m not the gold 
I’m just the bronze 
she’ll never know 
This is her song

what girls want

CHANGE p. @oson

vocals and production by myself and @820
artwork by @shigkn1ght

brand new leather my back yyea, boots on my feet
 talkin in code but i knew what it means
walkin alone but got people w me
..
runnin through my head, every turn switch up 
lost in the maze, dat shit just get rough
feels like im dorwning hav i had enough?

shit wont let up..

just pulled up at neimans, im with my guys 
were all schemin like im walkin thru the night
i got sum demons, i wouldnt even try that
i got this feeling its gonna be alright yea

runnin out of time but i need another chance
never felt like this so ill make som other plans
its bright like the night life in france
step out wen it rains just for a glance

still looking for our sins
where do i go
where this time went
(i hope i never wake up)
i cant comprehend
did u hear my words? is it play pretend?
im stuck in your hand, im stuck in this cell
like a different sentence now im messing with my head
truly dont know so i guess ill pretend
hatred in my heart so its hatred in the words
where u wanna go? i been willing to get better
better than awake and it couldnt just get better

stuck in this cell

stuck in this cell ft. Nosgov

etch a sketch

forget me when the summer ends

again

art by @birthdayism

featuring @7senss

produced and mixed by me

love to all..

do u listen ft. senses

she's gone Kevin Levrone X  Creep

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xOG7MLPnj-Q&ab_channel=enxgmv

Where You Once Were |prod. pilotkid (MUSIC VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION)

prod. c world 

lyrics :



I can tell you all about my 
very ordinary life 
but I know deep inside
you would never even give me a chance 

I was really hoping I could find
somebody to call mine 
an spend a lil time  
you would never even give me a chance 

Right before the night got closer  
I’d like to know if 
I can win you over 
Would you just give me your hand let’s have a dance 

she said no thank you no surprise 
I should expect this every time 
still was one for me to find 

Tapped out can’t find you 
There was not a single thing for me to do
Tapped out can’t find you 
There was no a single thing I can do x2

I know there was only one I need
No one wanted to be stuck with me 
should I just wait and maybe see

I know there was only one I need
No one wanted to be stuck with me 
should I just wait and maybe see

I can tell you all about my 
very ordinary life 
but I know deep inside
you would never even give me a chance 

I was really hoping I could find
somebody to call mine 
an spend a lil time  
you would never even give me a chance 

Right before the night got closer  
I’d like to know if 
I can win you over 
Would you just give me your hand let’s have a dance

she said no thank you no surprise 
I should expect this every time 
still was one for me to find

ordinary life

particles p. wraithontheporch

I feel this weight on my chest
I pray my soul to keep
Oh yeah to give it some rest

I'm awake till the sun's up
Cause I'm scared to sleep
No nightmares of monsters
Just dreams of you and me

Suicide on my mind again
I just want all the pain yeah to end
I can't get you out of my head
I might just jump off the edge

Tell me who would care anyway
Fuck it, inside, I'm already dead

Where'd it all go wrong
When did you get so numb
Don't wanna get up, oh no
I wonder how will it end
I'm thinking suicide
Wanna get out of here
I wanna get up out of here
Wanna get out of here

I fall apart, I'm my own enemy
It's all my fault, I hate how I'm empty

I won't lie, I've been wearing the same old jeans
For the past two weeks
Getting high off of anything, my mind
Running in circles tonight

Suicide all on my mind
Running out of options and time
I don't f*ck with that pity love
Y'all the reason why I can't trust

I don't f*ck with that fake love
I'd rather feel nothing yeah nothing at all

Where'd it all go wrong
When did you get so numb
Don't wanna get up, oh no
I wonder how will it end
I'm thinking suicide
Wanna get out of here
I wanna get up out of here
Wanna get out of here

My head running in circles again
When will the torment all end

Tell me that you understand
I crave for something I won't get
My tank running on empty
How did you become my enemy

I know you think oh less of me
I'm on the verge of insanity
Come on girl, stop the front
I'm not the one you want
I'm not the one you want
We know we go

Suicide on my mind again

I just want all the pain yeah to end
Maybe I'll just jump off the edge

Suicide on my mind again
I just want all the pain yeah to end

Maybe I'll just jump off the edge
F*ck

SUICIDE w/@yuusef (prod. lostangel x jaysset)

cr1tter - pacman (softhighloudlow remix)

iRock (iRoll)

new trickz

produced by @EmmitFenn
co-produced by @finneasmusic

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bitches broken hearts

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=odHJN7PLQuQ